#1 Entry: Why I Started This.986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyezYSyiX4q
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzBCMIfLAL
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJeP9usbux
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4wHAQPfxL
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99Ui9VnKk5
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrWWz8MYxH
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPFCcDRf5W
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlA4HoNAQPI
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWpTLAdXqT
...986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGOVxMXis5
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVu8ArTPs1
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlhJak62x7
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANzROZanyZ
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzieqoApfD
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EqmBLTgbf
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3L74HgX74e
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMQe4kxsir
So calling it off, was it that bad?986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKV0MjeVjEn
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8ZnxUIDwf
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVLCTjEkSu
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iojNanOwP
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqTBGOvnMv
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBgnwa7v2s
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6lrMwhDT3
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cL8yOYuYX
Henceforth, we have this. 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8slHaYmQvg
Thanks for bearing with me. 986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAbWD8c7Oj
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