第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢272Please respect copyright.PENANA1DMQCVkzBf
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記272Please respect copyright.PENANA23rZwoEonC
發現李湘渝這幾個月來272Please respect copyright.PENANApQAlSM7ZY3
都過度積極的控制情緒272Please respect copyright.PENANAGuXZoGXVIe
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少272Please respect copyright.PENANAQEArjepgIL
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂272Please respect copyright.PENANAB3brsaQYUM
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAF5xRBICoU9
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「每天都有…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAd6IIgzYsLR
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「比起剛出院272Please respect copyright.PENANA6oS9qujbdP
或上個月272Please respect copyright.PENANApAwsXsBaw1
有好轉嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANA2LRXp1JnvP
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「好像…差不多…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAuMmSd7Tq09
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「十級的話272Please respect copyright.PENANAL9ifOoWDw9
有多少級痛?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAsqFtgcaC3M
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右272Please respect copyright.PENANAs8qs32r5kg
試過幾次真的很痛…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAiPIXkj0PHH
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容272Please respect copyright.PENANAdOzFHIFdh8
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神272Please respect copyright.PENANAUFcUQxJJrr
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「已持續兩個月了272Please respect copyright.PENANAIjGMLDee8U
是吧?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAaWHBWYbVFn
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「嗯…」272Please respect copyright.PENANABHrzDzg6f6
李湘渝點點頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAEHmVtJ6DGV
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小時候的事272Please respect copyright.PENANAz26mra9uRd
實在記得太清楚272Please respect copyright.PENANAwP3jTwCZS3
印象太深刻272Please respect copyright.PENANAc3bSlMJFh3
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候272Please respect copyright.PENANABcv1X8nAia
彷彿提醒著自己272Please respect copyright.PENANAiTuOr9eqYG
不斷的重溫事發經過272Please respect copyright.PENANADLUSmpJyks
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇272Please respect copyright.PENANA2DORazhjKR
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態272Please respect copyright.PENANApKw8B0lwT3
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來272Please respect copyright.PENANAKOFW39GAdW
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著272Please respect copyright.PENANA4efI6qURR6
自從幻聽出現後的日記272Please respect copyright.PENANAmCbtD8BEWz
看得出李湘渝心裡272Please respect copyright.PENANAkff8SY8cpB
是極度的恐慌272Please respect copyright.PENANADmqqWXzbF6
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從字裡行間裡272Please respect copyright.PENANAl3EBAfOUMP
李湘渝透露出的是272Please respect copyright.PENANA8iTWuj9Sly
逃避現實272Please respect copyright.PENANAA7WesR2Ord
置之不理272Please respect copyright.PENANAvytmsaMDCM
過份抑壓情緒272Please respect copyright.PENANATKzuNGnG1S
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「湘渝272Please respect copyright.PENANASUlHZq7rAc
欺騙誰也可以272Please respect copyright.PENANAEUqEb7LqnJ
但就是不能欺騙自己272Please respect copyright.PENANAx4PWfqED5O
要對自己誠實」272Please respect copyright.PENANAvim53nYfhA
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「嗯…」272Please respect copyright.PENANApRssk43kYz
李湘渝低著頭272Please respect copyright.PENANA53P5sd4naN
點了一下頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAI5iKGeRsGO
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?272Please respect copyright.PENANAaCbNgA14sD
在逃避嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANASwRtyEfE3b
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李湘渝沉默著272Please respect copyright.PENANAR3DVhxNFZx
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情272Please respect copyright.PENANAPQ9CThpKjV
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李湘渝思考了一會272Please respect copyright.PENANASRoDK6SCqB
點了點頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAdYgWDtX1nj
「嗯…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAsKGP2umcFN
