我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWoRxfBNzM
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZucSBsG67u
──直到那天遇見她。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUByhhIUJIk
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那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarAVARnfMN
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRgtowvnez
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwH0VvOvD5
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清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUinqFH6NQM
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53WNRLbrfu
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aYIeJZqT2
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyftCcT3sO
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQbiiI3T8A
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgO18137sv
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從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Cmtp3R8ei
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtN9yw0n5Pk
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6osbN5pnM
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PdXRhyl4T
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「你要不要來我家住？」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lDOH6indw
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sUigoOrQe
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神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQORKR9a0M
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFtLW9f0Av
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjedcM1s7PD
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKab1dEBAG
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qedI7j2wE
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她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6lNTmBJTV
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMncF4IxOo
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkil4fJZZC8
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBamEEjPhQR
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmx26TUMhF
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOgJj46vzI
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2m7QJC2wJh
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sU5uvbnNc
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不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmKQNMIDJm
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9OjTWy9Vb
那一夜，她並沒有回來。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsTLpfzl8L
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjMTqQq305
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCBBWSaOc1
…不太對勁。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0jjcUN93H
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1W9qj4HxVd
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbr37cV6dyJ
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEpF63Ov7R
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怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DvZ7WFFCF
她明明說過只喜歡我的！523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhxOPaTOUV
她竟然背叛我！523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHfngYTtyV
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCLhjbtbme
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──唉。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡity0xTaKY4
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就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9chkcJNimU
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZD30ctSrNk
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcgVKy3G1N
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNq41UPUDLV
可我不想就這樣放棄。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nB13zFuLm
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuHTjlr272
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KiLydrSKm
反之，我會將她奪回來。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfvSScprHF
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo48jC2ooVk
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3koMtpuJtC
我深深嘆息。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQRKiAiUFw
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已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBTgl6wYmC
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKj0xitlAx5
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfizSnsE8it
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLhvgrHVnM
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckq76PogST
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjokMv5pqU
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我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7Sy8yx00e
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmirWbHWT2q
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjIyhUcd11
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtu1xW2HC3
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U7IQ38Icm
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2TmsMPbqc
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望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnteYGlhFH
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MbqFkr0VK
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmBGWvJtd2
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離開吧。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuEJbIx66c
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謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4UL6RRxtB
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHSOVyPEoC
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl64cKQGcTE
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSMg5HSQ9A
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ19w9CPibq
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSXRXACkOL
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeqYEYv8JR
曾經…523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Bcae4SqT1
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv8kNOkty2
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喀嚓。碰。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGvxHtDcvY
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2pSYB7AwX
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTd4jBATKW
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jcMH1kk3v
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnqBAlksMH
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxylLdQEQ7g
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4QpqnRUsM
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隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW0X7ezdRF
……怎麼回事？523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlK0hB0RcJG
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE241NsVfj
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他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixta1aLg9m
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthVKtgRn0z
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgHQkHZPwL
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26iToz8pFo
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0ss3vof7e
那是大約三年前的事。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOczoRjhzFn
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pd7ynek7o
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyMx7qKFPY
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0T2DhYbIq
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5njc6eghy
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM6oZEdpVD
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzK2lz5bYa
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背後一陣劇痛。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBs5Mv3Ukp
我被刺了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1Tb5Zijai
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIomeN7VTBu
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUyen88v9p
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──是你！是你殺了我！523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NLUpme7p1
殺了我女友又殺了我！523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU7D26M4EY
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVjGmdYgUe
無法原諒…饒不了你！！523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJCURxEVPB
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耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgvYHQ1OAR
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSYq6rRUna
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0FaldjAc7
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dErTT3cPW
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1puqA9iy5
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHliosxDkL6
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWsMxznWF3
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQOBbiiz2Y
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CJjoeg13r
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAXOWbggQ6
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyptnqCUMGf
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3zvKjxLKC
……為什麼………523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAY9gFkCjj
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzB41hHP7FO
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfjHvV2Jqz
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFvJu7V6sc
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfGdbZpY7z
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEPS03KX03
……請不要怕我，好嗎？523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EH51bmpqz
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOD5S2wbcEr
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nTp1aiTTH
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『我愛妳……』523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3esG0xU8ul
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「汪嗚……」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9qAbCcqpl
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx7JCDUSVZ
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVWrpCyh8B
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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