花語：遇見幸福
邂逅總是突如其來，防不勝防。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8M97W4uVOQ
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我戀愛了，卻是單方面。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BT9kPU2MX
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以一欄之隔，我倆各站一側。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLqujb0VcW
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喜歡，最喜歡他。不過，我不會讓他知道，因為他心中存在另一個女孩子……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUyzAdaP8Z
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「對了，妳記不記得我之前提過的那名女孩？」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6pWbabMkh
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「呀，唔……」又來了！幹什麼總在我面前提起別的女生啊！648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xfX54GBvD
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儘管是如此想著，但我不願惹他不高興，所以還勉強擠出笑容，反正裝笑是我的專長。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpqlKBaoet
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不知他有否留意到我的變化，他將視線從我身上移開，看著化作橘色的天際，出神地憶述自己的過去。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoEB5Yg97k
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其實我已經聽過好幾次了！648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeoIpzG0WV
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不就是說起他小時候，因某些事入住醫院，偶爾遇見一名奇怪的女孩。她和我一樣總抱著玩具熊自言自語，之後他卻發現玩具熊會自己動之類。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUgg6ba3YO
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實在太超現實啦！648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrQE4Zar4F
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……我不太相信，可是又不覺他在說謊。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82lug0F9Li
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真矛盾。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvP4taV2N1E
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聽著他繼續訴說自己的回憶，同時我亦回想與他結識之前——648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85MVPCQUyy
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家境富裕，生活無憂。自小我想要的玩具，想吃的點心，都能夠輕易到手。加上品學兼優，深得老師和同學的喜愛。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVJeQVKI2Z
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很完美的人生吧？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfY0cXKL53
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幸福，幸福得無可救藥。再說自己不幸福，必定會受到報應。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRlQr3vzos
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不過這個重男輕女的社會中，身為女孩子的我步步驚心。身處在望族中，作為獨生女，父母將無數的要求加於我身，而我也盡力回應他們的期望。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aAwhAk3OM
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「呵呵呵呵呵……」我抱著玩具熊，瑟縮在睡房的一角，斷續地笑起來。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyItr4I5DO
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錯了。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8roGZuQ1IR
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完全錯了。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8H2VQpSLn1
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他們只是為了讓我的「價值」提高，等「買家」選中我而已！648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4WFvhPtih
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如此的世界，真的是幸福嗎？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4J6tzVS8O5
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淡雅的花香隨風飄進，我望向置於窗台的花朵，花瓣在月光下，有種淒美的感覺。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QZw3IE5jW
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我茫然地拿起針筒注射，抑制在心底的痛苦消失不見了。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlxNTX12lP
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啊啊，很開心呢，真的很、很開心。失去平衡感，我重重地倒在地上，但一點也不覺得絲毫的痛楚。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5s1BvhCYH9
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會死掉嗎？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Czxf1HvZP
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沒所謂。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRolheomLvh
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活著有什麼意思呢？書本不曾告訴我真正的答案。要如何做才是正確呢？大家都討厭自己……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KHw36dqL3
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吶，爸爸、媽媽。為何要我誕生在這世界？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdpiFBtJPd
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獨自一人的房間內，即使說話，也沒法得到任何人的回應。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡae5ZyM7Ut4
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十指可數算的共處時光，冷冰冰的房屋中彷彿沒有人存在。踏在雙親希望的道路上，我覺得自己根本什麼都不是。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0L4CBLlYJ
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成績優秀、品學兼優又如何？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2teGUJwB9
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兩手是空空如也。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLe4jI0N6I