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「有什麼原因272Please respect copyright.PENANATaCi1VRowN
令你想逃避?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAMTlxu6LTYx
鍾媽媽溫柔的說272Please respect copyright.PENANAoAxz5wyIIX
「或者272Please respect copyright.PENANAMuasGe907f
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAPAlvZOiWDT
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李湘渝低著頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAg2HipnQ4Xo
手按在昨天傷口的位置上272Please respect copyright.PENANAEnsb8jCeO4
「我…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAqePlpH9avH
突然低壓情緒湧了上來272Please respect copyright.PENANAgQW3RP2FRy
「很…272Please respect copyright.PENANAhHjmxgbm7F
累了…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAwM4fBFHSPB
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「所以昨天272Please respect copyright.PENANAXLxzphZRRs
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANArQhgurmf5X
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李湘渝點了點頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAVjucDzyd6e
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAQIwh59JKfc
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了272Please respect copyright.PENANAMqON9SG096
抹著眼淚272Please respect copyright.PENANAtIvyKsiUle
搖著頭否認272Please respect copyright.PENANAcWMU3bSmOi
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應272Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ef8OsXGyz
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎272Please respect copyright.PENANAmLkr5p1hOs
只不過在鍾天程面前272Please respect copyright.PENANAlstXbhNCJj
不適宜直接問他272Please respect copyright.PENANANeAWiVbLxf
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「在這裡說的話272Please respect copyright.PENANApxzeactRrB
我是不會跟天程說的」272Please respect copyright.PENANAIcerljyVKh
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題272Please respect copyright.PENANAJWuz5iChcs
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞272Please respect copyright.PENANAgs1ShYZgqF
「你可以放心的告訴我272Please respect copyright.PENANAQnly2c3FXy
我有責任保障你的私隱272Please respect copyright.PENANApV5qR7IG81
就算他是我的兒子272Please respect copyright.PENANAH8sDYJ8wbG
我也不可以告訴他272Please respect copyright.PENANAIG1ugcLvNU
這是我的專業操守」272Please respect copyright.PENANAOvCLigNPE0
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李湘渝繼續低著頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAO5JVZi6klj
「對不起…」272Please respect copyright.PENANArAPQbxhmEr
為自己的撒謊而道歉272Please respect copyright.PENANAY5EovRhMaG
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「乖孩子272Please respect copyright.PENANARGFOQrN8NB
不要怕去面對272Please respect copyright.PENANAdHJ8WDUlDp
要坦誠接受自己的情緒272Please respect copyright.PENANAuPtEA8P5Hc
知道嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANA71EuVHwkmN
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李湘渝沉默了一會272Please respect copyright.PENANAIVE2DLUnCa
緩緩的說著272Please respect copyright.PENANAcEgIJceUB5
「我…很怕…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAiuJMUEqUFa
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「你在怕什麼?」272Please respect copyright.PENANA3hFHHNW30K
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂272Please respect copyright.PENANATUKiASkf4X
「不…不知道…272Please respect copyright.PENANAiIatz8vSu7
就是…很怕…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAHCrKKYLyFs
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說272Please respect copyright.PENANAA34Gz2RMcH
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「真的…很討厭自己…272Please respect copyright.PENANAo1Rrr8hexz
很麻煩…」272Please respect copyright.PENANANxuB4fYgeg
李湘渝忍哭著說272Please respect copyright.PENANAuQ0rJBLd87
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來272Please respect copyright.PENANAr8Zn43ow6n
「我真的…272Please respect copyright.PENANAQuDXVjWyem
一點用處也沒有…272Please respect copyright.PENANAqTi9EKMEA2
我是…一個負累…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAyHznKd1B9o
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來272Please respect copyright.PENANATNeY4acOt3
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…272Please respect copyright.PENANAaQVWmMDW9c
我也想…拋棄這個想法…272Please respect copyright.PENANAgLcGgf3kJG
可是…我…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAT8DJgEpkgi
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽272Please respect copyright.PENANAbOqjLBbWCI
「我…做不到…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAbfbsTRQZed
