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一次意外，我失明了。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBv5Xlh4cQ
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LPuzcPoFP
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「是誰？」我問。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsLh5zVG7o
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無人回答。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeU4G8RAo5D
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GXEZoP2Qj
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpVn2E79nK
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1b2CLKn60G
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCa8gIzNuS
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插——283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNk57pZTbu
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWrkWsozfR
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSiIfuM58H
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他沒能回答我。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1wUhGYZBL
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVhkPIBkbB
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAIb3gKWp6
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「是誰？」我問。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0o3W5pd8M
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無人回答。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxK3w5K9Go
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcpvJPdAsN
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7mFIFaqnj
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「是誰？」我問。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjAc3brmeU
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無人回答。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMD9unYF4S
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDTNqifjUJ
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMiXVwGXQv
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Dg8ZfLVgs
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNATCEerxm
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdX8EUO9LGO
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鬼？283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCv9uChBpT
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寒意蝕骨。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTblfpA49QE
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevzI3jw2J2
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我瀕臨崩潰。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzqYswWNcG
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacJLrgK8pa
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAqiffuj68
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一言驚醒夢中人。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAIk1dZAqX
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2rdkWc6bb
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決不坐以待斃。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpuJmiDSD2
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我要主動解決他們。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2JD6K2jIi
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgZ08HwYBH
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死不暝目。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHpbF7WAfz
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47uH9HBnX2
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimWn6DtdSC
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxXyxBVfkw
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cJC8BId6E
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08af0YSMol
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTPDqbsAuf
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvLbhDCBnR
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMgsZJriGC
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq5sp4wnI5
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死寂。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmIS8iRZlp
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又是那一道目光。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcOgZp4flI
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哪來？283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTParDd7m6v
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不在別處——在我心中。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTu3lTVNQq3
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUNLn11x1F
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zEdgPqxTb
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvabo7YaK9
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開膛，欲取心。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRe1FeEpMQ
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發現沒有心。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPk2VmA1YV
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只有一片虛空的黑。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Krn13cXwf
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如深淵。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTPsYxoiEI
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無盡。283Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0VqjRWCRE
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