連同我的父母，敏青的家這夜塞滿了人，大家卻都沒有怎樣說話。靖同樣是輕而易舉的解鎖了我的電話，試圖找着有甚麼線索，他們當然不會知道，他們要找的人，其實就在屋內。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f7nayi0AK
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「我睇過日哥既Browser紀錄。無咩特別，最有趣嗰樣野係日哥用Thisav睇三上悠亞。」靖說。我用甚麼網頁、看甚麼女優這件事，真的會與我的失蹤有關係嗎？239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQuk82lQZn
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「細佬，Good-Catch。」敏青做IT的姐夫說，「而家已經2022年，仲用Thisav，可能有啲隱藏意思。」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVqAo5EF3g
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不要亂猜測好嗎？做人就是念舊啊，你們不會念舊的嗎？救命。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWbB21ImOI
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「而且iPhone 係唔可以直接用Thisav 睇片嫁，要用I-safe play 呢個app，呢個可能係日仔留俾我地既線索，裡面可能有收埋佢被綁架既原因。」姐夫托了托眼鏡說。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PHaELkLFL
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「下？綁架？」我媽臉色一轉，失聲叫道。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0YOjIp4OQ
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「做咩突然變左綁架？你地到底點得出呢個推論？」我問，當然沒有人回應我。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKebVHWibD
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「但開app又要密碼，今次係6位數，我真係估唔到。」靖靖投降說。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAQwoXLihw
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對啊。這次你沒可能知的。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqA24l3Dzcf
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「…等我試下。」敏青從靖手中接過電話。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzt53Mg4fS
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「…開到了。」敏青有點臉紅的把電話交回靖手上。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZLZIXZA4a
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「今次密碼係你既咩？」大家問，敏青沒有回答。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14fp2i21Yl
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是我猜想的敏青三圍…想不到這麼準確。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmPlXmkSx1
「無咩線索…」靖搖頭說。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfk3NKELiz
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當然沒有線索啊…從一開始就不應從看甚麼AV這條路去查啊！239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmR0eeZu46
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「點算好啊而家…」娘親擔心的說：「連貓貓呢條線索都斷埋。」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfwxBlgbaY
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「激死！」父親生氣的說。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytCd2drdse
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明明沒有斷啊…突然有一大群貓走出來圍堵你們，你們不覺得奇怪嗎！貓啊，為甚麼不想想貓貓？239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtqssmzBxk
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對了，父親剛才明明見到我，還有，變貓當天，娘親也見到我的，好吧，就讓我露個臉吧。我從敏青的房間大搖大擺的走出來，確保在屋內每一個人都見到我。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KPMK0cbgo
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沒人有反應。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxfDwHZfMI
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「華叔，知道你地會好擔心，我哋明白的。等我地幫手啦。」敏青做郵差的父親說，「阿日我地由細睇到大，佢唔見左，我地都好唔安落。一係咁啦，敏青你整張尋人啓示，我派相既時候，每家每戶都攝張入去，睇下附近有無人見過佢啦。」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkQ7Y7MayH
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「會無事嫁，阿日叻仔嚟。」敏青媽媽輕拍著母親的肩膀，安慰著她。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexHkIqo3Tt
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「我而家即刻去整。」敏青說，便進了房間，我跟在她的後面，不忍再望到傷心欲絕的父母。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutWVSglx1t
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敏青關上房門，打開電腦，再打開iCloud的相簿。 青在相簿找了很多我們的合照。第一張的合照是她來了我家，抱着茶茶，站在我旁邊影的相，拍照的人大概是母親吧。茶茶那時候才剛來，還是瘦骨嶙峋的。如果她跟綠一樣本來是少女，而又成功變回人的話，現在大概已經是阿姨了。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6flOmiRRh
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第二張合照，是我們中三的聖誕聯歡會。敏青騎在我的背上，好像是朋友A拍的照。就是那年她剛剛開始懂得打扮，摘下了本來就不需要的書呆子眼鏡，本身有點寶貝肉的臉也變尖尖的。戴著可愛的鹿子頭飾的她，輕盈的跳在我的背上，我有點害羞又緊張似的用手抱著她的小腿。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2aJZYhEdt
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就這樣過了很多年了。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9KRZINPYy
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第三張合照，是我們中五那年的Sport Day，最後的Sport Day。我和敏青，一起參加了男女混合的3000米長跑，在男和女一起跑的情況下，她還得了第五名，而我排名比她後得多之外，我還扭到了腳。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLljPIx6xWl
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照片中，她指著我輕輕抬起的左腳，扮了一個掩口恥笑的表情，我則笑著扮出一個「很痛啊！」的表情。說不定當時真的很痛吧，我也忘記了。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCDZ6Q3fIi
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「好廢啊你！」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNB4KkFk3Uy
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「咩啊，我話左陪跑嫁渣！」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv29jvPt5J
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「你可以跑快好多好多好多嫁！知唔知道啊！」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqu1nQsPQ7M
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「有咩可能啊。」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ620m1TyFWA
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「相信自己啊！」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp29MYaBKDy
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「經驗教我唔好相信自己。」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMF7j51wdCS
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「咁你信唔信我呃？」青問我。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEFpEF6Mnr
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「信啊。」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOwHbckd9b
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「真係？」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKa5VpURbC
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「嗯！幾時都信。我哋…一齊大嫁嘛，好似兩兄妹咁。」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWiQV1HV8p
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「你應承我嫁，幾時都信我。」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctUIm1926p
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「一定。」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tTRTY3Pj0
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「咁我話你得，你就係得！」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hRgeswiBz
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好久沒有這樣開心笑過了。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI08DRGh6z0
