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黑子迷迷瞪瞪醒來的時候,赤司卻已經不見了。14Please respect copyright.PENANAjj0IueC5EA
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桌上放了一張字條:「早上有會,我趕7點的電車,晚上5點還有一個會議,6點一結束我儘快趕回來,我們好好談談。」14Please respect copyright.PENANATgRPqniZaT
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黑子想起赤司本來是要出差幾天的,昨天自己在酒吧那通電話,值得對方昨晚連夜趕回來、再今早趕回去么?14Please respect copyright.PENANADeTbffJPTu
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「6點一結束我儘快趕回來」,之前赤司沒到這個城市監工時,也總是跑來和自己「偶遇」,再加上租房的事情,原來這些都不是巧合么…14Please respect copyright.PENANAu57RbDfSZY
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他付出了很多吧,幾小時幾小時的車程,尤其對那種大忙人,竟從沒抱怨過!而自己說起來,一次都沒去拜訪過對方。14Please respect copyright.PENANAwO7tu9ovrp
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可如果赤司真的在意自己,當年為什麼要那麼徹底地從自己的身邊離開,不留下一點痕迹呢?14Please respect copyright.PENANAWeu4DsxY8E
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他到底是認真的,還是自己自作多情?這個結始終打在心裡,他以前一直不敢問,現在想來,該是去面對的時候了。14Please respect copyright.PENANAd2CrBOE3MM
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赤司早上的這個會議還是很重要的,昨晚他又翹了前期討論,今天再不過來實在說不過去,要不然他也不捨得把黑子一個人丟下去。14Please respect copyright.PENANACazvh29FHV
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忙完早上,到下午開會還早,目前也沒有很多重要的事情。他就坐在椅子上發獃,想著黑子的事情。14Please respect copyright.PENANAy5Dj2vGWmb
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他為什麼要露出那樣勉強的表情呢?自己想和他在一起,是不是真的勉強到他了?他真的也和自己的心意一樣么?14Please respect copyright.PENANAJUhGxkCLMO
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秘書敲門進來,開口:「要向全公司發布的那個決策,您還有什麼問題么?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAIJIgUT2gGt
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算是一個關鍵決策,原定由赤司親自廣播發布。主要管理者宣布這個改革政策,也會有鼓勵員工的積極影響。14Please respect copyright.PENANAcWT7GSVwkx
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赤司心不在焉地點點頭。14Please respect copyright.PENANAOPnPYQSk81
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秘書接著開口:「廣播設備已經就緒,到時間點的時候線路會自動接通,聲音不穩定要中斷的話關閉裡面的開關,辛苦您了。」14Please respect copyright.PENANADfsT6IPTPS
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四點發布么?赤司擺擺手,表示知道了。14Please respect copyright.PENANAmNB2hGmkwM
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「還有一件事。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAHUTsPnRMLM
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「什麼?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAj5D1FYP2rc
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「樓下有一位沒有預約的客人,說要見您。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAP56xpy3Aed
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「沒有預約?什麼人啊?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAuQPSUJsuea
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「不知道,本來按照規矩是不能通報的,回復說您今天日程很滿,可那位客人很固執,說是願意等到您有空就行。告訴他您今天6點可能才全部忙完,他還是說願意等著。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAfwkxLAUA4g
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赤司心裡有一股奇怪的預感:「是姓黑子嗎?」14Please respect copyright.PENANA9Lr2MSGUjY
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秘書一臉詫異:「是的,難道真的是您的客人?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAHz1boA3NtA
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赤司點點頭:「嗯,接上來吧!」14Please respect copyright.PENANAYS4PbyoHSe
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「可是廣播?」14Please respect copyright.PENANABJgGh4yOiG
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「我會安排好時間的。」赤司看看錶,現在才2點50,距離4點還早。14Please respect copyright.PENANApoDTZFfpjH
