x
我的阿公就像我的爸爸,442Please respect copyright.PENANAWBT4AtRNwens 172.70.130.71da2
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚,442Please respect copyright.PENANAHnjct1uNnO
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟,442Please respect copyright.PENANATFYKYPP9e1
都是阿公帶我的,442Please respect copyright.PENANA1WqAzXlkei
我記得我小時候時,442Please respect copyright.PENANAQEyKyUEvpJ
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我,442Please respect copyright.PENANAojtzOr3DTf
在我被欺負時,442Please respect copyright.PENANAktFXPhICpq
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人,442Please respect copyright.PENANAe5neFtkSzA
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時,442Please respect copyright.PENANAyydRfTM29z
我阿公也會告訴那些人說:「我就是她爸爸」,442Please respect copyright.PENANADfjxuMYe04
我每次聽到阿公這麼說,我都很開心,442Please respect copyright.PENANAxz67PAtQHA
在我受傷時,我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥,442Please respect copyright.PENANAo2tU0VLCsR
我還記得我上國中的那年,442Please respect copyright.PENANAru2M6gu1pf
我阿公跟我說:「我的小公主妳長大了,不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠,只要阿公在,阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主,不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」,442Please respect copyright.PENANA3msy0jHDow
所以我在國中時,我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公,442Please respect copyright.PENANArlk26tWBML
但在我國二時,我的班導帶我到輔導室,442Please respect copyright.PENANAhUdkfM9ogf
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症,442Please respect copyright.PENANAjFqe2r0V05
那時我常常想著要自殺,442Please respect copyright.PENANApArvOJf9AG
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師442Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZraOLOyQP
陪著我,幫助我,442Please respect copyright.PENANA7TxP3P4FvT
我也知道那時的我,讓阿公很難過,442Please respect copyright.PENANAV3QIO91iJb
阿公也知道不是我願意的,442Please respect copyright.PENANAIcNvwwfz9Q
因為我從小雖然有媽媽,442Please respect copyright.PENANASxTxfZ3Q4x
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我,442Please respect copyright.PENANAcPZ3rBXwaf
也常常在晚上睡覺時,442Please respect copyright.PENANAciP2SmgG40
去阿公房間打阿公,442Please respect copyright.PENANAUVIPeCBdaA
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕,442Please respect copyright.PENANAhLZzxlljM8
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話,442Please respect copyright.PENANAE9y9SxiG2y
所以我經常受到排擠,442Please respect copyright.PENANAinc3uSVcIX
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症,442Please respect copyright.PENANAc94AAjJQ8r
那時學校通報社會局,442Please respect copyright.PENANA8wr8dX9tTR
社工也常常陪同我,鼓勵我,442Please respect copyright.PENANAaiApd6LOVT
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人,442Please respect copyright.PENANAF5PCsxwDJI
之後我上了高中,442Please respect copyright.PENANAkYAqVdoDlU
在我高一的那年,442Please respect copyright.PENANAJIBYoFXCPZ
阿公突然中風了,442Please respect copyright.PENANAVeE8v9P5PQ
那時我很難過,442Please respect copyright.PENANAXRpb9FlXJ4
阿公住院時,442Please respect copyright.PENANAZskROWR3Bq
我每天都在放學時,馬上去醫院看阿公,442Please respect copyright.PENANAeje08lkAop
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後,442Please respect copyright.PENANAUF6iJIlTJE
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時,442Please respect copyright.PENANA4kamb1vtyG
我看到阿公不在病房,東西也都不見了,442Please respect copyright.PENANAckvLnAKtiK
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問,442Please respect copyright.PENANA1NfP7H6jOC
但護理人員告訴我,阿公被戴走了,442Please respect copyright.PENANAbJiks1XVgN
被戴去老養院,442Please respect copyright.PENANAr3Q7aUOyRj
我問哪間,但護理人員說不知道時,442Please respect copyright.PENANAHNtL1sdhbL
我突然情緒崩潰,442Please respect copyright.PENANAcGEQ0N9CxZ
之後隔天我為了找阿公,所以我請假沒去學校,442Please respect copyright.PENANAPc4H2M65VB
之後到了下午時,阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了,442Please respect copyright.PENANAy2xb0HDu3I
我馬上去看阿公,但那時阿公看到我哭,442Please respect copyright.PENANAJW64TiHBxk
阿公跟我說:「我的小公主阿公沒事的,不要在哭了,哭了就不漂亮了~」442Please respect copyright.PENANAU9oTAIAGif
我那時馬上不哭,442Please respect copyright.PENANACshDyrnJ4m
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時,442Please respect copyright.PENANAvkbFAa24XM
突然在老養院呼吸困難,442Please respect copyright.PENANAPHbvucsFbF
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院,442Please respect copyright.PENANA3BKrhORJKx
那時我就像瘋了一樣,442Please respect copyright.PENANAP0qom9UBuW
全部的醫院都去問過,442Please respect copyright.PENANAfyzkhGFHs9
但我之後接到一通電話,442Please respect copyright.PENANAVkrZdzT52z
那通電話是我舅舅打的,442Please respect copyright.PENANAXWHl04KEc6
我舅舅說:「妹妹,舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼,都要堅強,也要接受這個消息」,442Please respect copyright.PENANA5W4dPhgGes
我那時答應了,442Please respect copyright.PENANAkcbpzjEuiT
我舅舅就跟我說:「阿公已經離開了,阿公去當天使保護妳」,442Please respect copyright.PENANAUykY0oIeVJ
那時聽到時,我心真的非常痛,442Please respect copyright.PENANAKCS8dZHhkh
隔天去到殯儀館時,442Please respect copyright.PENANAMukEpsxsgg
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的,442Please respect copyright.PENANA1Mr23sjGR5
那時我非常生氣,442Please respect copyright.PENANAep8lTRPZAl
因為當時我去問時,442Please respect copyright.PENANAtGMrbBpTwq
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人,442Please respect copyright.PENANAhoCe8vIRZO
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人,442Please respect copyright.PENANAATtKg7qsUo
所以我那時沒想這麼多,442Please respect copyright.PENANAQKFlLHwrDc
我只想陪阿公最後一程,442Please respect copyright.PENANARsN537wask
阿公要火化時,我整個哭到軟腳,442Please respect copyright.PENANA7GtRawgn0n
喪禮結束後,我每天都看著阿公的照片哭,442Please respect copyright.PENANAcBj1TiY44b
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公,442Please respect copyright.PENANAf11o5cnBjs
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實,442Please respect copyright.PENANAjFyGYvZS2P
阿公我好想你~