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還是孩童時，我曾保有那可笑的天真。相信只要更努力，爸媽就會回頭看看自己。但是，錯了……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowGlAOWvg3
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現實根本什麼也沒有改變。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPEWss1jeg
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說不到兩句就轉身接電話，就抽身離開聊起公事的母親，還有兩、三個月都不回家的父親。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNvKP9E2pJ
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二人合力把我關在這個的「牢獄」中，成為玩賞的鳥兒，喜歡時就將我帶出去炫耀，不喜歡時就對我視若無睹。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1VL5kslrx
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如此的「我」，真的存在嗎？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUevqnDZfk
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不要譏笑用藥物去逃避，亦別以為我真的愚昧不知其禍害。正因為知道，我才這麼做！648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1YoXWtFHX
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倒在地上的我，與玩具熊對視。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHoxb6gYdG
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假如……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAectSKNPwU
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假如有來生的話，我希望不再生成人類。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfunuJnNkda
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意識漸漸模糊，眼內的腥紅變黑。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoq91UCkCDM
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來，將我也融入暗暗中……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWcmOE1jqK
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當再次醒來時，我已躺在過於雪白的床舖上。身邊圍著不少看似待我熱心的醫護人員，堆砌無數「溫暖」的言詞，實質是正看珍貴的實驗動物。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmLjvlIuel
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待在那設施不知多久，千辛萬苦才戒除毒癮。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfvH6vMZBs
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這些日子爸媽都沒有來看看我，連責怪也沒有。唯獨知道一件事，是他們努力地將我犯下的事隱瞞。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9FydWnsHg
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呵呵呵，他們不想「商品」成為一文不值的垃圾。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8rQdAPxQb
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再次被送回「家」中，周遭依舊靜悄悄一片，連半點人息也沒有。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviM3ZuUgXL
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我真的活著嗎？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2nEPR4lPp
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幸福，為何這麼遙遠……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9pUjJlix6
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將窗台已枯萎的花朵掉到垃圾桶內，我扭開電視機抱住玩具熊倒在床上，盯著那發亮的畫面。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwGlAuyw9S
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天災、人禍在眼前上演，報導政局動盪的種種，經濟危機的變化，所有都和我無關。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRa3p3MVjEa
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額頭痛楚的刺激與神經的頓感下，我的意識越來越模糊。彷彿仍在惡夢的迷宮中，我找不到出去的路。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTBN3kDgyR
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很可怕。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6G4lwI7sY
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那天我作了一個小小的夢。如燭光的幻影，我見到自己和家人圍在一張小小的桌前，快樂地吃著粗糙的食物，卻真正地感到飽足……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqsAKVkPbB
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遺憾是，夢始終是夢，亦如燭火那般一下子就幻滅。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpugOuCips
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金橘色的夕光灑落，我頭上纏著層層繃帶，在綻滿花朵的庭園中，抱住玩具熊來回踱步。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSdobSqgaR
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灰白的牆壁依舊冰冷，在這個高級住宅區，周遭都靜悄悄的。我掛著詭異的微笑，與玩具熊「聊天」。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9u76yqVFP2
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雖不至於像死城般陰森，卻少了陽光的暖意，比其他地方更要冷冰冰。過多的花朵綻放，香味濃烈得叫人醉醺醺。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA0lYjF9Ay
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我把臉趨到玩具熊的頭上，依偎般磨蹭，尋求一絲暖意。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4DCzuYGVN
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「妳怎麼了？」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ7ZcDXBq8
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一把陌生的男聲傳入耳內，叫沉醉於自己世界中的我嚇了一跳，即時把臉轉過去，我倆的視線就此對上。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9offpq39gD
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「看起來很痛……」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTBX5beSbC
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我反射性地用力搖搖頭，眼睛卻無法從外面的少年身上移開。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHVIkScF56
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「來，打起精神吧！」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjnBCfjKDg
