「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGZtVcpXaq
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5w8dM7z1fX
「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WYdIs4ZP6
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YwiuJTMnH
「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYESbTpecuy
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyun7RFG15H
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZttQdlvhS
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoEQnMpPuj
恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ4WyAEs2R
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGEzPOktol
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKrsoWRQO2
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIxiGuwWz8
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVpWUJWyxB
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2msfFgjzR
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3BDcQUm83
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIUgjkkGTK
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQiuWs7OtX
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd318PIJ4GC
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8n0IbKQFqv
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡts498b7eHe
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVaw5tVDDa
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaamMBMLx7h
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAgkmnwn8K
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuTfVNg6xd
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVXylEQeUY
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgM2AS6faO
全部都係女人。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmfAlrvquZ
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKk0lXRadT
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iopWFOWAn
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURkzyx0iuM
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsvbmaB1RD
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTFESxlB7B
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcE4BnLGEf
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJbHvvU0bH
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx7lfYNWZu
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTMxjeCLxg
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwnyqvAebl
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgAJZwzqzC
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyJdl1imad
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1cTrz6CBJ
子瑜困惑。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV2fou6zOH
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZol29Rkk7H
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XLPlFZVQT
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMcrRDiduO
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvDtfo1tFG
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBWEcTNX8c
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPEcZQSlFV
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDGSWEg6E9
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOrYy35hwS
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrAeFel9Uy
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0Wp9HWe5T
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrQadJ448N
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb56JJQPAKt
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecMi1UvunG
原來友情可以咁脆弱。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMPH6wT5Jm
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCXAAovvao
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYqEtZPRAI
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVHF7Mp4iG
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0QroZofXP
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv2YRuOTTf
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpFbOWNN92
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKYWHohwY8
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwGWlY80uh
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIvWw7DNv4
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3p3TxoeQC2
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVDRhOBKIS
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsHr52w9CC
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pzuyT6zzQ
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomzmw1fA1B
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKqIUsQZ7i
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkB5KzM6lLv
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCgelYM01Q
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWoznFirp6
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXZew8eIxk
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6KR5HTQTy
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9a9MfteAE
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1FLSAp07f
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4DKXqJZvg
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aVhw4RBJ8
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjPDMutus7
點解你會係到？376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWobWwBbHp
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsOxqeJc9e
你憑乜係到？376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWI5AkbnJp
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGL0eshhOH
無人鐘意你呀？376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELm8RgZyTM
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHxFCmWNU0
面皮咁厚都有。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEse1iLSqEt
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJspFDezKip
幻聽。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3p8PIV2EOM
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QWtdOjPls
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTWl06rBda
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1GYYTkdsS
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M1JICbXzW
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo48hPcgGnp
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCYCe6PX8A
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYEagpx4Et
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aYZe0pDYx
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMID4O3BMO
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn6lULgH18
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFBsX2XOga
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zy06i9GwK
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yvKGpyLA8
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeC9UkKf9el
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dQVy9VcZz
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhB02pTQmL
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDS8Q6Ee9y
一切都係自己一個。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CNe4UbSea
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vJJhl07NF
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSYYFb0MfF
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgP4ECBfji
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0EU0SABNA
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOT7wzrWeX
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmejO7fmVlP
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqBXbJu29D
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9Lnb4I8xn
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeQLC1RJ1I
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP95xzZyxbB
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4PZsG4J8H
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzNunApMU0
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjJmjOUESs
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlzOPXJKUg
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LI0MaE6Bu
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eVDM9XK7f
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnChZZjyh5
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxKkdyOxK3
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkU8ea5N7p
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
