回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5Shuc5hqO
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsYRRJjE6V
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiFrOmyHd3
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77CVZCcMtj
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzyjXwc4QD
我的眼淚不斷湧出來668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzFjYFcF3X
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxX62HdA7W
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbg4DrhNP1x
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Kl5Gui5Rr
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9vdVoNwrY
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmjw7SGNJ8
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccQws40MiZ
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9dHkxNxoa
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV02OljOei
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RgQUmKrCE
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1lr9We5SE
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOgPC7tWIW
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5zLQ2E4qo
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv7NUi1MuL
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKo9DkhURY
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeM810cj39w
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVIlptZ3mB
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvL9xB48mOc
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJLLNmgDgG
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可惡！連手機也沒電！668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgZXI8PdU8
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrtWU65KuN
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3s69fPWcT
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwTXYFZOHP
我仍然有呀怡．．668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyLpGPg1G5
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電話沒電。668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6O0SvlZpC
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXk4Afsst2K
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStqfMbti5R
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第６次撥號，終於通了668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkFVXVxdOR
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wuHBSXLxw
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHdhcSKAB0
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoQlMNKqFQ
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWUS9orfdl
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqhCEYQ8s1
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYzzvdX7oM
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXSOBelMRy
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbyL3Eg7j6
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7it83iNVPY
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFPwJUx2O5
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVSlLLsirU
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEtAm8Gujf
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5JYcvZnS7
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8fg6vYZwo
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「你．．等陣有野做？」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxDOt113YN
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHluZtusIy8
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzEQZqkLon
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiN7Hg2Ctq8
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLQkJZyd2b
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoFJpu32f8
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM93yllwFP9
我仔細想想，還是算了668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3QgEHv2eX
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnwXgNO84e
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBWEcURW7G
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u7f6Kq1Q9
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2UtP92dzE
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHQ1Qq31wI
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBd7gxndxh
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJYylROsr9
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEZLqoA7vp
我也只好乘巴士回家668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVN4Kx8kRy
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSZkNdGcfE
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlYXfkfTZs
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回家後．．我不知如何開口668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuljNqLMibS
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76Gmzpjyn5
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDuhMcxP1u
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcl6pckh77u
家人可說是我的死穴668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFta07taAqc
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oOcJbAAiL
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02LrtUPKMy
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUJms0NqMv
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很累．．我真很累668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcef8rhGmml
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我躺在床上668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthu8pfSQPO
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJJZy7cqJX
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjUGnSVGd0
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！668Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0YaTM3oTV
