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「漾漾有想過『冰炎』對你而言是怎樣的存在嗎？」千冬歲看著我問。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv4R41SRn7
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「嗯？什麼意思？」不是主人嗎？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq3lOYVenf
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「除了主人之外。」千冬歲推推眼鏡說，「除了『主人』之外，漾漾有想過你是怎麼看待冰炎的嗎？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl9RHYEZQQ
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「冰炎很重要，不是嗎？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ReDRvr0jL
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「以『主人』的身份來說的話，夠了。」千冬歲垂下頭，我看不見他的表情，但是他聲音中那不容忽視的某種強烈感情緊緊抓住我的心臟，「但，以『冰炎』來說，只是『重要』是不夠的。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUXXA1KvWQ
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我傻愣愣的看著千冬歲。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VUlviNh8C
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「漾漾，我發現對我來說夏碎已經不只是『夏碎』了。」千冬歲拿下眼鏡，直勾勾的看著我，「已經不只是『夏碎』了。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgUK227cqg
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我看著他那雙蘊藏著莫名情緒的黑眸，偶爾，我也會在冰炎眼中看見這種東西。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS95SFXLphu
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所以，在冰炎眼中，我也不只是「褚冥漾」？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWC5jk0gl3
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「是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」千冬歲看著我，「漾漾有這種覺悟嗎？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLWojOdmr5
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我放空腦袋攤在窗台上，從早上聽千冬歲說那些話到現在，我還是想不出來，為什麼只是「重要」是不夠的？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjeHx0xFLJ
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我翻了個身。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jb3Y7HkLH
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那麼「比重要更重要、比喜歡更喜歡」那是怎麼樣的感覺？如果冰炎不只是「冰炎」，那冰炎會是什麼樣的存在？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDt01HpEyJ
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我要有什麼樣的覺悟？用一輩子不夠嗎？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeoTKZ8zWw
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETRQal2929
我改成趴在自己的手上，偏頭看著乾淨貧脊的房間，冰炎去出任務了，所以我一個人看家。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt6dQ8ZMHm
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比重要還重要是怎樣的感覺呢？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrE7zO5jGu
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCkU05AgyB
我滾滾滾，滾到窗台邊緣，看著冰炎放在窗台邊的椅子，上面還放了一本還沒看完的磚塊書。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyduhCtpDj
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「冰炎……不在家……」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pMav0mgkK
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空蕩蕩的。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgr1XeEdHZS
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其實就像平常一樣啊，但是千冬歲說了那些話之後，好像變的空蕩蕩的了。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkx0NQb7BH
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9DaxWu9aB
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只有冰炎才可以，本來就只有冰炎才可以啊，一直都只有冰炎才可以，因為是冰炎，所以才可以…？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo3HCVaTPX
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對千冬歲來說，夏碎已經不只是夏碎了，那是不是喵喵、萊恩、歐蘿妲和五色雞也一樣？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeSYL82bpb
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我想不懂。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lovrdx1Er
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坐起身，我跳下窗台，變大，走到床邊，伸手在枕頭底下摸索。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsntN8maUg
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「找到了！」摸出一束結成辮子的柔滑銀髮，這是冰炎出完某次長期任務，發現我沒有他陪就睡不好，嚴重失眠到住進醫療班，所以就割下一束頭髮給我抱著睡。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fJZmVvmKd
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有了他的頭髮我睡的比較好了，但是還是……78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnjiDWhYny
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我低頭看著整潔的床面。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoTwqZDvlq
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『這樣就可以了吧？』他拿一條繩子隨意綁住那束銀髮，遞給我。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqnSie8pwX
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『！』我傻住了。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNY6kymBKmA
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『不要裝出一副蠢臉。』冰炎把頭髮塞進我懷裡，『我可不想下次出完任務又要到醫療班把你領回來！現在、睡覺！』78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaS79bb63z1
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不夠。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEORnwGGVr
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只是頭髮是不夠的。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7cEkT8AQ4
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所以、要找到什麼來代替頭髮呢？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMdpA34TRO
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「褚。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHNhpMAruY
