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我的阿公就像我的爸爸,441Please respect copyright.PENANAYNlTAZGMwtns 172.70.131.47da2
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚,441Please respect copyright.PENANAoNNOfDUbx8
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟,441Please respect copyright.PENANAoecmJxDQ25
都是阿公帶我的,441Please respect copyright.PENANAdZ6tRBPXvu
我記得我小時候時,441Please respect copyright.PENANArgnPrZgdvf
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我,441Please respect copyright.PENANAP2WuHqqscI
在我被欺負時,441Please respect copyright.PENANAyOOTwt3MAo
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人,441Please respect copyright.PENANAVKCIt14bBJ
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時,441Please respect copyright.PENANAh6zs6W8YYk
我阿公也會告訴那些人說:「我就是她爸爸」,441Please respect copyright.PENANArOsCSO7rHz
我每次聽到阿公這麼說,我都很開心,441Please respect copyright.PENANA5MJWWK34t7
在我受傷時,我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥,441Please respect copyright.PENANANdnaZEwMCQ
我還記得我上國中的那年,441Please respect copyright.PENANARA9WdyVKKg
我阿公跟我說:「我的小公主妳長大了,不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠,只要阿公在,阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主,不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」,441Please respect copyright.PENANASGqtQ0GU1c
所以我在國中時,我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公,441Please respect copyright.PENANALl7siZxcF4
但在我國二時,我的班導帶我到輔導室,441Please respect copyright.PENANALEn3UAkRMr
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症,441Please respect copyright.PENANAo9EzHMWPd6
那時我常常想著要自殺,441Please respect copyright.PENANAKId372xZvf
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師441Please respect copyright.PENANASlOPBmmakY
陪著我,幫助我,441Please respect copyright.PENANAhrtV3BK518
我也知道那時的我,讓阿公很難過,441Please respect copyright.PENANANRBjfyTgJ1
阿公也知道不是我願意的,441Please respect copyright.PENANAdlHhL3GxOp
因為我從小雖然有媽媽,441Please respect copyright.PENANAzEZeZUYBPX
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我,441Please respect copyright.PENANAtNo2aFLVVj
也常常在晚上睡覺時,441Please respect copyright.PENANASKo8WcxK9l
去阿公房間打阿公,441Please respect copyright.PENANA3MR3P9YGBf
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕,441Please respect copyright.PENANACL3rQvvvSz
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話,441Please respect copyright.PENANA4nyiq6QkbR
所以我經常受到排擠,441Please respect copyright.PENANAUoKzQHIgeb
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症,441Please respect copyright.PENANAqA33K174oO
那時學校通報社會局,441Please respect copyright.PENANAzFOdq1HACL
社工也常常陪同我,鼓勵我,441Please respect copyright.PENANABskuCACd9T
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人,441Please respect copyright.PENANAzDZgWygl6G
之後我上了高中,441Please respect copyright.PENANAyOGpfS62Nz
在我高一的那年,441Please respect copyright.PENANA7ftXkw0RCI
阿公突然中風了,441Please respect copyright.PENANAczQnSIzZAh
那時我很難過,441Please respect copyright.PENANALNZipj7mmz
阿公住院時,441Please respect copyright.PENANAAMLkbBINVb
我每天都在放學時,馬上去醫院看阿公,441Please respect copyright.PENANA1LEhrHpgQ7
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後,441Please respect copyright.PENANA45woYiPqWv
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時,441Please respect copyright.PENANAdEnjZEd2tL
我看到阿公不在病房,東西也都不見了,441Please respect copyright.PENANAwKfhK2MUKo
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問,441Please respect copyright.PENANA3ahVNEJAh4
但護理人員告訴我,阿公被戴走了,441Please respect copyright.PENANAy1iohCQweW
被戴去老養院,441Please respect copyright.PENANAhJKeL26rw8
我問哪間,但護理人員說不知道時,441Please respect copyright.PENANAt7uBjG9W5t
我突然情緒崩潰,441Please respect copyright.PENANAm4xr20gv2Z
之後隔天我為了找阿公,所以我請假沒去學校,441Please respect copyright.PENANANEqYpSHtsW
之後到了下午時,阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了,441Please respect copyright.PENANAreIynnB33Y
我馬上去看阿公,但那時阿公看到我哭,441Please respect copyright.PENANAj2MiCeEn0i
阿公跟我說:「我的小公主阿公沒事的,不要在哭了,哭了就不漂亮了~」441Please respect copyright.PENANA5Qc0Gx2AEg
我那時馬上不哭,441Please respect copyright.PENANA5zKK1LoPrx
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時,441Please respect copyright.PENANApbTtMz17zS
突然在老養院呼吸困難,441Please respect copyright.PENANADJRlS69iZX
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院,441Please respect copyright.PENANAgISTnH3UlF
那時我就像瘋了一樣,441Please respect copyright.PENANA3EZKs9GbwR
全部的醫院都去問過,441Please respect copyright.PENANAC0uOv48NLu
但我之後接到一通電話,441Please respect copyright.PENANAeypPep44wu
那通電話是我舅舅打的,441Please respect copyright.PENANAqu7A3bkDJa
我舅舅說:「妹妹,舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼,都要堅強,也要接受這個消息」,441Please respect copyright.PENANAiCoJiCqajf
我那時答應了,441Please respect copyright.PENANAVPfwcBNYtw
我舅舅就跟我說:「阿公已經離開了,阿公去當天使保護妳」,441Please respect copyright.PENANAPkWFE7A984
那時聽到時,我心真的非常痛,441Please respect copyright.PENANA4QhmGU0Mrt
隔天去到殯儀館時,441Please respect copyright.PENANA73JK2yoXsu
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的,441Please respect copyright.PENANAROWsRzHI8i
那時我非常生氣,441Please respect copyright.PENANAPRSfvbRIX7
因為當時我去問時,441Please respect copyright.PENANA5D1DoEyaie
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人,441Please respect copyright.PENANAEoOowUftTq
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人,441Please respect copyright.PENANAzlCmLciL9f
所以我那時沒想這麼多,441Please respect copyright.PENANAKbQjQpvB8G
我只想陪阿公最後一程,441Please respect copyright.PENANA3aAKHATXl2
阿公要火化時,我整個哭到軟腳,441Please respect copyright.PENANAfxnl4ytIrB
喪禮結束後,我每天都看著阿公的照片哭,441Please respect copyright.PENANAik2vp9mguv
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公,441Please respect copyright.PENANAhmtemnmx7r
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實,441Please respect copyright.PENANAYwfKIU9izK
阿公我好想你~