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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLw9BSgi9cV
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0WBRNWeP0
『嘩啦——』793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qLiU07c5R
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE62doLJb6l
「這都下多久了......」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iKHEhtGmY
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHSwTvpZWc
意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeawkEgRtP
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJ3TV5C3UW
枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKhRsqD7aM
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbN3hl8UNAh
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKrOhBm6VU
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMfzLqEdX3
能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0D3OUIt7mV
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExWbVbE4ub
『鈴——鈴——』793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeUqUJkAUg
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GniRY2UGr
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBaBDPjvDV
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUSfMwYLPg
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtQ1cNSqD3
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2jIO0UQqK
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyB83qroSTP
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJdz0Uzdif
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciZGKQFAKz
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi3uWhVFDh
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTp6ebdGMJ
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCCdHmfZKa
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLyaGVFCUX
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFEIGDkvUJ
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoUeXyIIf1
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDa9qYjNQK2
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxk0NE1KJ7
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk9FcmY9Pp
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5k3gPeIJqu
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcQkJRW8M6
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh74vHJjpva
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjYDGgfBE5
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0eFmVV2Tl
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7w7Oio3WY
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsg4SD36Zp
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtqgTn2O6s
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbLVzOUO10
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgGxKO6TlC
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fmInQRu3c
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsY4xEJBDL
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi41t1Pwau9
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWif5o12qAB
「還會痛嗎？」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXU2asY5oG
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt8qOhKibr
「不會了，謝謝。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7c18KM9Mpu
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y63lX58eM
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhO035e60Vv
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA1RcWM1NL
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttNTMr1Hz5
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKY6MPLxJMT
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6rWh4enoK
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3RWElAExJ
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVZTwvyVIU
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd53p8j0Hk
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGCxCHoTKa
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHE6CfMTAly
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn6TheRq2F
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvoMM79i8k
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVi4lTkksE
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPrs5xGGJA
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucKP5FrzVU
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRk1GVs6LR
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUkxTw2whk
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEtA6VMNUh
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv50eyzgOKV
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpllcUeeyhR
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxa3EgvBTg
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdu0Dt7QrNU
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xUCKDnsWM
「也是。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sjUBZBvcc
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwDjqfZGgm
我只是在逃避。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9m6oWqUib
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45kRLmRjPc
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldkdEv7Pri
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXQGT1W3um
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctz5SEGxVm
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorBVhjPNXj
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx1k5pyfcd
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8guZrpIPX
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNfMpdaxn5
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCwTmWGVps
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqnnPLOqEU
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2D7BeUYAbP
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1AwNtpzLG
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfa8GJa1vZn
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ5PeE4LDR
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdRrCezP4c
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49wtKL0iZx
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdVXXfWd1I
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMgO9XYGmv
「別走！」
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nuLlflZWW
總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsT1XriRQs
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9H0FAvq8Tz
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2FmJQDbwJ
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfhWb4Pv6s
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDX50LV34Yy
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoMOEzxPlO
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lIP5Ax1ww
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk27mnkA1g0
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFuvw57k4z
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHI26aeLfd
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SmG9rTV17
「過來！」他對我喊著。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGa6hgg0RY1
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8D0zh60jI
「不。」我退後了一步。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODzm75Ngko
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczypzqVaGD
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiWiLJ5zuW
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4crqt1hZpB
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJd2XjrKLfm
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkML2hYpJD
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaARgeC7ri
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXLR00l7IB
「我......」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lqraAAoU6
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7h8tmaGpi
「不要靠近我！」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKdJthJVjR
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCUClAh7FR
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqK5EH0NGkt
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOS1nlh1HE
但是，我卻無法相信自己。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlB3ST6u2z5
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9AHH3VJSr
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPGQCaY6pY
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojpmI4ra4K
「你是傻子嗎！」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyeRjoLLnf
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUGtPe3vjB
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZcwyMX3yi
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYzJWciEBM
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafsZbaioJ0
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpELSSiBSrS
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIppHhYhWTF
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnjsRYt5OJ
像烈日的太陽一般。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uoWbF9gW8
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2uHWkxeg9
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTNBZ9nfMl
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CqzfE8DxA
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAbmrD1h3Y
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBMvxb9SeX
「我們回家，好嗎。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TnbJFvUGq
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO8VUUdlCh
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssPexG6BBi
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRk8l5xqVe
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1RNfVcfST
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPr2MZZiLH
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1ekyVFMx9
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCcpI5Uff9
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQzjxxrPx2
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bKiniutug
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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