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我瞪大眼睛，看見白花花的天花板，好像是、醫療班的樣子…我不是在睡覺嗎？不會又被綁架了吧？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WU9nUBGVH
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「褚、你在亂想什麼？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkgpv5sPjE
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我再次瞪大眼睛，轉頭。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGoEhLckru
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「褚、你到底在幹麻？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHyCHu0xNx
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冰炎…？為什麼你會在這裡？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkoFFPNNrL
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「我接到千冬歲的通知，他說你好幾天沒有去紫館找他，一回去就看到你像是睡豬一樣睡死在床上。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxva915igN
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好幾天？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiCoX0breM
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「三天。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkX6GBR1uNU
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欸？這麼久？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIkShnvQy8
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「怎麼了嗎？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHqzk8yf4r
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什麼怎麼了？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerGIRkidGV
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「睡這麼久是身體怎麼了嗎？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYKcO4W1JT
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沒有啊、我很好啊，我有吃飯有睡覺有看書有做功課有去找千冬歲……78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy6CyQrOCp
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比重要更重要……78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJfnYb2j9q
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我腦中一片空白。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBtcHWhBse
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比重要更重要……78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL7G6Jv0Th
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「褚？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKohp7MKr0d
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比重要更重要……78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVEnzZpaFI
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「比重要更重要……冰炎知道是什麼意思嗎？」如果是冰炎一定知道。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6USqxa9ft
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「……」紅紅的眼睛看著我，「褚、千冬歲跟你說了什麼嗎？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHNRnbWtrW
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「……」比重要還重要、比喜歡還喜歡、不只是夏碎…78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ckBfBqdTk
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnz8oZ5anz
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「那你懂嗎？」冰炎用一種很正經的表情，漂亮的紅色的眼睛中，有種跟那天的千冬歲一樣的感覺，但是又不一樣，那是什麼呢？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNHjbwI9jR
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「不懂也沒關係。」冰炎突然說話害我嚇一跳，「我們的時間還有很長，所以現在還不懂也沒關係。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryMpInPeBy
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可是，千冬歲說不懂就要搞懂，冰炎也常常說不懂弄懂就好啊！78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBycR6Yfe4d
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「這種事情是不一樣的。」冰炎揉揉我的頭說。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAltGxTG8Bo
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但是我覺得，如果我現在不弄懂，就一輩子都搞不懂了，這樣會…害冰炎受傷的。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxnAalzu3z
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我趁著夏碎跟冰炎又去出任務的時候，跑到紫館向千冬歲請教。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTUq0ADBv0
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「千冬歲可以跟我多說一點嗎？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFHUi0ltC5
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「漾漾知道自己對冰炎的感覺嗎？」千冬歲取出茶具，熟練的開始泡茶。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82aoF5ZgjG
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「嗯、我有想過。」把這兩年多來的相處都想過，但是有點不了解。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxpwJuomg3
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我看著千冬歲泡茶，一邊看一邊想著，沒有說話。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71rvAriAKN
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「那麼，是怎麼樣的感覺呢？」千冬歲遞給我一杯茶，我伸手接過，看著那緩緩旋繞小漩渦。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppXUSQ0K9X
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「看不到的時候會覺得寂寞，因為寂寞所以睡不好，每次進醫療班，提爾老師都叫我不要熬夜複習，可是其實那是因為我睡不著，所以才起床看書。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI7GfnU8q6
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「那叫做『思念』。」千冬歲把一盤蛋糕端到我面前。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0Y2k764co
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「思念…？」原來這叫做「思念」？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyjHMqDXfq
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「嗯。」千冬歲沒有催我繼續講。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPf114kx37
