I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7N3AAg69sW
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
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Let's take a blast to the moon, baby362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9K5yjNFJT
I sit around wishing you well362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzPhJHEFBa
How I'm craving you362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1S065DPNt4
Every time I'm near you362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEcYvuW6On
I always wanna swallow you down362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDirUlhNCxv
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hhMxeeuP7
I'll need you here362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oOBavPuQK
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIetO4OGZ6
Why is it every day362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHaneaX9CL
That I feel the pain?362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfjAkknMk5
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcc5ZKK2if
Where were you when I was down?362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmXHe5j15H
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiP5XXP02i
And my soul mate lives in your body362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxpJKT3tPm
I can't get you out of my head362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfioPyPDRE
It never goes away
In my life,362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqkrY3hwy2
I'll need you here362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKJSKc7eoA
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMx7qTnNyz
In your eyes,362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97foj33cQn
You can bid me farewell362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0MSPJAcnc
Don't ever try to understand my situation362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYhmDThxRc
Why is it every day362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vFpmbA0sj
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfDqwpBYKr
When I'm looking for love362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFZ5wfbUcU
Always seem to be regretting it362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5l87mk1uY
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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