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黑子無法反駁,當對方一臉認真地對著自己說喜歡的時候,內心大片蔓延開來的,名為幸福的觸感。19Please respect copyright.PENANA2KgtEc7MMp
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這三周他們相處得很不錯,赤司仗著離黑子住得近,索性乾脆搬了過去,把自己租下的屋子直接看作辦公室,取東西時才過去。19Please respect copyright.PENANA4MPXGAN4hl
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日則同息,夜則同寢…有時候黑子才覺出赤司黏人得厲害,幾乎做什麼都要湊過來看看瞅瞅,偶爾也會抱著自己蹭啊蹭,以前居然沒發現,這傢伙還有這樣的一面。19Please respect copyright.PENANA94XzCT6g07
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但是不討厭,怎麼討厭得起來呢?無論是早上溫柔的叫醒、時不時的愛心料理、上下班的接送、很甜蜜的驚喜禮物…怎麼討厭得起來呢?19Please respect copyright.PENANAC78KwYxwDY
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對方做的一切,周到體貼得厲害,黑子有時候也會有些彆扭地在心裡腹誹,覺得赤司君這樣的人,大概也交往過很多對象,所以才會在兩人的相處里,做得周全完備。19Please respect copyright.PENANA9SLxAPwWFG
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這樣的想法一旦出現,便難以再抹去。19Please respect copyright.PENANAdO5FTGx4yd
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他經常會想,為什麼赤司要和自己交往呢?19Please respect copyright.PENANAFrWoaiIbkn
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每次和對方出去,總感到各種各樣愛慕的視線,投給身邊那個男人。19Please respect copyright.PENANAsxHqZaMKgK
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可對方做的一切,都完美到無可挑剔。尤其在床上的時候,黑子一開始還放不太開,但赤司很會疼他寵他,對他很溫柔。做過幾次,更是食髓知味,每次對方湊過來要求的時候,半推半就、也不是很想拒絕,假期每每有一半就做了過去。19Please respect copyright.PENANAFhMxFLuMYx
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那天坐著閑聊,赤司提起,他再有一個月,就要搬回去了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAVJoOZIH0Qh
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黑子低著頭「哦」了一聲,也不知道怎麼回復。19Please respect copyright.PENANAY6D7r3yeUj
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赤司看他冷冰冰的,有些泄氣,只得尷尷尬地說,他會常來看黑子的。19Please respect copyright.PENANApo0T9fmtux
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黑子沒做回答,心裡卻開始抽痛起來。19Please respect copyright.PENANA4S5LER0Qxw
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他突然慌了,他覺得,赤司和他理解的交往,可能不是一個意思。19Please respect copyright.PENANAkDKaNP00oS
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在現如今社會裡,戀愛可以作為一場遊戲的,真的。在以前的學校里,他看多了,身邊有些朋友只是因為孤獨所以去談戀愛、互相陪伴依偎,畢業各奔東西。19Please respect copyright.PENANAS8pqNNL8U2
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沒有誰說過,戀愛的目的一定就是最後在一起,也可能只是生活的調味劑而已。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGPMOMV76u3
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也許赤司一開始就不是認真的啊,畢竟這世界,認真的多半刺痛自己。19Please respect copyright.PENANA0QLgFRatKg
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可他輸不起啊,他是真的很喜歡那個人,想要在一起的那種喜歡。19Please respect copyright.PENANA4B7zeG9wET
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也曾想過好好去問問,為什麼你談戀愛這麼有經驗?為什麼你要選擇我?你到底是認真的嗎?19Please respect copyright.PENANAMo4RsaT4o3
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還有,為什麼七年多前的那一天之後,你要逃避我?19Please respect copyright.PENANAAkqhU9MMnA
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黑子真的很想問,可他怕問完之後,對方只會撲哧一笑,然後告訴自己為何那麼較真?明明好好享受就可以。19Please respect copyright.PENANAiTudAbaYG9
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黑子想也許只有短短几個月的溫暖,自己何必提前終結它呢?19Please respect copyright.PENANA8nOBGumL0D
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他經常不安地做著噩夢,夢裡男人笑著對他說,這段時間很愉快,祝你和下一個交往對象相處愉快之類的話,然後豪邁地離去,頭也不回。19Please respect copyright.PENANAFSwZqlFufq
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有時在噩夢裡發抖驚起,弄醒了身邊的赤司,對方詢問自己時,卻只是搖頭,什麼也不肯說。19Please respect copyright.PENANAf0Zmj06cux
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赤司察覺到了黑子的不安,畢竟現在但妨有人敲門,黑子被嚇一跳的程度越來越大。晚上睡覺一定會檢查門鏈,如果是赤司鎖的門一定會再去查查,總是不安心。19Please respect copyright.PENANAuSxGl4kQVb
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兩個人都暗藏心事,剛開始交往的興奮勁一過,慢慢地都擔憂起來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAg7JgIpCCeu
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結果,這種不良的情緒積累著積累著,終於以一點點契機為導火索,爆發了出來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAIzTUBfZtbg
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赤司的臨時出差,也不是第一次了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGnPuJGuiBF
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經常因為一些會議的事,偶爾一兩天不在。19Please respect copyright.PENANAe3wD0CdGLf
