回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARKlqTMLdy
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9JTXUMX9w
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmdUenGrQA
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlVAo4217G
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcFNrlOEMB
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHVQRTn5Qn
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQOlfzlZgA
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJnpOunFIq
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKfqMNGpDv
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPifRK7dqv
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkWpJp9riJ
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1as1uqaR2a
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKJXddFI8g
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkPAzOmBhv
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhcm9ReE8A
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WOR2I8pwI
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8T5sk0FHb
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOYi7KrGzN
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5PbLKU8xK
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vd2qIZxTW
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh90NVqomPT
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdhh0bnlpe
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可惡！連手機也沒電！607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTOlqijMzF
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb34lQAjmC1
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDc8FwuugZ
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxLJ1oZCgF
我仍然有呀怡．．607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPmPXtLGqm
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電話沒電。607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI33iXzFTWH
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSYRwrpjYE
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ369UFrPPVu
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第６次撥號，終於通了607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGHee15Rgv
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCupUB0Kif
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHpYpSxIVt
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcvcZYtFqb
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhUKB3jmuu
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaimUXaGvT
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxu5bnmt59
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS5xmF9GxA
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVSdfdm3xz
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptx0Dlribp
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNbUSfvauF
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUR5FAiEYg
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MjEcExlOK
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJ4Sp7ntFE
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUEM1oONU1
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「你．．等陣有野做？」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VY0vCgswa
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZP3CkCI5Zb
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UZYUMHl46
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFbKq69Stw
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODG1gWuoig
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoq52zdH4y
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6XJdc7Uy5
我仔細想想，還是算了607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsq14EmtyR
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq97YjdVwnO
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrPFCpGRcF
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVHEbgB8N9
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwhYd8I6B6
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghO4q3G5H5
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCTgHPOK9H
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xtgqambDz
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqi2xECItR
我也只好乘巴士回家607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQG3ZxyPI4
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSP5n1cUkL
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTaeYZaXFp
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回家後．．我不知如何開口607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUFdmV0ftl
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvpVf8Hkr5
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8Qyv73e95
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hJ5J69B9J
家人可說是我的死穴607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9siMvKWksD
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tHrbZqYoW
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e3HvuoAnf
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7qu6iqsaK
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很累．．我真很累607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHojKGvINX5
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我躺在床上607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPoOJq3OLE
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyupyAyjul
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRgs0TYUdg
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！607Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoZG5MGZsj
