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「我沒事。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3ijJIXfAP
「⋯⋯我超好的。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTtFwaBQw7
約莫三坪的黑暗中，兩根細長的手指伴隨一段低沉而無力的女聲，在僅有的光源上緩慢移動著。
—說出來你可能不信
幾筆墨黑躍然而出。
—我最近做什麼都超順的欸！60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtKiwelNqd
—每天起床都很莫名很有精神60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHibOVXGor
—買東西都剛好會遇到不太需要排隊的時段60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXdro6wmAk
—喔對也不會有沒貨的問題
咑咑咑
—所以不要跟我說什麼是因為賣完了才沒人60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvrSVf1Kx7
—還有很多60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhUFfSxdkI
—像是要趕時間的時候大部分不會遇到紅燈60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytCxLHJAJX
—通勤的時候不太塞車60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHPYbnCrV0
—打字的時候不太需要選字審字60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGU23t1zBZ
—還有很多其他60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6OTdL9EnW
—反正就是
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—不只事情都確實按著計畫走60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy8okLlqNH
—還有很多意外的小確幸60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy2d8tsTga
—房東太太也很好相處60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6arIGfA13D
—你知道60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmMTPmIhOV
—這種便利的小幸運真的是60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IsryMGnlv
—可遇不可求60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJqW6FdBbE
—所以我最近心情真的60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn93vE8kD0
—超好！
咑
「哈哈⋯噗哈哈哈哈⋯⋯⋯咳咳咳⋯」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmWYpXmDMu
幾滴嫣紅的狂笑自嘴角流出，敲擊聲再次響起。
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—然後公司裡啊60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GND1evZTV
—大家人都60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9do9ko6mPS
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—看起來有點難親近的同事實際上是那種外冷內熱的類型60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuUHJmOZR2
—開始變熟了之後60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrltRR6NLPT
—發現不只很好說話
咑咑咑
—樂於助人60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XXD5Fhfuv
—對大家都很貼心
「⋯很貼心，熱心助人⋯⋯」一坨沾染著幾許赭紅的衛生紙被丟出床外。
—而且主管人也很好60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cqoIqT2kI
—架子不高，很有責任感60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8Js8lFv02
—不會一直讓人覺得很壓迫60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wH2Pis1NX
—也不會亂塞一堆無理的工作然後當甩手掌櫃60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHJgix3dk6
—而且⋯⋯
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⋯⋯陸陸續續又打了兩分鐘後，敲擊聲再次唐突地停了下來。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKUPDbzjdl
她看著螢幕，陷入沉默。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTwmPJI5FA
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褪下包裹著的厚重棉被，揮開旁邊成堆的衛生紙，她托起身子，走近梳妝台。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIYk3EhXZ9
稍顯陳舊的白花藤椅在她的拉扯下發出一聲尖銳叫喊，但她不予理會，徑直坐下。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1xoXiMg6T
「哼哼哼～」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKm3rveNfDy
一段不知名的旋律輕巧地推開發紫的薄唇，墜落在無光的空虛之中。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAT830ebyZ
她拍上化妝水，開始上妝。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3ICeos9Sh
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「哼哼哼～咳咳⋯⋯」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9mryhCqBi
一邊扯開喉嚨，盡可能模仿著她那淒美的樂聲，我看著她一步一步完成商業用妝容，開始梳理自己深褐色的長髮。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5fCBAMvfB
琥珀色的扁梳不發一語，輕柔而無聲地帶走了一絲又一絲，渲上幾點鏽斑的棕髮。剩餘的髮絲被撥到右肩上，襯出頸部那圈靛色的瘀青。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShg9whu24Y
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這不是我第一次看她上妝了。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJyRuzBQhM
但不管幾次，總覺得有哪裡不太滿意。
是配色不太好嗎？60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoiedyLSuj
眼影太深了嗎？60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQxElRiXfp
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底妝太飽和了嗎？60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN8cmiZ6QF
還是真的只是感覺問題？不過我們最近都還是跟以前一樣心情都不錯欸？60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaQ5zlgYpS
⋯⋯總之，我不太清楚。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8CAQQ0cLp
或者說，我一直都沒搞清楚。
我們對視了許久，她看起來似乎也覺得哪裡不太滿意。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dkEISPUzg
⋯⋯看來是「我們」都沒搞清楚。
「咳咳⋯換身衣服好了⋯⋯」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwDp6E54Of
幾聲嘶啞傳出，她轉過身去，扶著略微搖晃的白花藤椅，撐起身子緩步邁進。賣力地推開沿途的障礙物，小心避開路上的垃圾、藥丸、藥片，玻璃，塑膠碎片⋯⋯然後抵達衣櫃前，再使勁拉開櫃門。
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⋯⋯吱咿——
仔細淘選出幾件發皺的連身裙裝，她轉回來，比對著問我。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOLcfHyCE5
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「這件怎麼樣？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwX7iZOdaaz
我搖搖頭。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBP5h3Elhl
那是她前幾年穿去聯誼的藍白相間的高腰洋裝，現在已經不適合她了。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsgRmcOJK9
我看見她也搖了搖頭，轉過去提起另一件。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIWktVvytV
「咳咳⋯這件⋯咳⋯呢？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lYjqu8UXs
