I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.549Please respect copyright.PENANAw0I8LJ02Fp
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.549Please respect copyright.PENANACJMa703LOm
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.549Please respect copyright.PENANAgZa4V0UPYm
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.549Please respect copyright.PENANA4JdwkhWQhX
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.549Please respect copyright.PENANAbUO73Qz1Uv
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.549Please respect copyright.PENANAw6FKwZvxOD
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.549Please respect copyright.PENANAFWIzw8Ryjk
Fucken asshole.549Please respect copyright.PENANAMbgIFdgl4M
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.549Please respect copyright.PENANAFG2kwstdGI
"At 11."549Please respect copyright.PENANAmZfeXsqp42
Dammit still have half a day to go.549Please respect copyright.PENANAd7U81QARch
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?549Please respect copyright.PENANAuVR7NlRTSh
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.549Please respect copyright.PENANATqjJaGOOEf
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.549Please respect copyright.PENANAEiJYRGDwJF
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.549Please respect copyright.PENANARZvuRssXkc
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.549Please respect copyright.PENANAALiQGEQfwU
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.549Please respect copyright.PENANAJdPobGcGhe
I wounder what they are doing right now?549Please respect copyright.PENANAuBFp3GDGLL
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.549Please respect copyright.PENANAQRJfP2voax
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.549Please respect copyright.PENANAVlcfL6gbxt
Brett..549Please respect copyright.PENANAznyAZbPPDE
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.549Please respect copyright.PENANAghZRBf6xYN
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.549Please respect copyright.PENANAWhjknv89JI
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.549Please respect copyright.PENANAdgxwZfp7b0
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.549Please respect copyright.PENANABWRYFv5lQt
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.549Please respect copyright.PENANAFzkBkJ3ujW
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.549Please respect copyright.PENANA9dWFHsbCoX
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.549Please respect copyright.PENANAIr2hfpqrGP
"I have been looking for you."549Please respect copyright.PENANA4vA6Z0eBEA
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.549Please respect copyright.PENANAj7YQv00WTS
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.549Please respect copyright.PENANAqw69w520in
"What? "549Please respect copyright.PENANASeuA1nFSbe
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.549Please respect copyright.PENANAkiyJm5rub9
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.549Please respect copyright.PENANAyYVNvaPIs1
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.549Please respect copyright.PENANAH82zx467JL
Gross, Chicky sentence.549Please respect copyright.PENANALWsENcOpOb
Raven you have lost your touch.549Please respect copyright.PENANAa4QFqZVbNJ
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.549Please respect copyright.PENANAvvswWHHabR
I shook my head.549Please respect copyright.PENANARdDS7ekoaL
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."549Please respect copyright.PENANAIp4CqOojaR
His eyes shined.549Please respect copyright.PENANADLbETFL5uY
"I'll wait for you. "549Please respect copyright.PENANA0RFziZrNfK
"Don't, Don is here. "549Please respect copyright.PENANA1mWw4og8Wh
His eyes widened.549Please respect copyright.PENANAe6vjB1BHtw
" How do you -"549Please respect copyright.PENANAn7gcbnPcwD
" Josh told me. " I cut in.549Please respect copyright.PENANA3oebEPWEkL
He closed his eyes and sighed.549Please respect copyright.PENANAEwupoaLg71
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"549Please respect copyright.PENANAICkVAohB8z
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.549Please respect copyright.PENANAx3DG2bhmRl
"Brett, its okay. "549Please respect copyright.PENANATkumVw34WC
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.549Please respect copyright.PENANAaUXl4B0A25
Then I heard a door open.549Please respect copyright.PENANAX0kPg7jzOr
Fuck.549Please respect copyright.PENANA0ABFCtWEA1
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.549Please respect copyright.PENANAUDhDtH8ZpI
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.549Please respect copyright.PENANAJXCHSh4uKL
I nodded and she went back inside.549Please respect copyright.PENANAgePNOkJMZW
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.549Please respect copyright.PENANAnbNFGBoIdO
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.549Please respect copyright.PENANAFRrV4nGZlX
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.549Please respect copyright.PENANAEpmVrUws0A
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.549Please respect copyright.PENANAohTAWiirlE
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "549Please respect copyright.PENANAEEr1tcBzqC
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.549Please respect copyright.PENANAPzgpRfo14G
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.549Please respect copyright.PENANAzAE9QMLEBh
"I promise."549Please respect copyright.PENANAFDKGWTRpEA
He smiled and kissed my forehead.549Please respect copyright.PENANAlwc3s57S1f
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.549Please respect copyright.PENANA7svUomR2Ht
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.549Please respect copyright.PENANABT0OLwhwD6
I took a deep breath and composed myself.549Please respect copyright.PENANAGkILRdoBg5
Raven is gone, Candy is here.549Please respect copyright.PENANAqWhzG8idKe
Candy.549Please respect copyright.PENANAxSjVemPMIS
Candy.549Please respect copyright.PENANAXchwKPqgwx
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.549Please respect copyright.PENANA3Pti4HLYP8
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.