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『世界上最遙遠的距離』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaFailLHZ1
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvPp6hz6HI
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAemxsDRTpy
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxnW46qv44
拒絕了你對我的情感。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUCp6i4Huh
忽視了你眼底的情慾。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55t8a984v8
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因此。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmTMhKVTR2
我怎麼能哭泣。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02AHVIBVEv
我怎麼能悔恨。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCc2HdgJrX
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0dS8uV5JQ
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL5ThoBVkZ
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5b9MtEE5QC
「這樣的我令人厭惡。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZB2dCIzHM
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錯過與放棄。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVOxOmBPoJ
於是悔恨交織。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLUGhPzAWZ
如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsTnJkDq5A
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KzqaJIiAL
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『If……』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WTvlWyNzr
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCJgo7iWGe
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwxcxXwBPs
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLVzzogKmK
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheve8M3zJE
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9myXkHSSr
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6GRdzf4ZV
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『給十年後未來的你』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvXzQoC861
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls99ZbD5Yx
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9NHJvGeeS
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2hYEm1ZPM
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmWbDcUOZC
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPauuoa8IRJ
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeF2gjh6GiT
至今回想卻支離破碎。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4GvEeu0iy
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbEjxfsNNr
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQHhXsh4Io
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDtgArDmxY
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早就該死亡了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcGo3agHqr
早就該離開了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4DxuxQInq
早就……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqB9ER0krp
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBkasmKCNt
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVonYWcDs71
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0Hq1NuJl6
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06uOdQYsSE
為什麼不能忍耐呢……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O9J3h0Yfu
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yd2GsgCKI
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『不要哭。』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqryA4hl0L
最後，兄長只是這麼說。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsfsKHUT60
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZxvYwI26a
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkxhIrVuXC
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKG15oOVxMW
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到底過了多久呢？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1G1VjXrzLA
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmRrVDKHan
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6Q1AyfmVO
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsFd9N0iBr
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul4omiFFeX
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他拼命的挖土。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vuDBueKUb
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0vuuS8L6l
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSX5Ylws7x
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWdwRm0diE
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那是一面白紙。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyzNxGlcvh
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EMwGfhbQn
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxf8XZ49rh0
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBAcc0lkjL
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SQRnZhlFq
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamTEVkhGCG
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看新聞有感。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfT0OR8txR
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqltdg1sFCU
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「關於雪的聯想」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrO2zHvr5Y
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqltbDZ8T9
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbHEBeK1ef
乾澀的，卻熱和著。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BvUFtRoox
『你聽』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3oej6xKmM
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCCTxqV1dk
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQgfgRJtdc
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoGpeCKsHC
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『踏雪無聲』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKrh19GCpu
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乍然寂靜無聲。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cevdfH8Rp
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51IYtbvo87
他張大眼，張口不能言。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86iGwsEyjt
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BSPhzNaD3
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「遙遠的童話故事」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisZ4DpCXLL
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMVO9TQ91j
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlpqp44KLb
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokeropfq4T
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『請幸福的……』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSybJCbE8It
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofHXhVVB3m
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xy2jd6zvl
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxT4grkICF0
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hAiyZ0Bfr
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UWVaeCOLh
我無法相信話語的真實。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6J1pgNLxh
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我知道，你愛我。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1you8zd7ek
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V6JEtfgIS
我當然也從你口裡聽到。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwW7LsoaJb
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRzUFQm1xu
你總是會說：「我愛你。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJR1eqtHXL
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是的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSDnajHJYd
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8TvlkHbfG
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0qa2onbc1
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqP3ccekf2T
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtznxxphgi
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『後日談』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQPwgbuHES
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWE9MjArxp
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx06M4iOsU6
然後他又重複了一次。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAHke6JmT5
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfIzF6TrNG
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCC4gG61HI9
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYAQeesf4f
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43jotza8uh
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「十年」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fOeZMzU4f
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0GZBYfKtl
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl89Ye64jBD
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3dmjWfXt3
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dBfOUtwps
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因為太感同身受了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q01VcHD7g
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDJUhu1lN7
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIG0hq2uO7
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MiSuF7wKV
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0W1RnSVLH
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BySzmfuIm
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBhwpXvhGJ
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mYuCAVawr
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl9sGfHl5o
他始終是，一個人。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8rXO0RJzx
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hPTdlx1ne
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagKK9ObIMr
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他決定要去旅行。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VXQu3IqKE
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4Mu3UA0KF
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路德也許會生氣吧。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEt8siDhDf
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3yt7FTSaS
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMs7HZqFuDN
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56qgbJodpI
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJOOWtU6VP
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rESvdIA4c
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHnluOWLQg
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCm9qp0dc5
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uCdOJvGFd
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShnE7nY0Yk
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWuVgDI0i8
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqlql5LVa9
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwPV83Pw7t
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUwtB1VwSG
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViXnNwC1WZ
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwWbBOnilI
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他收起相片，忖思。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6IOlHtGqJ
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdC43PvZzoI
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oo0M9qRx0
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjU15hJCa5
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