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可這天對方發來緊急出去兩天的簡訊時,黑子有些彆扭起來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAwSDHkgxmqV
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昨天是誰說想吃什麼什麼義大利的幾道料理,跑去給自己買了食材食譜,說下完班一起來做。今天他忙乎了半天,面點都烘焙了一半,然後你說你臨時有事來不了了?19Please respect copyright.PENANAh5cnC9TlgW
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而且這周本來有個他很想去的音樂會,黑子從一位家長那收到了票,卻被赤司纏著要陪他去,他就一張票,赤司便硬要他轉送了那張票,說由他去買連坐席就好。19Please respect copyright.PENANAwMJHDEl5lB
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當時纏他纏那麼要緊,結果明天連人都不回,真的是…19Please respect copyright.PENANAVTRFX6owH1
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彆扭歸彆扭,然而他也知道,赤司一定是真的有事,他也不能太小氣。19Please respect copyright.PENANAkgPtL3oTPU
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忙乎乎地收拾好東西,也沒什麼大事,就坐在沙發上發獃。19Please respect copyright.PENANAsHtNvIkqrQ
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第二天便是周末,可他又無處可去,隨便逛了逛附近的書店,從裡面出來時遍都黃昏了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAEmYsxHYLwL
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悠哉哉走在河堤上,冷風一吹,看那夕陽,心裡也徒生悲涼起來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAB83CG5U5vk
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一個人回家左右也是閑著,以前他倒習慣,可現在沒有赤司在那裡,他便覺得很冷清。19Please respect copyright.PENANA1aHxqzQGZH
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鬼使神差地,他走到了酒吧里去,想著隨便喝兩杯,然後就回去。19Please respect copyright.PENANAnHiPIMYsED
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哪知道有個身影,隔著老遠瞟到他進了酒吧,索性也跟了進去。19Please respect copyright.PENANAfhvQtw610a
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喝了一杯的功夫,身邊坐下一個人:「很少在這種地方見到你?」19Please respect copyright.PENANAPmwWmUB1v5
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黑子扭頭,原來是雜誌社一起工作的一位編輯,人很親和,不過黑子不怎麼自己去那邊工作,都是在家完稿,也不算特別熟的同事。19Please respect copyright.PENANAhfA7p7XUiS
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聊了也沒許多,酒吧懸掛著的那台電視無趣地播放著一些節目、軟質的沙發三三倆倆堆在一起,酒吧里什麼人都有:曖昧的調情者、落魄的失意人與拼酒的好哥們…19Please respect copyright.PENANAtvI3yjTt67
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電視上放起了一則新聞,大抵是一位富家千金與貴族子弟的盛大婚禮。19Please respect copyright.PENANAl9kcL4UkIU
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那位同事當然不清楚黑子的心事,和酒館裡的大家一樣,饒有興趣地談起了這些人上人的愛情。19Please respect copyright.PENANA2kEnXRl2Js
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「當真是郎才女貌,人生贏家啊!」19Please respect copyright.PENANAOkx8AYi086
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黑子心裡愈發難過,他不由得聯想到赤司會不會也是這樣,有一天終於笑著和自己說分手,然後走向別人去。19Please respect copyright.PENANAzagN0TYdBC
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說到底,那一年發生的事,以及之後聯繫不到赤司的悲傷記憶,像毒蛇一樣,纏著他的心。19Please respect copyright.PENANAp9if367wWD
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「說起來,你知道我們雜誌社的大股東西澤先生么?他的女兒也是位大美人呢!茶道、花藝、琴棋什麼的不在話下,多少人向她去求婚,但據說西澤先生一直有意赤司家的那位小少爺呢!」19Please respect copyright.PENANAwIjqwjPn4K
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迷迷糊糊地,黑子硬是從喧鬧的人聲中,聽到了這麼一句。19Please respect copyright.PENANATSd8MTk0k2
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突然覺得湧上一陣寒意,心被揪疼,四肢涼了下去。19Please respect copyright.PENANAhETPmF64MS
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搖搖晃晃站起來,去了洗手間,有些猶豫,但還是給赤司打了過去。19Please respect copyright.PENANA9Jwyjt7diu
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到第三個電話才接通。19Please respect copyright.PENANAL5p1MyIZ6W
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「怎麼了,黑子?」明明是很親昵的聲音,但是摻和著嘈雜的背景,大抵是一個酒會的樣子。19Please respect copyright.PENANAs1ADClrDwM
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黑子的聲音愣愣的:「你什麼時候回來?」19Please respect copyright.PENANAUYpL12gi0m
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「什麼?不是說明晚嗎?怎麼了么?」赤司覺得黑子的聲音聽上去奇怪極了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAQX4RMSzYXe
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「赤司先生,我是來向你祝酒的!」異常軟媚動人的聲音,就這樣傳到黑子的耳朵里。19Please respect copyright.PENANAL8i8InSVQz
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「請等一下,我在接一個電話。」赤司保持著一副好涵養的樣子,心裡卻在皺眉,別人接聽電話時守禮的話就不該過去打擾,這是哪家的小姐來著,真的是有失家教。19Please respect copyright.PENANAK82LhturkE