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白272Please respect copyright.PENANAnOgDVCpdze
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「我…真的…272Please respect copyright.PENANAiyHxYkJswx
很累…了啊…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAV8esc4pNdJ
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「可以告訴我嗎?272Please respect copyright.PENANAc9ZpPVkIOn
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAm9M1e9Ruxp
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李湘渝愣了一下272Please respect copyright.PENANAmoOCHT1qRQ
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他272Please respect copyright.PENANAPc0Hepawlx
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAWklMtk5BsN
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「昨天…傷口很痛…272Please respect copyright.PENANA2Pytk0sGhZ
痛了很久…272Please respect copyright.PENANA2aaGIsBNB9
整個下午都在痛…272Please respect copyright.PENANABX8AhSXwzi
痛得…272Please respect copyright.PENANAmpOUaibY50
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAvL8D3EdR2B
李湘渝慢慢的說出來272Please respect copyright.PENANAjiy0mt4VjN
哽咽著272Please respect copyright.PENANAb34Dxt1OlR
「我…真的…272Please respect copyright.PENANAjyvk2uQ9z2
忍受不了…272Please respect copyright.PENANA73m6veKPvs
不想再忍受下去了…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAT6dVHdy0CW
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAX6MHtm0Wbr
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「我在書枱上272Please respect copyright.PENANA6A1TMCdEQG
隨便拿起了鐵尺272Please respect copyright.PENANAWeNmugfsu7
便開始…弄痛自己…」272Please respect copyright.PENANA1TsXkfljWw
李湘渝回想著昨晚272Please respect copyright.PENANArQ8oTBqgTf
那種痛好像又要開始了272Please respect copyright.PENANA7yCdPajHtG
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」272Please respect copyright.PENANApiRnsTTmIS
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鍾媽媽坐近一點272Please respect copyright.PENANA5bX1R7hWRo
「然後?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAYYqEqzcxsK
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「然後…又變得很痛…272Please respect copyright.PENANATCjO7eP96Y
全身也在痛…272Please respect copyright.PENANAeAQfymPKo9
很辛苦…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAxLiNmleNC1
李湘渝握緊了拳頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAB0o6JfJ3V9
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「嗯」272Please respect copyright.PENANAvee7v0sGn1
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「我想…用鎅刀…272Please respect copyright.PENANAcIpQFUDYmM
在手腕上…割一下…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAafWnkl7po9
李湘渝哭了出來272Please respect copyright.PENANA3LeYMD8fcz
「那…我便…以後…272Please respect copyright.PENANAkm5MUd9Rwg
都不用再痛了…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAbvwI3q6qEH
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜272Please respect copyright.PENANAlgWAxXkMvd
停頓一下272Please respect copyright.PENANA1lmxOlVdzG
再續問272Please respect copyright.PENANAa4N6j6HvdY
「是發生了什麼事272Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2Rrc4dOGh
讓你停下來嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAYzB0YMYH4M
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…272Please respect copyright.PENANArND6NxQy11
看到了…272Please respect copyright.PENANADbPzHsWBKI
師兄…寫給我的信…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAcE504XkKOO
李湘渝激動的哭著272Please respect copyright.PENANAa4l61qGGTy
「是他…的…信…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAuZWHZRdaNj
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛272Please respect copyright.PENANAypmM4rj02h
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾272Please respect copyright.PENANAXO5wtFTg7q
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「你看到了天程給你的信272Please respect copyright.PENANA2nrrUGTJ2Q
然後便停了下來272Please respect copyright.PENANAuBKh0CEams
對嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANA95W7jGgFZz
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李湘渝接過紙巾272Please respect copyright.PENANAt9d6bXoDlr
點著頭272Please respect copyright.PENANA7kRgzYw9sO
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?272Please respect copyright.PENANAwWZBCnIPWt
促使你停下來272Please respect copyright.PENANApSI2fb2H2B
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」272Please respect copyright.PENANAEAJcHsBKhk
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「我記得…272Please respect copyright.PENANAZZebndtK4N