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他，就是現在坐在我身旁的這位。當時他送上一抹笑容，是我有生以來第一次感受到，具有暖意的笑容。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFP14AiyWHO
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圍柵的阻隔，我們明明身處很近的地方，卻又是那麼的遙遠。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0XvJiQzmA
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那個時候我沒有回應他，應該是連擠出何種表情也不知道。平時我最擅長的微笑呢？平時我最擅長的克制呢？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqCw0MYDfR
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到了哪兒去？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxB2hGKINO
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微溫的液體從抽搐的眼皮下冒出，一點一點地循著我的臉滑下，同時更多滲入繃帶中，濕漉漉的叫人難受。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2ch9nZ97i
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少年走到圍柵前，雖然無法越過，但他依然站在最接近我的位置，如同舞會邀請舞伴般伸出手。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MDFHLPmqs
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一般人遇到這麼的情況，只會覺莫名其妙，不然就開始認定對方是騙子之類。然而當時我的腦海中，沒有對他有絲毫懷疑。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mf96CuLcn
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呵呵呵，我真是天真得可怕。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFIGwEGsvr
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明明看盡社會權貴的醜惡，卻相信這位的陌生人。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfxfvvPL00
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為什麼呢？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkCoTAYT0B
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可能就是這個笑容，讓我感到非常純粹。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWM1yGCRUlv
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即使是否謊言，我依然想作個短暫的美夢。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58nDrb6zZt
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我拖著僵硬的腳步走到他面前，自身的心跳聲清晰可聞。直至走到圍欄前，我才真正地看清楚他的面容。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DBT8d083d
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嗯……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcDHWjFG8K
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沒什麼特別之處，身高和我差不多，整體看來滿普通……是即使擦身而過，也不會去多加留意的那類人。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwk88pNHkDc
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唯獨他的笑容在我眼內，是多麼的耀眼。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZG1L2GYHY
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他伸出的那手，輕輕地為我拭去淚水。然，被微熱的指尖觸及，卻更叫我想要落淚。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa9zZSpl99
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那天，我在這位陌生人面前放聲大哭。他不知所措地說了很多話，可惜我都沒有聽入耳。只知道一直藏在心中的痛苦湧出來，一發不可收拾。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRTjmxHuvn
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接下來是如何結束，我已經忘光光了。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeDOtrFtSC
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不過從那之後，他每天風雨不改來此探望我。告訴我很多新鮮又微妙的瑣事，反觀我成為聆聽者，偶爾有問過他的事，卻不曾對他提起我的事。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiU8LV1sIcu
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbXYVHjjtd
從他的話中得知，他是於我入院戒毒療傷時路經此地，被滿園的花香所吸引。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMUM02Aac0
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYfWFWWJlp
後來又在庭園見到我幾次，而我總是抱著玩具熊在散步，令他憶及亡者，思及自身的無力與後悔，所以他才忍不住和我說話。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrA5eNFyyA
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ahSggj8y0
少年沒有多問我的事，也許是不在意，也許是等我說出口。我們維持一牆之隔一段時間，我對有他存在的外面的憧憬越來越強。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5b7TxWkZa
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTeJCG5tsw
「吶，外面還有什麼的？」靠著鐵柵，我仰望天空問著坐在外面的他。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJDvI5KvLs
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB524Q0R9JC
「有很多東西。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jTF1NuTGC
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxTXmsQhZI
「即是有什麼嘛？」我扭轉上半身，趴在圍欄下的混凝土矮牆上，窺看他的側臉。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yUcQklA0E
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Bwkodc4xY
沒料到他正巧往我的方向瞧，使我嚇得立刻縮身，不好意思地抱著頭，將臉湊到玩具熊身上。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5viTwm8EYp
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfDX7evTOo
沉默良久，他打破了悶局，再次開腔說話。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEEjNlROfa
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RfnP7vveh
「這個世界中，好的壞的、美的醜的、對的錯的都存在在一起。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYBrXbYEnt
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC9HTcA4ju
「……我不明白。」背對著他，我突然不想被看見。回想自身孤單一人的過去，為著不懂宣洩的情感、為著想逃避痛苦而沉淪毒海。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyWFT9u2pa
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7X4l4d6Ty
「不明白，就親自去感受吧。」他淡然地吐言，完全不像平時的悠閒語調，帶有些微嚴肅感。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXZar00FvQ
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYv5XKebjc