我搖搖頭。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHwb336uBi
拜託，現在是夏天欸，沒什麼特殊需求的話穿著深色長裙難免不妥吧？妳不熱，我光看著也很熱。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ77pBscI88
嘛，不過我們不怎麼出門就是了。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILEPtGXHrP
她似乎愣了一下，但隨即也搖了搖頭，又轉過去提起另一件來。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe49IS3dp6n
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就這樣一來一往，我們最終相中了一件白底黑點，V領的綁帶洋裝。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUBaDG44d1
雖說依舊是有點差強人意，但能從那堆東西裡翻出這麼一件來已經是不可多求的奇蹟了。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hHrvEnZVS
正所謂「可遇不可求」嘛。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrYY7BAMe7
「噗呵⋯」我們相視而笑。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzoWmWjHdg
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換完衣服，她再次拉開藤椅，坐了下來，邊整理梳妝台，邊哼起那段不知名的旋律。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB476Dwhfa5
我也有樣學樣，幫著整理那些瓶瓶罐罐，同時慢慢唱了起來。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7Y54Pyf3p
經過剛剛的琢磨，這次已經沒那麼痛了。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbN2ipX39pF
雖然偶爾還是會咳個幾下，但沒差，擦擦就好。
「哼哼哼～」
Alprazolam、Estazolam、Triazolam、Chlordiazepoxide、Lorazepam⋯⋯60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLHXFeBicZ
在無數不認識的單字中，我看見她特別挑了幾瓶出來，打開後如品茶般輕嗅了幾下，又蓋了回去。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm46CnTk08I
也不知道是為什麼，她從去年開始⋯也許是前年？便開始四處購買這樣的藥品。
我知道那些是什麼，而她也知道。
⋯⋯看著她一罐接著一罐，讓蓋回去的藥瓶自然落下。我突然一股怒氣湧上，憤然將梳妝台上所有瓶瓶罐罐一把推開，瞬息之間，整個空間迴響起清澈的共鳴。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzSNrrQJgw
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喔對，這是我近幾年聽過最悅耳的聲音。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92DDKtoTEj
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哐啷！60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFrPRxDt5o
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我在鐵紅色的梳妝台上揀選著，60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzt98BQpeK4
不，不是你。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr60qOr5ifk
不是你⋯60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUZuFQlkcf
不是你⋯⋯60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD5ov6SFcH
我說了不是你！！！！！！！！！！！60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SQEFCaxju
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砰！！！
我奮力將藤椅往窗邊一甩。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUVUCw0pVu
可惜不知是手勁太小還是方向不對，它只是撞上了衣櫃，落在垃圾堆間。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T5u36dXLJ
我回過頭。
喔⋯對⋯⋯60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P3K4JRiBS
你很不錯。
拿起地上的一把美工刀，我輕輕推出刀片，架在她的腕部。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgaGtQwFtx
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呼吸60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7ukQI7oGV
越來越急促60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbHnn9MUox
就是60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPz0PJo5zWV
現在！60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwiSCC3ron
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「叮鈴—叮鈴—叮鈴—」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSWvgd4Zh5
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⋯鬧鐘響了。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN83VygLEfH
她走向床頭，按下了鬧鐘。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPsTTYQRUo
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我們四目相交。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBKRfVZIYm
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「該吃藥了。」我說。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7ki5EE226
「該吃藥了。」她回答道。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFskjnPqJYW
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我撿起地上眾多藥瓶的其中之一，將瓶子倒過來，輕敲著瓶口，倒出一顆橢圓的藥丸。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGxUs8XVnE
她撿起地上眾多藥瓶的其中之一，將瓶子倒過來，輕敲著瓶口，倒出一片雪白的藥片。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBMi4IzJ4b
我們交互著彼此的工作，服下藥物。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IBI30p3PJ
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按時用藥是很重要的，我想。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgRZ2DKD7A
她應該也這麼覺得。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoeqq97bBg
⋯⋯不，她必須這麼覺得。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriClrppquf
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我走到窗邊搬回藤椅，在梳妝台前輕輕放下，坐在那裡，輕哼著不知名的旋律。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2lrhOGExq
她兩手提起嘴角，看向我。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uo4o4Yct0
再次，我們對視，然後輕笑了一聲。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgKvcdfmhV
「不用難過。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamozZYObNj
不用生氣。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Z8441iRCX
不用委屈。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5btoK5amA
不用憤慨。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSELoCiFtU
今天又是美好的一天。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9nyMH794F
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⋯⋯對吧？60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9JrvGjkOi
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