無論我怎樣放棄自己…272Please respect copyright.PENANAr411DxsWkG
他都會…在我的身邊…272Please respect copyright.PENANArtOzTICWGl
不會離棄我…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAi7B0r9XI7r
李湘渝痛哭著說272Please respect copyright.PENANAC5FVxQ12Nx
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…272Please respect copyright.PENANAe3KczP0fA4
是他說…272Please respect copyright.PENANA99SgdImuuy
明明知道了…看到了…272Please respect copyright.PENANAQtWPwDVBXr
不能什麼也不做…272Please respect copyright.PENANAjKeB8M9QHC
便讓我回家去…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAx7ynajePhH
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩272Please respect copyright.PENANADWzjoE03F7
感歎著愛情的力量272Please respect copyright.PENANA8wSMqHIUHp
影響力實在很大272Please respect copyright.PENANAZquIx35wO5
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幸而鍾天程的愛272Please respect copyright.PENANA2Gg3FhmFiF
能夠承載著這個重擔272Please respect copyright.PENANAlTfr8QyqkT
分擔著李湘渝的壓力272Please respect copyright.PENANAxLqyCMAlel
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡272Please respect copyright.PENANAgNYXweGtR5
得到了很強的力量272Please respect copyright.PENANAhFbdBBAjpE
有了寄託272Please respect copyright.PENANAQPpU6vopum
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要不然272Please respect copyright.PENANAAYXSnjZFfT
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前272Please respect copyright.PENANA01C210oTJ4
已經離開了這個世界272Please respect copyright.PENANAHBi6h1d9G3
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「我知道…如果那個時候…272Please respect copyright.PENANAW4LKVXIgK7
他在我的旁邊的話…272Please respect copyright.PENANAnnttPjQYBk
他會毫不猶豫的…272Please respect copyright.PENANA8QioU2fZVE
抱著我…272Please respect copyright.PENANAGtXvn6GHm4
不讓我傷害自己…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAgqFoQftUUx
李湘渝仍在痛哭著272Please respect copyright.PENANAzXp5cvtpb8
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊272Please respect copyright.PENANAW4aoZzvnsf
握著他的手272Please respect copyright.PENANAzz6BxqvHLW
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「我還記得…272Please respect copyright.PENANAuvChx0PoC3
在天台那時…272Please respect copyright.PENANAWgWVGk5dDX
他…272Please respect copyright.PENANA7RPubCKQy4
他……」272Please respect copyright.PENANAFiDYXLGcBD
李湘渝泣不成聲272Please respect copyright.PENANAsoBAr9WJxF
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程272Please respect copyright.PENANAEjtwM9duss
不斷的哭著272Please respect copyright.PENANA1R8lnBaLWZ
哭得難以呼吸272Please respect copyright.PENANA4V69XGMTpL
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛272Please respect copyright.PENANAP3wCzn5j5A
輕掃著他的背272Please respect copyright.PENANANtklL8CwrM
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一會272Please respect copyright.PENANAmhF74tkYTF
待李湘渝情緒平伏後272Please respect copyright.PENANAW5cnsRrOYw
鍾媽媽溫柔的說272Please respect copyright.PENANAn1YqQkeVM2
「謝謝你對我誠實272Please respect copyright.PENANArvBVCqES9H
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」272Please respect copyright.PENANAEKZTBY1P6b
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李湘渝低著頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAYtGgeuhRx5
擦著眼睛272Please respect copyright.PENANAYvDUKFHnHz
「不…我…272Please respect copyright.PENANALCDivDCGrv
很沒用…」272Please respect copyright.PENANANyFVN51S7x
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「湘渝272Please respect copyright.PENANAx3ikOkTSEn
你真的很勇敢272Please respect copyright.PENANAODOFhCVnjH
而且272Please respect copyright.PENANAMBmuUCzNKR
你也有很堅強的信念272Please respect copyright.PENANAwAnytM3Sgv
只是一時有點迷失272Please respect copyright.PENANALXBRYWfnQK
加上幻覺痛272Please respect copyright.PENANASyS6ah1u1J
令你軟弱了」272Please respect copyright.PENANAbzQKsoVnUw
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭272Please respect copyright.PENANA1pPGQNamGP
「我非常欣賞你的堅強272Please respect copyright.PENANAkFnb1qv9dQ
因為這是真的不容易啊」272Please respect copyright.PENANAmiL8nweeAH
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣272Please respect copyright.PENANABe7Y1MajA1
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「這件事272Please respect copyright.PENANAkLF3yz797P
你有跟天程說嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAUFQPqrksiU
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李湘渝搖搖頭272Please respect copyright.PENANAd8XPCWKrtd
「他會…很擔心…272Please respect copyright.PENANAzBTjkjPLC3
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