演奏完最後一首,從舞台上跳下,帥氣。191Please respect copyright.PENANAB8msL6CWVT
全世界都在看著我!我知道的,他們會接住我,就像往常那樣。191Please respect copyright.PENANAtc9bn0hLq9
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「嘿!何苦呢?」191Please respect copyright.PENANAAnwENXsAoz
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「沒有什麼苦不苦,好友。你聽,這是觀眾們的歡呼聲,這些,全是在為我喝采!」191Please respect copyright.PENANAN0JTXivsCU
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大概是從我七歲開始吧,畢竟這是我有的記憶中最早的片段。191Please respect copyright.PENANA0MOpTZrRvi
當時電視播放著《哆拉a夢》這部卡通的劇場版,演了什麼我沒印象,只知道它裡面的冒險給我帶了很多衝擊。191Please respect copyright.PENANArwk6aMxg53
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「我要過一個不一樣的人生!」直到高中前,我的第三個生日願望都是這樣,默默的被我許下。191Please respect copyright.PENANAGCba1ZmYjQ
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「第三個不能給別人知道,不然就不準了。」大家都是這樣講。不過無所謂,畢竟已經實現了,而且還真徹底。191Please respect copyright.PENANAIja0AEORQL
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大學畢業,我成為了一名表演者。迎來了第一次公開表演,我的父母也參與了,雖然以失敗收場,但我看到了他們熱淚盈眶。191Please respect copyright.PENANAjm4D8zYpMC
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於是我發誓,下一次表演要更好、要完美!因為我不想再讓他們失望。191Please respect copyright.PENANA3NZ5a4F8kz
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「我們相遇的時候就是第二場表演。」191Please respect copyright.PENANAjqigSF52XX
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「啊……我記得,那一場來了不少人呀!歡呼聲之大……」191Please respect copyright.PENANAwd1yefXM38
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「大過阿公的噴嚏聲對吧!」191Please respect copyright.PENANASpPPI1Qf4c
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「這麼會,那都給你講就好了。」191Please respect copyright.PENANAIb0pTOl9Cn
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「不過我還是失敗了,父母失望透頂。那段時間真難熬,我還去看了心裡醫生。」191Please respect copyright.PENANAOd6bhRLKUm
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可能是我有點偏質狂吧,不對,不是可能,我就是偏質狂,我知道的。191Please respect copyright.PENANAq4uSBhDQQd
父母對我沒有什麼要求,只要平安長大就好……為什麼?難道我在你們眼中就那麼沒用?191Please respect copyright.PENANAgMMDjCCSMn
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記得有一次去香港學習,阿公出了機票錢,在出發前一天和我說:「好好玩,不要有壓力!」191Please respect copyright.PENANAFjoQN0vUAQ
拜託!不要說這麼溫柔的話,不然我如果沒學到191Please respect copyright.PENANAPKniN3i4rJ
……我要怎麼面對。191Please respect copyright.PENANAgSyeshZ4zj
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罵我,跟我說「沒學好就別回來」,用更兇爆的方式好嗎?不然我要怎麼面對,面對沒辨法拿出成積回饋的我呢?191Please respect copyright.PENANAucBBbCNzov
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都是我的錯……。191Please respect copyright.PENANAN7b6Mg32Fu
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「所以你……一路走來的過程都不容易是嗎?」醫生這樣說著,並在筆記上抄抄寫寫。191Please respect copyright.PENANAOcYkS706qC
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不,太容易了,容易到我不能再失敗,不然那些每天受苦受難的孩子,比起他們,我這種人算什麼?191Please respect copyright.PENANAfID2ql1GFp
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「不容易呀,不過休息了一陣子,喘口氣,真是件好事。」我笑著回答,用著那些服務業從早到晚只要看到客人就會拿出來的笑臉。191Please respect copyright.PENANAzuN2Vc2WVN
十點十分的笑容、溫和平靜的語氣,我是個表演者,完美的表演者!191Please respect copyright.PENANAda9b97JQPe
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「好,經過這幾週的觀察,看起來你有好轉了,可以暫時放風,我等等會請你的父母來。」191Please respect copyright.PENANALRYGaY9at1
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最後一次了,我深呼吸,一想到等等要面對的,我的完美笑容差點掉下來被醫生看到。191Please respect copyright.PENANAoAT6jWh9VU
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我不想再看到他們的失望了,這輩子都是。191Please respect copyright.PENANADIFW3DmV3i
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「所以這次的表演,我計劃了這麼久的表演,我不會再猶豫了!」191Please respect copyright.PENANAbS02PqpKPZ
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「嘿!何苦呢?」191Please respect copyright.PENANAhdwUaD7QRr
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「不苦,因為值得。」191Please respect copyright.PENANA7hLRGjORlP
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最後表演成功了,我笑瞇了眼,看不到其它人的臉。191Please respect copyright.PENANAcGd8Z7u2DT
稍微改一下日本文學作家-太宰治在《人間失格》裡的開頭:生而為人,我很抱歉。191Please respect copyright.PENANAuwDepncTG9
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爸、媽、阿公阿嬤、全世界的所有生物們:191Please respect copyright.PENANA5BpZQRRglQ
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「生而為人,我很感謝。」191Please respect copyright.PENANA6AazZT4a5A
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人生自古誰無死,如何死?191Please respect copyright.PENANAi06hYwIcND
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10X/6/18 FIrst show191Please respect copyright.PENANAgEqwqQ6Kix
上吊失敗,因燈管太脆弱,比人還脆弱。191Please respect copyright.PENANAs37haGkz9v
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10X/8/29 Second show191Please respect copyright.PENANAJDaP5nV2wn
跳樓,三樓似乎太矮了,但是歡呼聲夠了。191Please respect copyright.PENANAHLW6yjhXog
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10X/5/17 The last show191Please respect copyright.PENANAstqzCEsbrP
跳樓,向全世界宣傳。191Please respect copyright.PENANAGfowR1OTDc
19樓,一樓一歲,落地歸零。191Please respect copyright.PENANAJYKD4kKb4L
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今生今世要死,就要死在自己手裡。
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