Flashes and more flashes815Please respect copyright.PENANAUlsbvjpPuD
Shouts in the air, suffocating me815Please respect copyright.PENANALnTiCeZEMv
Their bodies closer and closer 815Please respect copyright.PENANA9MDH5Vc2OG
Until its so hard to breathe815Please respect copyright.PENANAdMCjn8E2L0
Everyone screaming your name815Please respect copyright.PENANA0XX3IS3y9v
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces815Please respect copyright.PENANAo8NXKTYBJC
The men around me take my arm gently815Please respect copyright.PENANAhB6bKehEjx
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes815Please respect copyright.PENANAvL4xSXpGAF
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life815Please respect copyright.PENANAFEUFbpdvt7
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down815Please respect copyright.PENANA9QZelXiKbc
Faking a smile towards the ground815Please respect copyright.PENANAEUu7kYD6vk
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 815Please respect copyright.PENANAQFbgXVu7AH
For fear that it will start over again815Please respect copyright.PENANAJT1KdNDmHL
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains815Please respect copyright.PENANAQJzi4G1yv2
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest815Please respect copyright.PENANAr4hW8xMX09
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step815Please respect copyright.PENANA5ct4QeeOGt
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths815Please respect copyright.PENANAELfCOo07OA
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together815Please respect copyright.PENANA78tQxXvgUa
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess815Please respect copyright.PENANADvnBVwMsBb
My feet seem to be moving on their own 815Please respect copyright.PENANAYvgcuMiU4b
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?815Please respect copyright.PENANAWqfzlNrgrx
Cameras and fame and people all around me?815Please respect copyright.PENANAV0sLYCsBYH
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!815Please respect copyright.PENANAcXIJzboeGm
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!815Please respect copyright.PENANA03K6QZ5PN5
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another815Please respect copyright.PENANAxWkhS8lbsc
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some815Please respect copyright.PENANAgC4Xe9rqrM
But my life should've been peace and quite815Please respect copyright.PENANAyALB5M0gbF
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children815Please respect copyright.PENANAveV0f6WsIy
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion815Please respect copyright.PENANA374OecVjJ5
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets815Please respect copyright.PENANAlbNFoEjb6X
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life815Please respect copyright.PENANAvlYkkW76SK
When I stop and think of how blessed I am815Please respect copyright.PENANAMXeierI4iF
I realize how much I love my life815Please respect copyright.PENANAqcemOQZszt
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through815Please respect copyright.PENANAnZ4teKG1Pc
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model815Please respect copyright.PENANAkDXZske0zs
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on