微微偏側著頭，我瞄向外面的他。他正背對著我坐下，正因這不高又不矮的柵欄阻隔，我根本無法去看清楚。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbibYJhnV25
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVpZYtWzD6
我咬緊牙關，幹出連自己也不可置信的事——不顧儀態地攀上欄柵。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWm73c4vufh
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIM14PawM0
「接著我！」別於往常的陰柔之聲，我高聲地叫了出來。同時心底累存的悶氣，盡數吐出來。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYC9sukDUDQ
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfnaL0dFX9
見我一躍而下，嚇得他目瞪口呆，真的站起來張開雙手。呃、但我也不怎輕，結果一起撞倒在地上。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o9CgUhc11
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRqbXacioM
這是我第一次自己作出決定。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIK8hBK8Hw
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQVuRydUhF
由於他充當軟墊，我沒有跌傷什麼地方。我倆相對而笑，我翻過身直接坐在略為骯髒的油柏路。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikDOEGCq4g
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbViKffhWH
仰望灰藍色的天空，一點也不漂亮，但我覺很美、很美。在牆內的天空和這裡的明明是一樣，可是我就是覺得不同。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTOeixz61n
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFWpIbQ9og
是一種類似自由的舒泰，同時亦是在未知空間產生的不安感。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UavPjUPNY
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeKWoCTTFR
啊，對了！我將柵內的玩具熊勾出，如常地抱在胸前。如此一來，就好像平時那般吧？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJEbiEcJ2h
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5O7P67C6c
嗚——648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYhAfrOLc0
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OXns85jgo
警報倏然響起，刺耳得叫我心頭一緊，腦海一片空白。這時他一把拉住我的手，帶著我死命向某個方向奔跑。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHO7Qgi6yN
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowTLQCMclI
開始時我有點不知所措，然越是跑下去我就越興奮，沒半點疲累。不知不覺間，我們就跑到市區去。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLriId6JccP
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bavA332wJ
「妳還真是……」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNJ2RswmOs
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qZ4lP6VaD
好不容易才停下腳步，他對我露出一抹苦笑。少了欄柵的阻隔，我真正地面對他。縱然他是每天也接觸的人，但這般靠近我真的習慣不來。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBpkLXX4hI
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8QWAXl9N6
用力地抱住玩具熊，將它夾在我和他之間，只是我倆的手依然沒有鬆開。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wv1A8cl8C
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYfFONF3IZ
「有想去的地方嗎？」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFJyaT06Ub
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnisERcB8jd
「唔，有點餓……去吃東西吧！」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3I5kFk6af
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHRLCgHklK
「沒問題。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIyr5kdh62
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcElvEf1qE
穿過大街小巷，我們吃盡街頭的小食。他還買了個有我生日日期的鑰匙扣送給我。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kcDOvOGkP
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ69lgSx8lq
來到滿是人的海邊，我們挑了某樹蔭下並肩坐下，眺望在夕光下光光發亮的大海，連平日吱吱喳喳的鳥鳴，也變得如同夜鶯的歌聲美妙。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDRE4gQ6fm
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHE8I4qxGB3
凝視他亮眼的笑臉，儘管不是帥哥俊男，但我仍覺他最棒了！648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtB9UZRBFzc
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtIJOV3ULQ
「喂！」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ514ZWigjix
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4saEKXYmh
正當我想得出神之際，他的臉就在眼前放大。此般突如其來，使我反射地略略往後仰，但在下秒即浮現些微的期待。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN9pXaIVXw
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9E3QsFXDt
可惜他凝視我數秒，就把臉移開。接著他拉住我的手，繼續向某處走。在悠閒間，我心血來潮地問道。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3URL3iuDZ
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Su43iXdmT
「吶，幸福到底是什麼？」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhc5qiO0uph
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU83ooxq8bf
「這個很難說，始終每個人的定義也不同。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOGcYp6rnG
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vm6yBdcGl
「這麼啊……」他的話害我一時間接不下去，便再次安靜下來，想想更現實的事。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5ZGFUonfW
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSBXwkMyET
之後要如何是好？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkRJJgWwDY
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jjIFGseer
我望向他平靜的面容，心中浮現起絲絲的憂慮。這時，他面對著我露出真切的笑容，彷彿要將我的憂鬱掃去般。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAfn95TY1y
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC36gfz1C3q
「來！」他再次繫緊我的手，穿過數條小巷，來到了一間花店前。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Lfwiao6Lt
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIkFAmfr7y
鮮艷的花朵帶著無比的活力，與在我家庭院中見到的那些感覺完全不同，這裡有著生命的色彩。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5qYOGXrlE
