也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。58Please respect copyright.PENANAhzPazrYzK6
58Please respect copyright.PENANAvxF4hqQ5dc
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。58Please respect copyright.PENANARhPDAo4ESx
58Please respect copyright.PENANAs6nJs62SFl
……58Please respect copyright.PENANAP4knKl2Tq6
58Please respect copyright.PENANAv2c7wIn8Qg
58Please respect copyright.PENANAfzXuGuQZDX
58Please respect copyright.PENANAHOpkCVYvmf
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──58Please respect copyright.PENANAPpGTkIjqt9
58Please respect copyright.PENANATHlZRfRBeW
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。58Please respect copyright.PENANApegjehbefh
58Please respect copyright.PENANAwhRaKABTzE
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。58Please respect copyright.PENANARbQ641sfeX
58Please respect copyright.PENANAe4JO5welF7
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。58Please respect copyright.PENANArPCjvkBXEa
58Please respect copyright.PENANArX7b4n9pjY
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。58Please respect copyright.PENANAKWD5AtVSgG
58Please respect copyright.PENANAKqA8Y2OAJz
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。58Please respect copyright.PENANAYE5C62qDuX
58Please respect copyright.PENANAomzXS1lGxp
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。58Please respect copyright.PENANAxOSuRY1pws
58Please respect copyright.PENANAJbENs6BtG5
然後一起出了幾次任務。58Please respect copyright.PENANAxSYPi1zybM
58Please respect copyright.PENANAHw1eWcmFGA
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。58Please respect copyright.PENANA1LayC9WHKr
58Please respect copyright.PENANANfzg4aO4tk
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。58Please respect copyright.PENANAntQhILrhpr
58Please respect copyright.PENANAeqt7yigS38
可是……58Please respect copyright.PENANA5WEVBY5Dro
58Please respect copyright.PENANA7svBL9WJT0
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAIIpkL8ZNj1
58Please respect copyright.PENANAxuvBUhs4OH
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。58Please respect copyright.PENANA5B0oWsiA3e
58Please respect copyright.PENANAhnGXdAbSEV
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。58Please respect copyright.PENANAXeWrmUlefV
58Please respect copyright.PENANAgjol9TqGd3
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。58Please respect copyright.PENANAWPwl1f9ZoF
58Please respect copyright.PENANAlOHrb6LSoW
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。58Please respect copyright.PENANA30aT8uumge
58Please respect copyright.PENANAWcwgbuPh2L
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。58Please respect copyright.PENANA2T8a2hFNBj
58Please respect copyright.PENANAoutU4Q3oll
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。58Please respect copyright.PENANAcJqfZSNvac
58Please respect copyright.PENANAEUfYYRwjg4
原來自己也會逃避。58Please respect copyright.PENANAlMzAeDQfVu
58Please respect copyright.PENANAnDqdXyzdBn
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?58Please respect copyright.PENANAXZclbjC0lK
58Please respect copyright.PENANAgTnK8EcxcU
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……58Please respect copyright.PENANAKwyUerbbST
58Please respect copyright.PENANAk3F4MusENl
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。58Please respect copyright.PENANA3HimvNT3Ek
58Please respect copyright.PENANAOvQqbAO1wm
……58Please respect copyright.PENANAXplKlTHbX2
58Please respect copyright.PENANAyXCydfgwnF
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……58Please respect copyright.PENANALAOlflUEBK
58Please respect copyright.PENANAMHgY7uPghh
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?58Please respect copyright.PENANAKWZKu7Wr2A
58Please respect copyright.PENANAvsHInihMXx
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?58Please respect copyright.PENANARwrURMRyAJ
58Please respect copyright.PENANAnbV8paWkQJ
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?58Please respect copyright.PENANANHuTYW4dga
58Please respect copyright.PENANAV0epFBk0o8
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。58Please respect copyright.PENANAUZRFd3X5Dl
58Please respect copyright.PENANARq1vKYHVpJ
這到底是為什麼?58Please respect copyright.PENANAI0ZMPNwzh6
58Please respect copyright.PENANA0wAtz4iEbv
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?58Please respect copyright.PENANA6wMxEPotWs
58Please respect copyright.PENANAdUJcPKKiMA
