I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.91Please respect copyright.PENANAim8ioNjKTa
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
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Let's take a blast to the moon, baby91Please respect copyright.PENANA9eA20vzX8R
I sit around wishing you well91Please respect copyright.PENANA0XSVKltCra
How I'm craving you91Please respect copyright.PENANAHYPx8sbmJ2
Every time I'm near you91Please respect copyright.PENANAlGdQ0OZTWk
I always wanna swallow you down91Please respect copyright.PENANA6KwOOLnKrE
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,91Please respect copyright.PENANAnCcQTGX2FA
I'll need you here91Please respect copyright.PENANAshkLREYiyY
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear91Please respect copyright.PENANABnEAFfVtHq
Why is it every day91Please respect copyright.PENANAmKBzuxgAox
That I feel the pain?91Please respect copyright.PENANAPfufzL88lT
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away91Please respect copyright.PENANAEasC8VTqcY
Where were you when I was down?91Please respect copyright.PENANAYRjAsE3gUU
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure91Please respect copyright.PENANAmM7dgCUINS
And my soul mate lives in your body91Please respect copyright.PENANAxTik4g45uM
I can't get you out of my head91Please respect copyright.PENANAoycWFdAcbu
It never goes away
In my life,91Please respect copyright.PENANADrf8ieS6dQ
I'll need you here91Please respect copyright.PENANApRowkvBa4g
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear91Please respect copyright.PENANAd8sRRcduwN
In your eyes,91Please respect copyright.PENANAXiLTMaNKqx
You can bid me farewell91Please respect copyright.PENANAuy0ot7EqLz
Don't ever try to understand my situation91Please respect copyright.PENANACrWK6lK2bh
Why is it every day91Please respect copyright.PENANAHW1HhnuP24
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it91Please respect copyright.PENANAoEnalO0tBj
When I'm looking for love91Please respect copyright.PENANAopHHNJMDq2
Always seem to be regretting it91Please respect copyright.PENANAljyrMfNw7Q
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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