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我一邊吃著蛋糕一邊想。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb1jdxqEhk
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「蛋糕明明很好吃，但是一想到沒有冰炎，覺得好像沒有很好吃。而且，第一個，想當第一個分享的人，吃到蛋糕會想第一個分給冰炎，覺得不高興的時候會想去找冰炎，不懂的時候會去找冰炎，想要把所有的東西都第一個給冰炎看。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdjrr1okv9
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「和冰炎在一起會覺得快樂，被冰炎罵的時候會覺得難過，跟冰炎和好之後覺得開心，看不見冰炎會覺得空蕩蕩的，跟冰炎見面會覺得高興，聽到一輩子不會跟冰炎分開會覺得好高興好高興……這些是什麼？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmjAF8y3aC
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXPzPLGmCV
「因為只能是冰炎，不能是其他人，如果今天換成其他人，感覺就不一樣了，對吧？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlE189Qwfo
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「而且，看見他受傷會難過，陪在他身邊很快樂，要分開會傷心，就算什麼都不做，只要在一起就會感到……感到、那個叫做…」我努力想著一個詞，「啊、滿足。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm40YOKmoZW
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「漾漾、你知道嗎？」千冬歲摘下眼鏡，眼睛笑的彎彎的，「那樣就已經不只是『冰炎』了，是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmKV5YFqIS
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我眼睛瞪的大大的。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpqKAmcb3m
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「不只是小精靈對主人的喜歡，還有更多更多『褚冥漾喜歡冰炎』的喜歡。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRVbCt4yqw
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後來千冬歲說了什麼我都不記得了，因為我的腦袋已經一片空白，只能不斷想著：「褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡…………」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS9IDlK9jh
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如果只有一輩子，只有這個人可以。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzdTmlCVCm
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我覺得好像一瞬間被人拿開眼前的面紗，一下子看清太多事，讓我很吃不消。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2RQjohavh
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我整個人縮在被子裡，把臉用被子悶住，到現在臉還一直在發燙，對於下午千冬歲說的話，我理解了。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4UXWNFICr
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但是這樣反而有點糟糕…我探出頭，看著懷裡的那條髮辮。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4YGywdeOV
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「冰炎……」深深的嘆息，「我很想你……」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbey148gXw
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跟以往的「我很想你」不一樣。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZECMJRKyES
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「漾漾有想過『冰炎』對你而言是怎樣的存在嗎？」千冬歲看著我問。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv4R41SRn7
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「嗯？什麼意思？」不是主人嗎？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq3lOYVenf
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZyLTMgFZv
「除了主人之外。」千冬歲推推眼鏡說，「除了『主人』之外，漾漾有想過你是怎麼看待冰炎的嗎？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl9RHYEZQQ
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG6lJUUYTd
「冰炎很重要，不是嗎？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ReDRvr0jL
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5rWIla3I4
「以『主人』的身份來說的話，夠了。」千冬歲垂下頭，我看不見他的表情，但是他聲音中那不容忽視的某種強烈感情緊緊抓住我的心臟，「但，以『冰炎』來說，只是『重要』是不夠的。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUXXA1KvWQ
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uh03J7Svx
我傻愣愣的看著千冬歲。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VUlviNh8C
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxQXoXoPpx
「漾漾，我發現對我來說夏碎已經不只是『夏碎』了。」千冬歲拿下眼鏡，直勾勾的看著我，「已經不只是『夏碎』了。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgUK227cqg
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ugZXPV9sa
我看著他那雙蘊藏著莫名情緒的黑眸，偶爾，我也會在冰炎眼中看見這種東西。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS95SFXLphu
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所以，在冰炎眼中，我也不只是「褚冥漾」？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWC5jk0gl3
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6y5G6nhI9
「是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」千冬歲看著我，「漾漾有這種覺悟嗎？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLWojOdmr5
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我放空腦袋攤在窗台上，從早上聽千冬歲說那些話到現在，我還是想不出來，為什麼只是「重要」是不夠的？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjeHx0xFLJ
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我翻了個身。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jb3Y7HkLH
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那麼「比重要更重要、比喜歡更喜歡」那是怎麼樣的感覺？如果冰炎不只是「冰炎」，那冰炎會是什麼樣的存在？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDt01HpEyJ
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOa7Mf8vxV
我要有什麼樣的覺悟？用一輩子不夠嗎？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeoTKZ8zWw
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETRQal2929
我改成趴在自己的手上，偏頭看著乾淨貧脊的房間，冰炎去出任務了，所以我一個人看家。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt6dQ8ZMHm
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比重要還重要是怎樣的感覺呢？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrE7zO5jGu
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCkU05AgyB
我滾滾滾，滾到窗台邊緣，看著冰炎放在窗台邊的椅子，上面還放了一本還沒看完的磚塊書。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyduhCtpDj
