#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEO7p3sqnc
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrQhd7YTiM
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42POuNyZSs
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MU8FHXQhF
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiARcBeuJaE
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBUqldmJyb
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmXQ1iodiD
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8bVoKZEMg
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8Xmkk3a9m
...1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMP0Yksdfw
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGQZ6VsQWi
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1iaaLnWjk
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROynTFSkNt
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjQOOZDgqA
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjV6hptGnN
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7R0ArAM0Ls
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEGrsvSNCa
So calling it off, was it that bad?1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5L9ukdh57
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxMPZi1Bez
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZ4NguYe9t
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4N04tuGhr
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhivO6e5y4y
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHVjPW5Vs5
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVHJ6rjy3T
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdCK4qt7ii
Henceforth, we have this. 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7w10SJt07
Thanks for bearing with me. 1039Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CwJt84NEy
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