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秘書疑惑地看看他,答應了後,去給前台回話了。14Please respect copyright.PENANA8cKKF0vmtU
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黑子走進辦公室後,赤司連忙很殷勤地招呼著坐下,給了他一杯茶。14Please respect copyright.PENANA9lmszECN6K
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「這會真的不要緊嗎?原本打算等你6點結束,一起去吃個飯的,結果這地方比我想像的好找,就來早了。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAcGiPwH2bHC
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赤司內心還是有點小激動的,這還是黑子第一次到公司看他,等他去吃飯。14Please respect copyright.PENANA5R8CJ8rdUz
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「不要緊,4點會有點事,現在還早,歡迎你來!」14Please respect copyright.PENANAwOq5FRq9MH
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這樣熱情的態度,黑子有些羞澀地笑了笑,端起了茶。14Please respect copyright.PENANAi9rqIjLlv3
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氣氛好得有些不像話,原本是打算來好好談談的,結果兩個人心裡都熱熱的。14Please respect copyright.PENANAq0aF4t8rxF
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半天赤司才張口,小心翼翼地問他:「我想知道,你最近在不安些什麼?」14Please respect copyright.PENANASMfQWSHpIE
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黑子半天沒有回答,很久很久,才略微苦澀地開口:「說實話,你覺得我們能走到哪裡去?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAOjlTFJy1mL
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赤司有些慌了神:「你總不是來和我說分手的吧?」14Please respect copyright.PENANA3JH5WD4bWf
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黑子獃獃地看著他,最後終於沒忍住,開口問出了這七八年里一直纏繞在他心裡的問題:「你當年為什麼要走?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAwwLIAmKls2
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他的表情變得極痛苦極迷離,聲音也彷彿蒙著一層霧氣:14Please respect copyright.PENANAOlbHY8Zg9j
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「我始終想不通,你當年為什麼要走?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAAvMQ62Sv2F
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「我那時就很喜歡你,發生那樣的事,說實在的,我也沒想過一定要你負責怎樣,我也不是女孩子。可你走得那麼徹底,我怎麼和你打電話都無法接通,我那時真的很生氣很難過,覺得我是不是讓你困擾了。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAy4W6FAENAZ
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「這多少年了,我始終沒法徹底忘記你,也有人向我表白過,可我總是覺得自己沒有再喜歡誰的心力,經常連夢境里,也總是有那一夜的場景。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAQHztAXGeO8
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「可你既然走了,又為什麼要再找到我?租房那件事既然是你自己要求的,那你為什麼要那麼做?我不明白你真正的想法。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAEc2b7UnwzO
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「如果你只是玩玩而已、陪伴而已,拜託你還是找別的人吧,我沒有那麼多勇氣,還要再為你傷一次心。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAK8T2vojzeI
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「我不逼迫你一定要選擇和我永遠在一起,只是我自己無法接受,如果沒辦法得到永遠,還不如早散早離。」14Please respect copyright.PENANARDiaM64bvY
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赤司看著那樣脆弱悲傷的黑子,一臉憂鬱地說出藏在自己內心最深處的隱疾。這些話他以前從沒提起,可到底是不安著,而且不安到現在。14Please respect copyright.PENANAt0zoAxyqzD
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他回過頭,從書架上取下一本書。14Please respect copyright.PENANAhUw4suTJiD
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「這本書,我七年前就想送給你了。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAl8j8SAactC
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「我被家裡帶著出國,更有可能是故意斷了我和外界所有的聯繫,但我一直想著你,給你弄到了這份禮物,當年卻沒能送給你,現在也是,一直膽小著不敢觸及你當年的傷口,也沒有機會送給你。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAipHyJB9rNb
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他慢慢告訴黑子這些年發生的所有事情,他回國後看到的未接來電、他四處打聽黑子的下落無果、他怎樣抓住機會找到了全國所有叫黑子哲也的信息、他怎樣一個個找過去、他怎樣一點一點接近自己…期間他慢慢走近摟著黑子,緊緊扣住他的手。14Please respect copyright.PENANASubTfG6Xhh
