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『世界上最遙遠的距離』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0AbwPnbLX
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoinijrzyUZ
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuq4prASKEm
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTc5uKjcQsm
拒絕了你對我的情感。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuctlbjgZCq
忽視了你眼底的情慾。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5h4ka8vO9
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我怎麼能哭泣。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtm1iQ8Ooqd
我怎麼能悔恨。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTtgnqjpn8
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdU5he9dkx
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1eSb0Zo7V
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bRyRi4smF
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錯過與放棄。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQaKceXJO1
於是悔恨交織。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuMhW8ys7h
如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMeCUHfeB0
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KDjOji7J5
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『If……』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBg3rdlFAoq
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFqB36mwbu
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKesduRUT9v
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNBaDWprqf
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuljtcqamkO
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CNYKJZVRo
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9O4BdbcyT
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『給十年後未來的你』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTukthRyqp
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsL5l7yuoK
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcShamPNfJu
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgltU7SP1N6
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrZlkeh17B
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTPejpZezz
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0yQQd1jGg
至今回想卻支離破碎。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpqJtVh0OF
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpvNABO2Wg
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cv0amhA6v
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJVOMkFxdT
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早就該死亡了。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbr85rfphn
早就該離開了。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhcVz6mRoc
早就……79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyN3iwuUVY
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQRchOEgHc
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKGdqFeN8i
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa59aEhFmU0
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC7gj82B32
為什麼不能忍耐呢……79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLp3s7ZguNw
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vvo8seiac
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『不要哭。』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGf9RkPjgl7
最後，兄長只是這麼說。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ473LaMD1oK
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqCZmjpS4K
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrcKaahl03
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMK55pDMIu
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到底過了多久呢？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXp9gja7Ql
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GelZ8zCx8
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsT1p0WhFJc
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wu9ZkjmBB
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaiblloxca
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他拼命的挖土。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FxyPE7Rny
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusq15lIT7I
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22MKbIETMk
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclhOiPuJ6y
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那是一面白紙。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1EU1vrjXC
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZ6nWesiir
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfERKavLnZe
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDMDEYafXd
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCpsUHciVJ
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP8y7w2U6k
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看新聞有感。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5kj1u6azw
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2YhNsLXkt
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「關於雪的聯想」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKskuycUUs0
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFtGqagNwu
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0esVrB2gx8
乾澀的，卻熱和著。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI4Ng5IBqQ
『你聽』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrUh0ZbyRV
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHz5uD3IGs
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZea9vsqr6
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAYurucSvR
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『踏雪無聲』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKSr7oKvRk
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乍然寂靜無聲。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehsdw54SV2
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKM67ofQco
他張大眼，張口不能言。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9M4WD89mzz
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqYjmAtq0u
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBoDy12p1p
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeeyV0ALdH
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0uHR6QgoF
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『請幸福的……』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDkuHoaQfc
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWCHczLdKl
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv7Rpl0wRe
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVc5zHoxvB
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMDHr2r9im
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBd5IaD2wY
我無法相信話語的真實。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1XMFGOsPv
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我知道，你愛我。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfzXKrpXz4
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsWQa8OOd2
我當然也從你口裡聽到。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58OQHUHgzb
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFvIWADRMQ
你總是會說：「我愛你。」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvMw6O0kl4
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是的。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwwLY910BJ
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtWyLHD4X2
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLDU21GgD0
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uK3XqxEor
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rZbjs37fF
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『後日談』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzEuCdFhLD
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfzXve3MnO
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xhhk4BMUe
然後他又重複了一次。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVMTX2rEQE
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX2XGtPnoK
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNk5j0YZwx
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLYrGLQYF1
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyEua9aFK1
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「十年」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYmAMsSgub
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuGN0ig42H
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62V7Ja72L0
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJwwxewnHN
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAUIZJaYpP
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因為太感同身受了。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMXOdbLKb4
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwwgI3xV5i
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3TX5q0heB
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHkbEMboCm
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRh1JLwfZgJ
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCOZwnckWU
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2n0t7bjSeQ
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAr6oGrtii
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBsmhvhHqn
他始終是，一個人。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJelySyfKG
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8Xg2nLT49
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ee8MMRDaP
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他決定要去旅行。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjJa8tDIij
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgutlW4d5c
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路德也許會生氣吧。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vlP11SXRN
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VD1wPOrYb
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMV1N8Jz07v
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFpTTwHcZ2
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡen37srQ8Za
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajlzSQ97Bm
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFHShj4oma
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPYxq53brV
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUS1FQQNT45
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMOr6gd6s8
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl51D6WtEVV
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfQVr6Tnnm
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ylk0SZA5a
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRxFYykdL4
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9B4MKFr73
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQwYmRSJiy
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他收起相片，忖思。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpLCtZWMrp
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoGN1MzbFq
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzK1f1La0P
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46vapfBxto
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