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自從高中畢業之後？大概吧。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbD2j8VctVH
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好像所有事情，自從DSE，自從2019年，就一直走下坡，這是個無辦法逃避的事實啊。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS2e6aSQcc
看著這些照片，本來裝著冷靜的敏青開始整個身體伏在桌上的哭了起來，哭得整個震抖著。我從床跳到書桌上，靠在敏青的身旁，讓她感受到我身體的溫暖。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfAF2QZhpf
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「喵～」我輕叫。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXCj6nWXyv
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「傻瓜，我無事啊，唔洗擔心我。」青抬起頭，靠在我的臉前，口說著無事，淚都卻流滿臉了，我用臉上的毛，輕碰着她的臉，擦掉她的淚。她用手摸摸我的頭，輕輕的親我的頭頂。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcIAwD6pmy
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「乞嗤！」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtojDCxYFZ
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還是像老樣子一樣啊，每次當妳靠近我，我總是忍不住要打乞嗤。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiTZWHimxp
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「你啊。同阿日個衰人真係好似啊！」青破涕為笑後，卻擁着我哭得更慘了。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6l7rtD1R7
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「阿日你喺邊到啊？」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzPxnbzCuL
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我喺到啊。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJ0SVydBez
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「又話要寫書比我既？又話等我做到社工既？你個衰人去左邊到啊！」敏青不停不停的哭著說。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qPWeUypt3
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對不起…敏青。實在太多人因為我哭了。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKC8ipt8OB
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這樣很不應該啊。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1CXdfLl87
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你們不應該為我而痛苦。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljP253B40g
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看到你們的痛苦，我也很痛苦啊。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DgUKfsokY
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「月，你睇下呢張相！」青抹掉臉上一部分的淚水，但淚還是不停的流下來。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiUYKZozMU
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第四張照片，是中五那年的平安夜凌晨吧。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejPv1PTlx7
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我送《挪威的森林》上冊給敏青的那晚，我喝得爛醉，然後在糖水鋪差點昏睡過去的那晚。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tPxQ7wSNX
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我在糖水舖門外…拖著敏青？239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9p54NgzcqV
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為甚麼這件事我完全沒有印象。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3nPXjhZ8D
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「佢啊，夾硬拖住我啊！我話左要少少時間考慮㗎嘛…之後我寫左封信俾佢㗎，想俾佢嘅時候，佢好似對呢件事完全無印象咁喎！你話佢係咪正衰人！」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCM9S1A7PGs
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我…當晚示愛了嗎？239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAFTmu6SxM
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相中的我帶醉意的笑著，和敏青十指緊扣，敏青害羞的擋在我的冬天大衣後，只露了半邊臉。這件事、這張相…我從來不知道啊。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs758KPQrn
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「你話如果佢記得嘅話，我同佢會變成點呃嗱？」敏青問我。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpKMNNZw0P
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我就是日啊。 我知道了。我記得了啊。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTl8ux4K0TA
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敏青！239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0toQCLqFD
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「你講咩啊貓仔？好啦….睇完相啦！我要開工整尋人啟事啦！」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMtLc7tdoz
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「唔洗整啊！我就喺到啊！」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvdt4KVn7p
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「乖啦，月月，訓陣先好唔好？」敏青溫柔的摸著我。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5MsAQCT5o
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她聽不懂貓語。怎樣才可以令她明白我想說的話？239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQk8RLuzzq
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對了！239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GvV7ClQ4E
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這樣就可以！239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQtUsmUVdI
我跳到敏青電腦的keyboard 上，想要把自己就是日這件事打出來。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPslQuFnRY
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「I …」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgbraVzzSU
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敏青靈敏的把我抱開。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbokm3j2uJU
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「唔准阻住我做正經野啊貓仔！」敏青想也不想，就不停的按鍵盤上的刪除鍵，把我的輸入弄走。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RjvLfCcft
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「喵！唔係啊！你唔好抱走我先！」我再接再厲的跳上鍵盤。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtglPB4Jthd
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「am sunnnbnehhd」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nFnyk5Hzy
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「喵！！！」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUK2sEtuzKD
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「喂！貓仔！唔可以啊！」青一邊生氣地說，一邊弄走我的輸入。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxdkoXrlDU
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救命啊！女神啊，你好歹也看一眼啊！239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqDLzYDEpV
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這樣的循環重覆幾次後，我明白到自己是不可能成功的。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTn8iyh6Vdx
敏青專心一致地為就在她旁邊的我製作尋人啟事，我伏在她的床上，想着這一切一切，怎樣也想不通。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVnni7LKJH
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奇怪的貓神、變成黑貓的我、停車場的貓黑幫、會讀心的三色貓女小綠、然後是進駐女神家的我、難過的父母親、曾經想過要與我一起的敏青、淚崩的敏青…239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAcw2rvGaS
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