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「我對你的喜歡和愛,雖然不一定比你的深比你的痛苦,但絕對是認真的,絕不是你想的玩玩而已。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAvfBQyLSV10
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「如果你不安的話,那我們就結婚吧,你想要的永遠,我一定可以給你!」14Please respect copyright.PENANAaETjqxy5fu
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黑子陰雲蒙著的心一點一點放晴,他乖乖地依偎在對方的懷抱里,哭得一塌糊塗。14Please respect copyright.PENANAZvelwx833M
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他這些年一直在害怕,即便對方和自己交往了,他也一直在害怕,覺得始終無果,自己卻陷得太深、無法自拔了。14Please respect copyright.PENANAh5r23xXCgC
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可現在那個人告訴你,你所希望的都能得到,他的確愛著你,你不用害怕和他分離了。14Please respect copyright.PENANAY26eQ5aU1V
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半天才整理好心情,略羞澀地給赤司綻開了一抹明艷的笑,然後從他懷裡縮了出去。14Please respect copyright.PENANAi1rt8IsTp2
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還想說什麼,但自己耳朵還紅著臉也紅著,覺得有些不好意思,看了看時間,已經3點半過了,便一臉正義地開口:14Please respect copyright.PENANAXHZqWO33IS
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「你還有工作我先走了,晚上6點等你!」14Please respect copyright.PENANAN5jkK2N7zw
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赤司寵溺地拍拍他的頭,說:「我送你出去!」14Please respect copyright.PENANAuP3L7ADRlx
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一打開門,兩個人都傻眼了。14Please respect copyright.PENANA1qN0zRklv0
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秘書就站在門口,表情尷尬。14Please respect copyright.PENANA5lr5O23JPi
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赤司想著總不會是聽到了什麼,有點不好意思地開口:「送這位客人到招待室那麼坐著,我馬上開始4點的廣播發布!」14Please respect copyright.PENANAzcXNhwTA41
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秘書幽幽地看著他:「老闆,那個發布是3點。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAtqPEoMZQSB
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赤司心裡咣地一下:「怎麼會?!明明是4點啊!」14Please respect copyright.PENANAcVJcq6mkSC
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「4點是雪諾公司的過來商議,老闆您再看看早上發給你的日程。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAZOzmUorltx
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赤司崩潰般打開手機,看到了那條清晰無比的簡訊後,整個人都失神了。14Please respect copyright.PENANAURH9MzL5mQ
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準是早上趕車太累,看串列了。14Please respect copyright.PENANArYmwVM4lGq
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「廣播呢?」14Please respect copyright.PENANA5Qa2hftHXt
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「撥到一半,覺得不對勁,我想早點過來的,被您父親攔住了。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAEASEqKlmC2
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黑子一臉懵逼地反應過來:「等等,屋裡有廣播?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAvPKTIH09EZ
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「是的,」秘書畢恭畢敬,「線路3點自動接通,原定赤司親自發布一個新近政策,然後…」他說不下去了。14Please respect copyright.PENANAS35gbp3h4n
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黑子「哦」了一聲,表情完全像見了鬼。14Please respect copyright.PENANAJctWOSqhh7
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赤司追問:「我父親怎麼說?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAbJW8QxOXrM
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「您父親…還沒有反應…」14Please respect copyright.PENANAtbmnAJBS9F
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黑子又「哦」了一聲,然後被赤司拉回了房間里,門「砰」地一聲關上。14Please respect copyright.PENANAMjzBIJ93Kk
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兩人大眼瞪小眼,看了半天。14Please respect copyright.PENANArMcSlkSYNx
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赤司終於忍不住,「噗」地一聲笑出來,一臉崩壞的表情。14Please respect copyright.PENANAiicxdZpoXf