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「冰炎……不在家……」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pMav0mgkK
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空蕩蕩的。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgr1XeEdHZS
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其實就像平常一樣啊，但是千冬歲說了那些話之後，好像變的空蕩蕩的了。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkx0NQb7BH
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqVDuEVeX3
如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9DaxWu9aB
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只有冰炎才可以，本來就只有冰炎才可以啊，一直都只有冰炎才可以，因為是冰炎，所以才可以…？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo3HCVaTPX
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvqhjNdfXx
對千冬歲來說，夏碎已經不只是夏碎了，那是不是喵喵、萊恩、歐蘿妲和五色雞也一樣？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeSYL82bpb
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我想不懂。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lovrdx1Er
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坐起身，我跳下窗台，變大，走到床邊，伸手在枕頭底下摸索。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsntN8maUg
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvQpr3MTv7
「找到了！」摸出一束結成辮子的柔滑銀髮，這是冰炎出完某次長期任務，發現我沒有他陪就睡不好，嚴重失眠到住進醫療班，所以就割下一束頭髮給我抱著睡。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fJZmVvmKd
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有了他的頭髮我睡的比較好了，但是還是……78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnjiDWhYny
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我低頭看著整潔的床面。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoTwqZDvlq
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『這樣就可以了吧？』他拿一條繩子隨意綁住那束銀髮，遞給我。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqnSie8pwX
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『！』我傻住了。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNY6kymBKmA
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『不要裝出一副蠢臉。』冰炎把頭髮塞進我懷裡，『我可不想下次出完任務又要到醫療班把你領回來！現在、睡覺！』78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaS79bb63z1
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不夠。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEORnwGGVr
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只是頭髮是不夠的。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7cEkT8AQ4
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所以、要找到什麼來代替頭髮呢？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMdpA34TRO
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「褚。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHNhpMAruY
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我瞪大眼睛，看見白花花的天花板，好像是、醫療班的樣子…我不是在睡覺嗎？不會又被綁架了吧？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WU9nUBGVH
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「褚、你在亂想什麼？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkgpv5sPjE
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我再次瞪大眼睛，轉頭。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGoEhLckru
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「褚、你到底在幹麻？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHyCHu0xNx
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冰炎…？為什麼你會在這裡？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkoFFPNNrL
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「我接到千冬歲的通知，他說你好幾天沒有去紫館找他，一回去就看到你像是睡豬一樣睡死在床上。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxva915igN
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好幾天？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiCoX0breM
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「三天。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkX6GBR1uNU
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欸？這麼久？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIkShnvQy8
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「怎麼了嗎？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHqzk8yf4r
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什麼怎麼了？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerGIRkidGV
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「睡這麼久是身體怎麼了嗎？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYKcO4W1JT
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沒有啊、我很好啊，我有吃飯有睡覺有看書有做功課有去找千冬歲……78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy6CyQrOCp
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比重要更重要……78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJfnYb2j9q
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我腦中一片空白。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBtcHWhBse
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比重要更重要……78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL7G6Jv0Th
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「褚？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKohp7MKr0d
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比重要更重要……78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVEnzZpaFI
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「比重要更重要……冰炎知道是什麼意思嗎？」如果是冰炎一定知道。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6USqxa9ft