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?58Please respect copyright.PENANAdo7nWtzgOn
58Please respect copyright.PENANAv1cDvtQfi4
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?58Please respect copyright.PENANAoEnaoZmbMQ
58Please respect copyright.PENANAzeQYpLh3IS
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。58Please respect copyright.PENANAWOjuBzixW1
58Please respect copyright.PENANAjQUVeczEaq
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。58Please respect copyright.PENANAy6akEi7cPi
58Please respect copyright.PENANASNl3JjSP8p
……也該問問自己為什麼了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAsBwHnSnx99
58Please respect copyright.PENANASE22L5EwvW
可不是?58Please respect copyright.PENANAHfbRojONL0
58Please respect copyright.PENANA8oUNliaPEi
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。58Please respect copyright.PENANAyLWaaX5STh
58Please respect copyright.PENANAcR00E9fw6X
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!58Please respect copyright.PENANAuzusfXU24z
58Please respect copyright.PENANAk3LWB33Wk3
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。58Please respect copyright.PENANAt4AvSa44cX
58Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8Zv798qgB
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。58Please respect copyright.PENANAu5U1IJ4gEo
58Please respect copyright.PENANA5OIDzb30cg
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?58Please respect copyright.PENANAQYAIWSYe7F
58Please respect copyright.PENANACL0eaqI6Wj
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……58Please respect copyright.PENANArlKu7sy4ay
58Please respect copyright.PENANArzyKdgzz2a
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。58Please respect copyright.PENANAIEg4JtrYkW
58Please respect copyright.PENANAMm8GE82FCv
這就是答案。58Please respect copyright.PENANAgDxFnNwKdA
58Please respect copyright.PENANAvM9HGAZ6AT
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。58Please respect copyright.PENANAQ99xYzyHBa
58Please respect copyright.PENANAdiIvGCZacx
…………58Please respect copyright.PENANAMOnnEicV0q
58Please respect copyright.PENANAdLauXwsBQ5
……58Please respect copyright.PENANAnMvK0YVNv5
58Please respect copyright.PENANA8kGdvx7bkM
58Please respect copyright.PENANAULBzHM7YfE
58Please respect copyright.PENANAbuBeYrkbxQ
ns216.73.216.82da2 58Please respect copyright.PENANAvxF4hqQ5dc
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。58Please respect copyright.PENANARhPDAo4ESx
58Please respect copyright.PENANAs6nJs62SFl
……58Please respect copyright.PENANAP4knKl2Tq6
58Please respect copyright.PENANAv2c7wIn8Qg
58Please respect copyright.PENANAfzXuGuQZDX
58Please respect copyright.PENANAHOpkCVYvmf
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──58Please respect copyright.PENANAPpGTkIjqt9
58Please respect copyright.PENANATHlZRfRBeW
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。58Please respect copyright.PENANApegjehbefh
58Please respect copyright.PENANAwhRaKABTzE
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。58Please respect copyright.PENANARbQ641sfeX
58Please respect copyright.PENANAe4JO5welF7
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。58Please respect copyright.PENANArPCjvkBXEa
58Please respect copyright.PENANArX7b4n9pjY
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。58Please respect copyright.PENANAKWD5AtVSgG
58Please respect copyright.PENANAKqA8Y2OAJz
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。58Please respect copyright.PENANAYE5C62qDuX
58Please respect copyright.PENANAomzXS1lGxp
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。58Please respect copyright.PENANAxOSuRY1pws
58Please respect copyright.PENANAJbENs6BtG5
然後一起出了幾次任務。58Please respect copyright.PENANAxSYPi1zybM
58Please respect copyright.PENANAHw1eWcmFGA
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。58Please respect copyright.PENANA1LayC9WHKr
58Please respect copyright.PENANANfzg4aO4tk
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。58Please respect copyright.PENANAntQhILrhpr
58Please respect copyright.PENANAeqt7yigS38
可是……58Please respect copyright.PENANA5WEVBY5Dro
58Please respect copyright.PENANA7svBL9WJT0
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAIIpkL8ZNj1
58Please respect copyright.PENANAxuvBUhs4OH
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。58Please respect copyright.PENANA5B0oWsiA3e
58Please respect copyright.PENANAhnGXdAbSEV
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。58Please respect copyright.PENANAXeWrmUlefV