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwfsGRdDIu
轉了一圈，發現有張尋人告示張貼在櫃檯上，儘管已經發黃，但店家卻絲毫648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohIWmmSACL
沒有要拆下的樣子。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryEk6DJ0FX
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocELZQi2zs
「喂！」他用力地拍了一下我的肩，害我嚇了一跳。倒吸一口氣，本來打算瞪他，可是又被他手上的花吸引。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCZxcW6oeH
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDtUne8BAP
藍色，代表抑鬱的藍色……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjazrclKoR8
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkiZarAeue
「送給妳。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopa9gYMGik
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaBSZNYidv
「呀？」幹什麼送這色彩的花朵給我！而且還未完全綻放呢！648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzv3PxzXOa
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6A5ml7biva
不顧我面有難色，他強將花塞到我手上，還要一臉笑呵呵的樣子。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j7wokWVGu
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyKxvPvKT1
我好像不太懂他……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7Gqtzt5UZ
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0riL1JGQ6K
接著我們繼續在街上溜，我小心翼翼地保護手中的花，免受人群的壓迫而弄壞。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWL6Qf5k3Ih
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIYIyy3k5r
「妳為什麼這麼相信我？」突然他打破沉默，淡淡地問道。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBpGIMsOfi
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhGA9Wy57y
我愣了愣，沒想到他會問這類問題。不過，他沒有給我太多時間去思考，就轉移了話題。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14TSYsMFaH
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvltiWGd87L
「妳知道什麼是戰爭嗎？」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhjNgKhJUm
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sRZgmZ3Eb
「戰爭？」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMevxv34AzK
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC24pe1ZsB
我當然不會不知道戰爭，這是在歷史書時常見到的「名詞」。修讀歷史的我，是總會見到大小戰役。年化而言是很接近，但又好像是極遙遠的一件事。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GtbE2tT3N
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQ5SaI2GVq
「其實我……」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX69fMbXX4P
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGTvNsWfQ8
嘶——648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph7t6EbaOu
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7x0p96RLiH
刺耳的緊急剎車聲在耳邊響起，一輛黑色的房車停在我們身邊。從裡頭走出一個男人，既陌生又熟悉……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuReTuyOGK4
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUk2RWPbqZ
少年拉緊我的手，叫我不禁隨他後退，但視線卻被眼前人虜獲。抖擻的雙唇不能自我，好不容易我才吐出面前人的稱謂。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1Q0K021WU
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PPw56Kbs7
「爸、爸爸……」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw7ASMjyJp
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobuwRmRPTG
為什麼爸爸會出現在這兒？他不是總是隨我自生自滅的嗎？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMixPJUMtNH
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmf6U4Z0Oj
「過來。」他和平常一樣，沒有因我的行為發怒，平淡得如湖水平靜地對我說話。只是視線所投的方向，是我……身旁的少年？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofeiQCCvsY
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZTAVvYDHl
「還是你想以我女兒作人質？」爸爸的語氣中，難得透出微微的尖銳。同時間，從房車中走出幾名保鑣，雖然未有拔鎗，但總覺他們正戒備著少年。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa60WmQHQBp
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzRDSsaqkG
糟了！他被爸爸當拐騙我的犯人！648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMe7fpt07Pi
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlakztVPKo
我緊張地甩開少年的手，走到他和爸爸之間。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcULVz84uqL
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiigUyS1XFc
「不是這麼的！是、是我偷跑出來，呀……因為太久沒出來，就迷路、所以，所以……」我努力地堆砌出理由，一副手足無措的模樣，真是太丟臉。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdOM2UnkGW
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0zQxgXCw1
或許是爸也是首次見我表現這麼熱烈，注意力終於從少年身上轉移。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRb37MkR7t1
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMty5y92bE8
「我、我們回家吧！」我走近爸爸努力地擠出笑容。而爸爸亦沒再說什麼，只示意我上車。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzseqtS2hB
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcYJLABSDL
順著爸爸的意思走，在踏上車廂前的瞬間，我悄悄地望向少年。他一臉平靜地望著我，不知在想什麼……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKflu768dj0
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ek4b6UNUK
我被帶回家去，爸媽依然沒有責備。反之彷彿沒有發生任何事，二人將我喚到面前，單純地將他們的決定說出。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJr6e5Lojo
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnUNRGaxlN
美其名為出國留學，事實要我嫁到遠方去。而且日子更是明天……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI27XyoC4P
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sWaJVswmq
