夜晚的雪靜靜落下,將整座城市覆上一層柔白。39Please respect copyright.PENANA7SZMzLUQrH
這是一場突如其來的雪,並不在天氣預報裡。地上的積雪尚淺,卻已足夠讓街燈的光折射出淡淡的銀輝。39Please respect copyright.PENANAEZ5i54oyKI
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微瀾踩在雪地上,靜靜地走著,腳步放得很慢。39Please respect copyright.PENANA5tl7MzRngj
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她回來,已經快兩年了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAIUxDjwI5HS
這段時間,她適應了新的研究環境,也重新融入這座城市的節奏。39Please respect copyright.PENANA63UbejFny0
而她再次見到許墨,則是半年前的事。39Please respect copyright.PENANA6OAJle4SpI
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這半年多來,他們並非完全沒有聯繫,偶爾會因為工作碰面,或者在學術會議上短暫交談。39Please respect copyright.PENANA3xd5puYZti
但他從未強求,也從未催促。39Please respect copyright.PENANATUPbRqmId5
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就像現在,這是許墨第一次正式約她吃飯。39Please respect copyright.PENANA8SE4wBppbx
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沒有刻意選擇什麼特別的地方,也沒有安排複雜的行程。39Please respect copyright.PENANAaF76j2tQAV
他只是簡單地說:「一起吃晚餐吧。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAq39RlHLEsg
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就像過去無數個夜晚,他們結束一天的工作後,隨意挑間店坐下,像普通的戀人一樣,度過一個再平常不過的夜晚。39Please respect copyright.PENANAKvBvquRfMI
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但他們都知道,這次不同。39Please respect copyright.PENANAt3OsimEgx5
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晚餐後,許墨沒有急著送她回去,而是提議散步。39Please respect copyright.PENANASSLkddcmvE
微瀾沒有拒絕,就這樣跟著他,走過熟悉的街道,走進這場未曾預料的雪夜。39Please respect copyright.PENANAjVUkmGcChQ
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「有點冷。」微瀾輕輕呼出一口氣,看著白霧在空氣裡散開。39Please respect copyright.PENANAgiTw0kaj7J
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許墨微微側過身,視線落在她微微蜷縮的指尖。39Please respect copyright.PENANAModwh9Y7Em
他沒有說話,只是順勢將自己的圍巾解下,輕輕地替她圍上。39Please respect copyright.PENANA3MPDJ1nV0S
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「……你不冷?」微瀾偏頭看向他。39Please respect copyright.PENANA9t1FoAOzKO
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「還好。」他的語氣平靜,語速一如往常,卻帶著一絲淡淡的柔和。39Please respect copyright.PENANAbecMXvIbRH
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微瀾沒有再說什麼,輕輕地拉了拉圍巾的邊角,感受著上面殘留的些許體溫。39Please respect copyright.PENANAqlgWZMt8lP
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這是一種陌生的親密感,像是過去,卻又比過去更接近,近到讓人無法忽視。39Please respect copyright.PENANACKERDOddVx
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許墨側過頭,看著她低垂的側臉,輕聲道:「這是妳回來後,第一次和我這樣散步。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAElJqJM6ZWg
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微瀾頓了一下,沒有否認。39Please respect copyright.PENANArU2nc5QdXW
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畢竟重逢後,他們一直維持著微妙的距離,既不疏遠,卻也不曾像現在這樣走在一起。39Please respect copyright.PENANAZr7NWeVCFm
許墨沒有催促她,也沒有刻意去製造「再一次」的開始。39Please respect copyright.PENANAcYP3Q7GxFh
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他就只是……陪著她。39Please respect copyright.PENANA0A1uBlZ7I5
讓她慢慢地去適應,慢慢地去思考,甚至——慢慢地去決定。39Please respect copyright.PENANA6EbZehSkTN
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這樣的許墨,是過去從未有過的。39Please respect copyright.PENANAku1GsgUVCS
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「那天在機場,」他忽然低聲道,「我其實一直在等。」39Please respect copyright.PENANA5d7sF20gc1
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「等什麼?」微瀾輕輕側過頭。39Please respect copyright.PENANAJvUcW8dLH4
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「等妳帶著行李來找我。」他的語氣淡淡的,像是在陳述一件已成過去的事,「但妳沒帶。」39Please respect copyright.PENANACyEWLQAWIE
