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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwePQ5qvOL
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDFMScCE0j
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeB7R1t03Ct
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8X8BwRnDY
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錯過與放棄。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRH1yPdxI8
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz8KHCKZhb
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcg4zr8zsi
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『If……』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmD7bfO3JR
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaLJEEitUf
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fs5OCfvwT
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJL1X8lL5q
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblr9UE2kwP
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcZobItc6n
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfGdDnukgx
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『給十年後未來的你』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZvswYtRHq
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQkWaxK240
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QBEI40V2w
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhThcr2sdk
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqWp2AbK1J
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AZZhcQdFL
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh5Oru4FFH
至今回想卻支離破碎。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tKpsxudle
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpFcFihfib
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc27sqgXNFQ
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLWpLB6MoC
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早就該死亡了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjlAxpP7zt
早就該離開了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB3VP0nT91
早就……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIUeLD1dRD
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqxAmRTqE0
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrHKkBnU5U
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Q6iUhrZj9
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtv3KPq1Cm1
為什麼不能忍耐呢……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWBpyGXF26
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ76ctC1ZY6
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『不要哭。』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFdoitK2zJ
最後，兄長只是這麼說。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs284uLuNBE
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj665Z1Q87
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08Pvf0DC32
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJR8QMnGOic
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到底過了多久呢？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7TQlBhiVL
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJaEdOWJcR
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Kuhj75rpi
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujbunTnuo3
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8mp7WQef8
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他拼命的挖土。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Mqe7mqG3m
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Eooyih7Fn
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVgivDooEq
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCPfVQValH
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEheyT2Ezzf
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs5PSO4Znw
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcY2r2qc3W
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvMffg4Iw1
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRxmvtnUra
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看新聞有感。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoyAhUEUpE
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLyj7ma3C8
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「關於雪的聯想」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsbRG3bYJx
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcO44UPUIjU
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpl0L2jsGT
乾澀的，卻熱和著。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXOxbLHHwS
『你聽』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdB52SOy9Gq
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpi5Go3y95W
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWQKdiMk2V
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxcplcbhd5
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『踏雪無聲』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuB2Gc7SZ9P
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乍然寂靜無聲。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLEjetpQbf
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHg9X0nqoC
他張大眼，張口不能言。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErzYEbAL6H
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKan0QriuDm
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「遙遠的童話故事」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZAL2wnp3G
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUw5YYdb3M
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKdAWrCRxc
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXfgAUbrtH
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『請幸福的……』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9Zx1BVMyH
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhLuICys4l
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWInZYyKZy
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVloPGAKwPi
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2nf5UXIuD
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQBtmuCkWt
我無法相信話語的真實。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5JQC7Uilp
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我知道，你愛我。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGKQd09Xrs
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3ou9zUI9P
我當然也從你口裡聽到。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIvs0OioPT
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3glncTpMNV
你總是會說：「我愛你。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1xVBJLfBe
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是的。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RjE4PgKFc
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TIyYysZNX
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgczl4Pcyqn
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3VQmpRk9W
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf5vYA3QrF
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『後日談』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWiKPVB6w0
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwOyl9LEf7
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfaNswcYtb
然後他又重複了一次。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZZGHauMYu
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKIm5OKb70
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8Q0CqAiWd
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9Rl7IpGC7
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAgNBhvwFI
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「十年」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOjZyqNkXU
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iqgX5COPR
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHXyeSLv9F
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY1FHejyAG
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlSao2iO1w
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因為太感同身受了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaGsQW2Vk1
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlc6qhHWXvf
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyCJS1PGX3
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsG7YTql3H
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYQhTEnadh
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV5umKRdW8
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfNK6ciJ3p
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaU6w5wWAZ
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkSnko2wTd
他始終是，一個人。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxvIOGG4zS
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsa6ujeiWxx
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNJsQmNhhm
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他決定要去旅行。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUel8T5MBQU
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsaNWuPNwo
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路德也許會生氣吧。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVXTLJo8GI
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUA9rdFcp2
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLICKm2ETC
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktZGThvxmQ
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGgKfKCdGX
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSjsT3aWNM
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7apYR8bsT
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqI78O9xuX
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNOmEnKFqr
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuteWtisgs
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHE2gkeowa3
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xpuzfl8lS
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKujBsehw6
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ028EIVez6R
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGOcE1VNb2
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPpFgz7wRU
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他收起相片，忖思。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtk0TL9rLOg
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuaBjrMcIf
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZSXdqowsA
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcREdWhYAg
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