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黑子瞪他一眼,半天也忍不住,笑了出聲。14Please respect copyright.PENANA69qu51oRPx
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他倆剛才是在全公司的面前出了櫃嗎?哈哈哈哈哈他們實在抑制不住內心開過山車一樣的心情。14Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6bXvQs3sj
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赤司笑出了眼淚,斜睨他一眼,挑釁地問黑子:「怎麼樣?怕了嗎?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAnaftKOup70
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黑子也豪情萬丈般回他:「才不怕!倒是你,後悔還來得及!」14Please respect copyright.PENANAhsr1jzmyit
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赤司一下子把他撲倒在沙發上:「後悔?遇見你我還真沒後悔過!」14Please respect copyright.PENANATHGMdvxdP8
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黑子被他撓得咯咯的笑,半天正色些,問他:「那你的父親怎麼辦?」14Please respect copyright.PENANA5lCP9A5phI
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赤司回答:「我尊敬他為我所有的考慮,但我還是想選擇自己想走的路、想要的人生!」14Please respect copyright.PENANAnlddssqNHw
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黑子熱情地抱住他,而赤司也毫不猶豫吻住他,瘋狂地親吻著終於解開了心結的戀人。14Please respect copyright.PENANAESthmfwCcV
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他的手已經從襯衫伸了進去,急切地去挑逗黑子的身體,什麼公司會議、什麼雪諾來商談、什麼父親的大發雷霆…去他的!他現在只想要這個人。14Please respect copyright.PENANA6BIsQeM1ev
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而黑子半推半就,也很配合地擁抱住對方的身體,雙腿纏了上去。14Please respect copyright.PENANAnsR3WLAxm5
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而門再一次不合時宜地被敲響,秘書的聲音更尷尬了:「老闆…我想你記得這辦公樓設計有你的提議…您桌上的麥克風不通過裡面的開關關閉的話…外面是沒許可權關的…」14Please respect copyright.PENANA4NPiPVTdZy
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赤司愣住,飛快地起身,徹底關閉了麥克風,然後走回黑子這邊。14Please respect copyright.PENANAHvHbA5rLOW
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屋子裡死一般的寂靜。14Please respect copyright.PENANAxzZR4cDPQt
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赤司試探地壓上去,問:「繼續?」14Please respect copyright.PENANAMMO1Oxi3p5
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然後被黑子從桌上拿起一個文件夾砸到頭頂。14Please respect copyright.PENANAV8NrdiByjl
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隨即一把推開他,頭也不回地往門口走去。14Please respect copyright.PENANAX2N5ZACYLa
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「赤司君是個大笨蛋!」14Please respect copyright.PENANAkEGdF1Tx56
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都這樣了還想著做,他以前怎麼沒發現對方這麼急欲的一面呢?14Please respect copyright.PENANAypvozVXETi
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被砸到的赤司傻呵呵地看著黑子摔門離去的樣子,內心還處在興奮狀態。14Please respect copyright.PENANAC2CpJ9DMMp
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惹生氣了呢,沒關係,對方可能還是會老老實實等著自己下班,雖然今天的事絕對不是6點就可以結束的。14Please respect copyright.PENANACz4hhwtyyC
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晚上回去加倍討回來吧!雙方有心結這麼多天,做愛都不敢互相太過僭越,老怕會讓他畏懼。14Please respect copyright.PENANAxVJeihQLsj
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今晚一定要玩個盡興,不再那麼「彬彬有禮」,他一臉痴漢地想到。14Please respect copyright.PENANAx7Rp4JMmjF
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再回神想想可能要面對的各種暴風雨,其實主要是父親那邊,他又有些頭疼。14Please respect copyright.PENANAxKxJVP45Mb
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沒事的,他想,一點一點交涉勸說,怕什麼呢,為了這個人真的做什麼都可以!14Please respect copyright.PENANA09XhwGPVBg
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因為他是特別的,是自己的唯一。14Please respect copyright.PENANA28pIwRDldu
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這個只有一篇番外——《秘密信箋》,會儘早開始寫的。14Please respect copyright.PENANA15dzCO2qr1
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