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「……」紅紅的眼睛看著我，「褚、千冬歲跟你說了什麼嗎？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHNRnbWtrW
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「……」比重要還重要、比喜歡還喜歡、不只是夏碎…78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ckBfBqdTk
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnz8oZ5anz
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「那你懂嗎？」冰炎用一種很正經的表情，漂亮的紅色的眼睛中，有種跟那天的千冬歲一樣的感覺，但是又不一樣，那是什麼呢？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNHjbwI9jR
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「不懂也沒關係。」冰炎突然說話害我嚇一跳，「我們的時間還有很長，所以現在還不懂也沒關係。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryMpInPeBy
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可是，千冬歲說不懂就要搞懂，冰炎也常常說不懂弄懂就好啊！78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBycR6Yfe4d
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「這種事情是不一樣的。」冰炎揉揉我的頭說。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAltGxTG8Bo
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但是我覺得，如果我現在不弄懂，就一輩子都搞不懂了，這樣會…害冰炎受傷的。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxnAalzu3z
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我趁著夏碎跟冰炎又去出任務的時候，跑到紫館向千冬歲請教。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTUq0ADBv0
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「千冬歲可以跟我多說一點嗎？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFHUi0ltC5
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「漾漾知道自己對冰炎的感覺嗎？」千冬歲取出茶具，熟練的開始泡茶。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82aoF5ZgjG
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「嗯、我有想過。」把這兩年多來的相處都想過，但是有點不了解。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxpwJuomg3
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我看著千冬歲泡茶，一邊看一邊想著，沒有說話。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71rvAriAKN
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「那麼，是怎麼樣的感覺呢？」千冬歲遞給我一杯茶，我伸手接過，看著那緩緩旋繞小漩渦。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppXUSQ0K9X
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「看不到的時候會覺得寂寞，因為寂寞所以睡不好，每次進醫療班，提爾老師都叫我不要熬夜複習，可是其實那是因為我睡不著，所以才起床看書。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI7GfnU8q6
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「那叫做『思念』。」千冬歲把一盤蛋糕端到我面前。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0Y2k764co
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「思念…？」原來這叫做「思念」？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyjHMqDXfq
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「嗯。」千冬歲沒有催我繼續講。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPf114kx37
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我一邊吃著蛋糕一邊想。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb1jdxqEhk
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「蛋糕明明很好吃，但是一想到沒有冰炎，覺得好像沒有很好吃。而且，第一個，想當第一個分享的人，吃到蛋糕會想第一個分給冰炎，覺得不高興的時候會想去找冰炎，不懂的時候會去找冰炎，想要把所有的東西都第一個給冰炎看。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdjrr1okv9
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「和冰炎在一起會覺得快樂，被冰炎罵的時候會覺得難過，跟冰炎和好之後覺得開心，看不見冰炎會覺得空蕩蕩的，跟冰炎見面會覺得高興，聽到一輩子不會跟冰炎分開會覺得好高興好高興……這些是什麼？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmjAF8y3aC
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「因為只能是冰炎，不能是其他人，如果今天換成其他人，感覺就不一樣了，對吧？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlE189Qwfo
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「而且，看見他受傷會難過，陪在他身邊很快樂，要分開會傷心，就算什麼都不做，只要在一起就會感到……感到、那個叫做…」我努力想著一個詞，「啊、滿足。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm40YOKmoZW
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「漾漾、你知道嗎？」千冬歲摘下眼鏡，眼睛笑的彎彎的，「那樣就已經不只是『冰炎』了，是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmKV5YFqIS
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我眼睛瞪的大大的。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpqKAmcb3m
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「不只是小精靈對主人的喜歡，還有更多更多『褚冥漾喜歡冰炎』的喜歡。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRVbCt4yqw
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後來千冬歲說了什麼我都不記得了，因為我的腦袋已經一片空白，只能不斷想著：「褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡…………」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS9IDlK9jh
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如果只有一輩子，只有這個人可以。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzdTmlCVCm
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我覺得好像一瞬間被人拿開眼前的面紗，一下子看清太多事，讓我很吃不消。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2RQjohavh
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我整個人縮在被子裡，把臉用被子悶住，到現在臉還一直在發燙，對於下午千冬歲說的話，我理解了。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4UXWNFICr
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但是這樣反而有點糟糕…我探出頭，看著懷裡的那條髮辮。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4YGywdeOV
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「冰炎……」深深的嘆息，「我很想你……」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbey148gXw
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跟以往的「我很想你」不一樣。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZECMJRKyES
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