那麼不就連道別的時間也沒有嗎？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIP0AHSs1GX
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUSVTuo9p1
感覺如同上個世紀才會發生的事情，現實仍然會不斷發生。我可以如何？不能拒絕。未成年的我，依然在父母約束下生存。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4Qg4YNtat
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7h3iTRWZg
沒多久，我就回到自己的睡房中，將他送給我的花插在窗台上的花瓶，透出淡雅的花香從中傳出。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX1reR4e2N
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMAOHtyWOh
沒有心思欣賞，我一腦兒趴在床上，從口袋中拿出少年送的鑰匙扣。回想起今天的種種，變冷的心漸漸浮出點點溫暖。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbGRrEG0NI
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPMhzo3nMm
然而，所有事都要過去了。明天一早，爸爸說親自帶我到國外……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEMhMSwLJ4
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKslxAK4Fn
咚！648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81OEG9TOMh
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMUo1nJzYp
是什麼聲？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE56tQFfZ43
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbXDp24Zbk
我把臉轉向窗外的音源，竟然見到……他爬了上來！怎可能！648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQz9zqbF5DH
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbtykW6tgb
心思一轉，我急步跑到窗前，推開了單一面，再把頭探出去問道。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVIOhVuhxQ
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNum2Ic3t4z
「你幹什麼在這裡啊？」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pAgfzzgUJ
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoGMVan5Aj
看著他的出現，我很開心但也感到焦急萬分。想必他是偷偷溜入來，嗚呀，如果被爸爸發現，這次要如何蒙混過去啊！648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRWkCrRAOt
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OWi5n9Co0
「跟我走。」他沒有平時的笑容，一手抓緊繩子，一手伸到我面前。這、這難道是私奔的邀請？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdn8eb0Xvr6
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthCL7up31t
以一窗之隔，我倆各處一側。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLUQolcdeA
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabkUP5tIxy
現在，只要交出我手，就能打破這個距離吧？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbSOxJXG0O
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EnDqnnuaK
盯著他那戴上手套的手，現在他的模樣叫我感到陌生。正當我猶豫不決之際，房外傳來吵雜的聲響。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSniHGwEKwP
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuue3Dy5Utj
糟糕！被發現了吧！648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEOxG4duAv
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBIXUap1TX
「我……不能走，你才快點回去！」我推開他的手，拒絕了他的好意。頓了頓，鼓起勇氣吻了他的前額一下，然後開腔。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwLeBvjePu
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZTBJYSsKc
「謝謝你，還有再見。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFsHMhK3Yn
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuBwNONVvb
我以身擋在他的面前的同時，一群武裝的保鑣撞門跑進來，並上前慰問，順道將我帶離房間。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRlgGX3OEn
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXl47LDKuSg
我回望窗台，他已經不見了。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmg42uC7fq
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjxmais4h6
這一夜，我被關在一間沒有窗的房間，整夜都睡不了。只是在我從口袋中，再次拿出鑰匙扣時，發現夾著一張小小的紙條。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡai5TGQaRHf
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXS8GuRRHWH
「不要上飛機」。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMWEZfOsF8
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWTIfXQ3uX
沒有上款、下款，沒有多餘的字句，字跡更有點撩草。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdH3yPYu7TD
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxTjbbTUL0
是他寫的嗎？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0VHBnZhyT
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLCLrrACWk
將之握在掌心中，像是有什麼重要的環節卡住，一股莫名的不安湧在心頭。然而任我如何思考，都沒想到問題所在。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmABpZEMjKx
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwMCsYaX9y
輾轉反側了一個晚上，終究到了第二天的早晨。女僕為我送上輕便的早餐，拿來一套黑色的簡單連身裙讓我更換。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxku4QFmrrO
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLx9wzxJo8o
沒有睡覺的關係，我根本沒有多大的食慾。可是若果被爸媽知道，必定會以冷眼盯著我，所以唯有勉強地吞下大半。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX5MxQCE28
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawWoLVPGAs
將裙子換上，抱起玩具熊，我就隨女僕來到大廳，見到爸媽站在一隅，神色凝重地不知聊什麼。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSL4SvbTc1
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcSY30b9ML
「早安，爸爸、媽媽。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1IeIwRsjl
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZwvXkCG0f
「……那快點走。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JpKdzNORV
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrqjclvFcG
他們止住本來的對話，一起將視線投到我身。冷淡的語氣如昔不變，唯獨調子中有著微微的焦急。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfISxmbGJ3