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微瀾微微睜大眼,指尖無意識地收緊了一瞬。39Please respect copyright.PENANASgwYX4xKQP
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「其實那天,當我看到妳空著手走來時,」許墨頓了一下,嘴角泛起一絲極淺的苦澀笑意,「我有一瞬間……想問妳是不是來告別的。」39Please respect copyright.PENANADQxAEMxczt
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「……」微瀾低下頭,心裡莫名泛起一絲悶痛。39Please respect copyright.PENANAwA2ff6g31t
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她當時確實沒有想太多,甚至沒有意識到,自己空著手走進機場,對許墨來說意味著什麼。39Please respect copyright.PENANAoDKdmcmAcy
因為她當時的確還沒有決定——39Please respect copyright.PENANArzGAwzdQUI
她還不確定,她是否準備好,再次選擇他。39Please respect copyright.PENANAKqTXd7ghj8
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「但後來呢?」她低聲問,「你還是沒有問。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAY5W1g3Ygun
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「因為妳來了。」許墨語氣輕柔,眼底浮現一抹淡淡的溫暖,「所以,不管是什麼答案,我都願意等。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAPQFaRdghqL
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微瀾的指尖微微顫了一下。39Please respect copyright.PENANAyZXHdhiFZ0
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這次的許墨,真的不同了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAMuTGYihCno
過去的他,習慣掌控所有變數,習慣在所有選擇裡找到「最優解」,但現在的他,卻能夠接受「未知」,甚至願意把選擇權完全交到她手上。39Please respect copyright.PENANAvTnVrHCZa8
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她忽然覺得,心底某個角落被輕輕觸動了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAhVKTKpYczw
——這樣的他,是她曾經不敢奢求的。39Please respect copyright.PENANAWISmJg05jK
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她深吸了一口氣,停下腳步。39Please respect copyright.PENANA4PkXZaEXxy
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「許墨。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAzf6VWiuY4X
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他也隨之停下,看著她微微抬起頭,對上他的視線。39Please respect copyright.PENANAK7RHBpPMpE
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「如果……」她的聲音輕得像是怕驚擾了什麼,「如果我說,我選擇你——」39Please respect copyright.PENANAezwP4DNADP
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她的話還沒說完,許墨的瞳孔微微一縮,下一秒,他已經猛然站起,將她緊緊擁入懷裡。39Please respect copyright.PENANAYyNqQuGRGn
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許墨的手指緊扣著她的背,指節微微泛白,像是要將她刻進生命裡。39Please respect copyright.PENANAVkq2hMoUxw
他的呼吸微微顫抖,像是在壓抑某種深埋已久的情緒。39Please respect copyright.PENANACATPP7KGvq
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那個力道,幾乎能將她完全鎖進他的世界裡。39Please respect copyright.PENANAuXb5GnNrAS
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微瀾怔了一瞬,還沒來得及反應,便感覺到他的手緊緊地摟住了她,像是要確認她真真切切地站在這裡,而不是他一場過於美好的夢。39Please respect copyright.PENANAgbcR4Pum8B
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「微瀾……」他的聲音低啞,帶著極力壓抑的顫抖,「我等這句話,等了太久。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAiuripXdFIV
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她沒有問他「還願不願意」。39Please respect copyright.PENANAmr6BTU2GEy
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因為她知道,這個問題根本不需要問。39Please respect copyright.PENANAh9X8kbw3pJ
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他沒有變過,從頭到尾,唯一在變的,只有她的選擇。39Please respect copyright.PENANAcxqUkQOhKT
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但這一次,是她真正選擇他。39Please respect copyright.PENANAgQZRVgn6wN
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微瀾感受到他懷抱的顫抖,終於,緩緩地,抬手回抱住他。39Please respect copyright.PENANAW8DlNGmUTH
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夜裡的雪仍在靜靜地落下,覆蓋住他們的腳印,像是將過去所有的遺憾,埋進這片純白之中。39Please respect copyright.PENANAWfKIG51smt