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接著聽手機那邊時,對方卻已經掛斷了。19Please respect copyright.PENANA2BaZYgTkwA
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再去撥打,就已經是關機的提示音。19Please respect copyright.PENANAPT4JDQkJ0E
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黑子失魂落魄從洗手間出來,坐回座位,愣愣的樣子。19Please respect copyright.PENANAw1egOYQmxI
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他那位同事看他這樣,只當他喝醉了,寬慰地拍了拍:「還喝么?」19Please respect copyright.PENANAJV9GNpuQFE
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黑子獃獃地看著他,那表情好像是他不認識這個人似的,空落落的,那藍色眼睛深處,像是有什麼東西滑過了,好似一場雪崩。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbYnlDYKzTp
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「喝呀,怎麼不喝?」19Please respect copyright.PENANAZYQAQJsebe
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黑子意外地酒品還好。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqiOgHDCIYt
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也不知醉沒醉,一臉沉默地在那裡喝酒,一杯又一杯的要,那同事又是個信奉一杯解萬愁的傢伙,根本不攔他,隨他去喝。19Please respect copyright.PENANAU08YiIXSpo
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一個喝醉了在那裡抱怨社會抱怨上司抱怨離婚的老婆,一個默默坐在那裡聽他傾訴自己的煩惱(雖然根本沒往心裡去),然後一個勁地喝酒。19Please respect copyright.PENANA9C4pPOeGSP
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一直喝到一兩點,那位同事醉醺醺地扶起黑子,說什麼沒了電車,可不可以過去借宿。黑子也是意識不清,帶著他往家裡走。19Please respect copyright.PENANAiZRD7OHlPR
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到了玄關那裡,黑子沖裡面輕喚:「我回來了,赤司君!」19Please respect copyright.PENANASD3hqe9sNG
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然後發現沒人理他,疑惑地跑了進去,費了半天勁才想起赤司君根本不在這裡。19Please respect copyright.PENANA830yk5I5r3
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獃獃地坐在沙發上,然後聽到了門關上的聲音。19Please respect copyright.PENANA4tKwsTFpmi
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嗒嗒嗒跑到玄關去,一臉疑惑地看著剛把鞋子換下來的同事,那表情完全就是「你是誰」以及「你為什麼在這裡來著」,似懂非懂。19Please respect copyright.PENANAQMIaGYSBgN
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那同事被看得尷尬,然後轉過身,想把門鏈拉上。19Please respect copyright.PENANAnDOHXIkDyG
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「不!」黑子突然大呼起來。19Please respect copyright.PENANA5oqjhN6z1F
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「誒?可你這不是裝了門鏈…」19Please respect copyright.PENANAsM5mwKeT2l
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「不!」黑子突然蹲在地上,雙手抱頭,一臉驚恐、臉色變得蒼白起來。19Please respect copyright.PENANARBqv3jFSm2
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「不!不!」全身不自覺地哆嗦起來。19Please respect copyright.PENANACf1os3JDxy
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一個人的話,他是一定會拉好門鏈的,可現在為什麼有別人在這裡?他為什麼會在這裡?!19Please respect copyright.PENANAprYDRpm9mV
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「好好好,不拉門鏈,不拉門鏈!」同事舉起了兩隻手,一臉錯愕地看著突然歇斯底里的黑子。19Please respect copyright.PENANAvYOy3gtE5S
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黑子似懂非懂地點點頭,然後總算想起了這傢伙好像是來借宿的。19Please respect copyright.PENANABhK9F4Vrhc
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帶著他走進客廳,指了指沙發:「那裡就好!」19Please respect copyright.PENANAOwDHBOPIJf
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那同事累得昏昏欲睡,倒在沙發上,闔上眼睛。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqRKQzATiVo
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一會兒卻被什麼吵醒了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAJK24ni6GkI
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原來是黑子,即使喝醉了,也迷迷糊糊記得要去洗澡,泡完後穿上浴袍,根本就沒穿好,紐扣根本串了一行,然後在客廳拐角碰到了一個茶杯,發出很大的聲響。19Please respect copyright.PENANAsVu4SuSv8H
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被吵醒的同事,看到的就是這樣一臉茫然,對著碎片發獃的黑子。19Please respect copyright.PENANAA4Dk2rrrdh
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濕答答的藍發、白皙的皮膚、朦朧的眼神…19Please respect copyright.PENANAli2jTe4GpS
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等他反應過來時,那個孩子已經被他撲倒在沙發了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAmOZp8jsPIH
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全文目錄19Please respect copyright.PENANA6VUjWSfhdm
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這一章怎麼狗血怎麼來~(●°u°●) 」19Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZloNc9iHY
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