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbhm1fKtiN
我望向他們，正想跟他們走之際，突然想起留在房間的那支花。我即時扭轉身奔跑，不顧爸媽在背後叫著我的名字，筆直地衝回上睡房去。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrl1CfKid7J
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKLRj8IUWK
只見窗台上的花兒已經綻放，淡淡的藍色在陽光中如我所料般哀傷，但不能否認是很漂亮。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IQpiyh5K7
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1CK0uTsWK
緩緩地走近花朵，指尖觸及帶有朝露的花瓣。我……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqbe3faKbA
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqoYL6GxKZ
「矢車菊，花語是虛心、優雅……還有遇見幸福。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejDgpeiBoh
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJgE4j2T89
爸爸的聲音從背後而來，我頓時全身僵硬。只是他沒有繼續說話，伸手越過我，將花瓶中的花朵遞到我面前。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c1lvMRXGb
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBmYAkFtoz
「拿著。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl2QTSc6Ws
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBndncvS7i
「唔。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7UQt9SVZv
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnHPRKK2hT
接著爸沒有多說話，就拉住我離開這個家到機場去。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcOLaikj4L
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc9byVArCA
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMfQje75iV
我們經由特別通道過關出境，坐上乘客只有我們的私人飛機。整個過程中，我們都沒有聊天。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKhTtQyhLF
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXyNPWQLnA
只是當我跟著爸爸的步伐邁步，注視他那高大的背影，我燃起一種怪異的感覺。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUuI74BsQC
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeGNSATYz0
爸媽真的不愛我嗎？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeS3OerjEm
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsCZSkF96Y
踏上機艙，我們各自坐在相連的坐位上，靜候飛機起飛。我盯著矢車菊，想起了那個「他」。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXExurppwK
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NojRnkBis
很懷念。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3ZR6C7EiS
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c6utNaQcu
不過一切都要完結了。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sFD9XAh2Z
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLLEZTSuOy
飛機慢慢地在跑道滑行，我的心開始動搖不安。凝望窗外的藍天，沒一會兒就穿插上雲層置身在空中。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyW71qf4QyY
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz06aZVh82W
在又長又無聊的旅程中，我默默地回憶和那人一起的日子。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAybGqkJpG
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK99dLkQc9
「不要上飛機」。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55NYic1JtK
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9i8LRUn3U
為什麼他要留下這字句？我現在還是不懂。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hY2Uqhbyx
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaMyi9y6iF
轟！648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwpnc1kEW8
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZjQL9ym6d
忽然飛機強烈地震動，更有些奇怪的氣味出現，絕對不會是亂氣流。此時，爸爸冷哼了一口，握住我抖擻不已的手，目光銳利地左顧右盼。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFt4VlClax
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L42xHmfTc
「來，快點穿上這些。」雖然有些手忙腳亂，但爸爸依然先替亂成一團的我穿上救生衣之類。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYIVSBI6X8
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUK2jhdLyUD
「爸爸……」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBttG2qGvky
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8IOk4ULPQ
「什麼都別說。」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgAQqF0Rnj
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8w2uUbF55
正當爸爸打算穿上救生設備之際，猛烈的震動越來越強，機身更急速傾斜。我瑟縮身體，爸爸連救生衣也放棄穿起，以身保護著我。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaF2fEuf28
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOn0qeNRSO
只是瞬間的事，在一陣強烈的沖擊，我眼前發黑，口鼻間更帶有濃烈的血腥味。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOGss958DS
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRL8eTuRN7o
爸爸？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKhYSACmfx
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALEkPq4HgK
爸爸在哪兒？648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfoOoTW06b
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sbZzkBSrs
很痛啊！648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWsLJlvgU9
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFTtKOsb4B
我動不到，連指頭也動不了……648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pJlRHXY3J
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlZxc1mw4V
意識慢慢被吹散，我好像聽到某人的聲音。648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnRFeBt17Q
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIM4nw50ctf
「……我不是叫妳別上飛機嗎？」648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltGiAsX1JS
648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszDLxtxdiW
語畢，我感到被什麼一刺，之後——
