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『世界上最遙遠的距離』76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4ER0X2b0S
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20I7wjKb7N
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E5WsrV2zU
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMFIWusIqM
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我怎麼能悔恨。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qVapRZZoG
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1NJBn15QE
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmb7aEfu1h
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錯過與放棄。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV3HThwCv7
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6bdY5VCNq
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『If……』76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsH1fn9v2a
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvKDoxB4YQ
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPU6jbAdIc9
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGAWKJNMNH
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmuObDgJ3K
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡve6yrVbbSy
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoCGWF9jL0
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『給十年後未來的你』76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7HAYQGI8q
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVrgpAbHq0
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAjX8kS1cG
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UIXTPw7y8
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonqhAoFhzw
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrOGPxHxI2
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uMTyEBdrO
至今回想卻支離破碎。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0flzJxZ9ec
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89o3N7mobK
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmc0s0ytsK
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8f8UgVfNg
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早就該死亡了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyxUn0UbuC
早就該離開了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrlL8YLuyW
早就……76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDd95eXm75
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu14jqSsmIZ
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdIJbntm18
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUXkrTN8IJ
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Jyt6JtDq7
為什麼不能忍耐呢……76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsOpkDvjF9
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdoluDSb0f
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『不要哭。』76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08Q7piRbPT
最後，兄長只是這麼說。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbFLsIpCl6
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnXbtPwkDu
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O10cdgrrH
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiSzlpuC57
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到底過了多久呢？76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFwt8wxEGw
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XTi4TjJx6
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhA26NviaOv
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpAsOpdhs0
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2a5Dvh33b
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他拼命的挖土。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqz9qvuG19
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEOYQxOC8l
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HNM6I7j1f
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpPuZgAJLP
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那是一面白紙。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlySv6wH9d
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYPnqfgOU1
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DEM0duTZb
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpFVsXOA2c
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvKGUaF0NF
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwU5ljTOoEE
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看新聞有感。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9rz322X6J
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kpHN3jvGC
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T78mJcpih
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTs77546l9
乾澀的，卻熱和著。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhNfHiNj7u
『你聽』76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H1huvf1DG
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd62oPC52v
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tYi0DX1q7
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0mrSsbX3Z
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『踏雪無聲』76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTYLmtwnXq
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乍然寂靜無聲。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOW9OTHpUuL
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnKYG5z8dd
他張大眼，張口不能言。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MUF5SI8OS
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iyXzUkZ2f
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht8fn8HMmt
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4A7DpZ4l1
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkof3VQh8qJ
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『請幸福的……』76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpcgK2EEHi
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4CW5TaB5b
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrMZYynpSE
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh63U6bk5s
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtx5GviHDP
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8qgHpYMul
我無法相信話語的真實。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoYPi3C6Hg
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我知道，你愛我。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPlvOYXwBr
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWrUGvVpMD
我當然也從你口裡聽到。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztWkYGGJhB
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SShPM354U
你總是會說：「我愛你。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XbdIPEDLv
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是的。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAIvqGmkmK
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhYSP4T9kb
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTWZThAOti
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0H7WDMFAPR
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOR7f5Yzfq
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『後日談』76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacSOpL4bLP
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2vNtO2qnD
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVgO7AlnOb
然後他又重複了一次。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeesNR3cIbv
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDGgqC96Zw
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QLLklN2DX
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2VwZFx0xo
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyJYpk7QXJ
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「十年」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxe9W2ocC1
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHIpTsgIBq
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRjkMWBkka
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNs4QGuPbOa
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjTajmQIrI
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因為太感同身受了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPIlAxCKdt
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexoCDO9zWf
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciHXXODFYh
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjeEbyqKvu
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPVzSftyjh
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqoEnF4qG1
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNoDAfRIXE
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzYbF36tc0
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSd5TTUhgP
他始終是，一個人。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBWbcLWzjr
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfdGQJ0soS
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXFKJ1vP34
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他決定要去旅行。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9pKqtfmll
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX14TcFrd4P
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路德也許會生氣吧。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPAGPKovcv
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAazKExquCW
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNI85LomHh
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLMXwjYzlT
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaco0x00L43
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkUrBRTHTN
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpkmNlylXF
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXt93B59nd
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlFbnI2Thy
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Tgtgj0os1
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnExDA0keM4
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8PKdROHhB
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1iZaMshkH
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWeDJmnHam
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPyFzYzt0N
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCFizH7qAU
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他收起相片，忖思。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoUWDO3zYy
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrEv5IdKNq
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6b0rjMSXRs
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpcI9weaSO
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