「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtkDcPIvSb
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「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRpEtF8pMw
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxp0FZDciAO
「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6ml6IyLfA
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWF4axukAw
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Nq0xEL6kX
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恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrydnSK4th
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子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0wnSdFYW3
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uIbCPPJZi
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDHfskmvuM
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppRw72iDVG
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZOLAV1OlA
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUzp5cJt9j
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbKO1dNtwl
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPJUGc1ebu
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XBxZiOzDZ
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifeg1YzwyY
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7jo89d9lx
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6vNKlMQr2
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiS27HA0o2
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當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy95F06sll6
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全部都係女人。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkBx5wIarI
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女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXi8wBNjOS
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本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ455Uv3TZM
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pV61pXupx
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqg4XmqRFEM
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSaX8BSWIJ
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDDC28aeQ3
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mr7q4syRp
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTDldWQefl
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1ijmajWDt
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUvpxl1lM9
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNoz2QHlNL
子瑜困惑。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelus6xWiao
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gclYxHxzM
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0xWjpD9OJ
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi54ow3XHJ
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6hOwcI6SB
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtcTJ6DZa7
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAhzV36N4z
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEPoi3jtov
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzuHtkAoiH
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQn1aYh8Nr
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuErcoVPbDf
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQjugE3FEu
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcZsCK7Ugq
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkER4YWAx2
原來友情可以咁脆弱。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAd52LjpjZ
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjBWsKhoYT
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOeh5pamwF
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDP26FwYyh
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqZktfH0nD
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjYf0c80IJ
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoM1J1B9A9
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRscPrszVTn
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjhDZcUD2C
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3z2rxivkd
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aG2nuQEcJ
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDJ1s6MT4Q
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2owwz9EXNH
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2kqhsvVPy
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vrn2436Vw
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbXMK2JcLQ
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZM84VGKfeB
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoWC46zJdm
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBonX2kkYo
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzIhSdTXga
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI12dbe5ef
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMElHmfmE80
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Yn2mor0Su
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdK8HmGIrU8
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkLCsUGHvu
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM64CT8DP7f
點解你會係到？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wmUG0JwNe
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你憑乜係到？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiULuQlNbq
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無人鐘意你呀？416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvNclwvchU
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面皮咁厚都有。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvCYjJTsSu
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幻聽。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWurpPD8Uej
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無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpc2QhMKZCh
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6BfcIh9gt
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfok4fny45x
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcUn6hHzSn
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsVQKgWo66
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之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ9vnT5QD8
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyl12VJdpKt
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyqqZAR3Uo
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaQXhxKlVC
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SzoVBcwef
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfKagIcX8R
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uDNDOK5eE
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXJqAnaPDV
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpCGLgMHEE
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNXJlQxx2Y
一切都係自己一個。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjLpBDcpje
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamoTm2QVWn
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATgPRxDwhC
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcUGeXVVKy
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTXraUwYNi
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rw6IaZwL5
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvPX3jjBMH
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUaNIfFgdJ
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMvVzW3VUd
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlE2d23P2Q7
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM01jWGWPFh
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdF0onowH1q
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsY2ozRr2n
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUrExDly10
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeiTazAbDv
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5s95j3xVtH
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg6IxSCPil
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNzApNOToJ
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6yzGydtcY
416Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6qnDOO0jx
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