58Please respect copyright.PENANAgjol9TqGd3
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。58Please respect copyright.PENANAWPwl1f9ZoF
58Please respect copyright.PENANAlOHrb6LSoW
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。58Please respect copyright.PENANA30aT8uumge
58Please respect copyright.PENANAWcwgbuPh2L
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。58Please respect copyright.PENANA2T8a2hFNBj
58Please respect copyright.PENANAoutU4Q3oll
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。58Please respect copyright.PENANAcJqfZSNvac
58Please respect copyright.PENANAEUfYYRwjg4
原來自己也會逃避。58Please respect copyright.PENANAlMzAeDQfVu
58Please respect copyright.PENANAnDqdXyzdBn
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?58Please respect copyright.PENANAXZclbjC0lK
58Please respect copyright.PENANAgTnK8EcxcU
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……58Please respect copyright.PENANAKwyUerbbST
58Please respect copyright.PENANAk3F4MusENl
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。58Please respect copyright.PENANA3HimvNT3Ek
58Please respect copyright.PENANAOvQqbAO1wm
……58Please respect copyright.PENANAXplKlTHbX2
58Please respect copyright.PENANAyXCydfgwnF
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……58Please respect copyright.PENANALAOlflUEBK
58Please respect copyright.PENANAMHgY7uPghh
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?58Please respect copyright.PENANAKWZKu7Wr2A
58Please respect copyright.PENANAvsHInihMXx
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?58Please respect copyright.PENANARwrURMRyAJ
58Please respect copyright.PENANAnbV8paWkQJ
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?58Please respect copyright.PENANANHuTYW4dga
58Please respect copyright.PENANAV0epFBk0o8
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。58Please respect copyright.PENANAUZRFd3X5Dl
58Please respect copyright.PENANARq1vKYHVpJ
這到底是為什麼?58Please respect copyright.PENANAI0ZMPNwzh6
58Please respect copyright.PENANA0wAtz4iEbv
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?58Please respect copyright.PENANA6wMxEPotWs
58Please respect copyright.PENANAdUJcPKKiMA
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?58Please respect copyright.PENANAdo7nWtzgOn
58Please respect copyright.PENANAv1cDvtQfi4
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?58Please respect copyright.PENANAoEnaoZmbMQ
58Please respect copyright.PENANAzeQYpLh3IS
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。58Please respect copyright.PENANAWOjuBzixW1
58Please respect copyright.PENANAjQUVeczEaq
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。58Please respect copyright.PENANAy6akEi7cPi
58Please respect copyright.PENANASNl3JjSP8p
……也該問問自己為什麼了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAsBwHnSnx99
58Please respect copyright.PENANASE22L5EwvW
可不是?58Please respect copyright.PENANAHfbRojONL0
58Please respect copyright.PENANA8oUNliaPEi
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。58Please respect copyright.PENANAyLWaaX5STh
58Please respect copyright.PENANAcR00E9fw6X
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!58Please respect copyright.PENANAuzusfXU24z
58Please respect copyright.PENANAk3LWB33Wk3
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。58Please respect copyright.PENANAt4AvSa44cX
58Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8Zv798qgB
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。58Please respect copyright.PENANAu5U1IJ4gEo
58Please respect copyright.PENANA5OIDzb30cg
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?58Please respect copyright.PENANAQYAIWSYe7F
58Please respect copyright.PENANACL0eaqI6Wj
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……58Please respect copyright.PENANArlKu7sy4ay
58Please respect copyright.PENANArzyKdgzz2a
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。58Please respect copyright.PENANAIEg4JtrYkW
58Please respect copyright.PENANAMm8GE82FCv
這就是答案。58Please respect copyright.PENANAgDxFnNwKdA
58Please respect copyright.PENANAvM9HGAZ6AT
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。58Please respect copyright.PENANAQ99xYzyHBa
58Please respect copyright.PENANAdiIvGCZacx
…………58Please respect copyright.PENANAMOnnEicV0q
58Please respect copyright.PENANAdLauXwsBQ5
……58Please respect copyright.PENANAnMvK0YVNv5
58Please respect copyright.PENANA8kGdvx7bkM
58Please respect copyright.PENANAULBzHM7YfE
58Please respect copyright.PENANAbuBeYrkbxQ