第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢217Please respect copyright.PENANA7fpmtwtz8R
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記217Please respect copyright.PENANAbIEEY8iwaO
發現李湘渝這幾個月來217Please respect copyright.PENANA7dqxF1WBsR
都過度積極的控制情緒217Please respect copyright.PENANASr9FiQGOa9
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少217Please respect copyright.PENANAxgx3Lzds1T
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂217Please respect copyright.PENANAwQ2Puz9NkO
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」217Please respect copyright.PENANA56jKBAiRfd
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「每天都有…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAJEJCuOCc4L
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「比起剛出院217Please respect copyright.PENANAOvVpJL5gFb
或上個月217Please respect copyright.PENANAPPVTea2bVr
有好轉嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANA8cHEwTUtyn
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「好像…差不多…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAovZRdyIFqc
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「十級的話217Please respect copyright.PENANA7OpRrs3uaF
有多少級痛?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAKf8xkUY7KH
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右217Please respect copyright.PENANA1hSAfish6U
試過幾次真的很痛…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAuEtDBqzsxq
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容217Please respect copyright.PENANA205nrzasEy
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神217Please respect copyright.PENANAiVFXGTq4wk
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「已持續兩個月了217Please respect copyright.PENANAj6krQqhba4
是吧?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAw1ft6DVeYN
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「嗯…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAKmE5eCHJ7B
李湘渝點點頭217Please respect copyright.PENANA7mZa8O9LL7
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小時候的事217Please respect copyright.PENANA5ot7B855KZ
實在記得太清楚217Please respect copyright.PENANAd3Xh2JR0dl
印象太深刻217Please respect copyright.PENANA89l8iz7lR7
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候217Please respect copyright.PENANAmIWVHPFeHn
彷彿提醒著自己217Please respect copyright.PENANAUpEPYVAZdy
不斷的重溫事發經過217Please respect copyright.PENANAEphME1cpxN
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇217Please respect copyright.PENANAhlgzFOAc3a
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態217Please respect copyright.PENANAjpoGPrHtH5
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來217Please respect copyright.PENANAyy9xkyZpeU
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著217Please respect copyright.PENANAVl9yI31jVm
自從幻聽出現後的日記217Please respect copyright.PENANALMl2oKqRK5
看得出李湘渝心裡217Please respect copyright.PENANAhLW6iJqp6X
是極度的恐慌217Please respect copyright.PENANAFZtTCN3qD7
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從字裡行間裡217Please respect copyright.PENANALYfOexd24w
李湘渝透露出的是217Please respect copyright.PENANAaKabVajJfg
逃避現實217Please respect copyright.PENANALZcaT68IuB
置之不理217Please respect copyright.PENANA2y0FWDJf52
過份抑壓情緒217Please respect copyright.PENANAHPK1KJ7iH0
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「湘渝217Please respect copyright.PENANAOHAtVUj1eu
欺騙誰也可以217Please respect copyright.PENANAe62tWIy003
但就是不能欺騙自己217Please respect copyright.PENANAtsR2ZmDMN4
要對自己誠實」217Please respect copyright.PENANAUGc5UYihcL
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「嗯…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAnOVNUbaNXi
李湘渝低著頭217Please respect copyright.PENANAfSsxsLPZuC
點了一下頭217Please respect copyright.PENANAqUBQOZ3Ib5
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?217Please respect copyright.PENANACDM5hldnm1
在逃避嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAmheGtHrAZI
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李湘渝沉默著217Please respect copyright.PENANAkgehiMfJff
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情217Please respect copyright.PENANArBKrUP7nFb
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李湘渝思考了一會217Please respect copyright.PENANAaFb71pfWzA
點了點頭217Please respect copyright.PENANAPAl6rJwQMY
「嗯…」217Please respect copyright.PENANACGTUMN2NUZ
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「有什麼原因217Please respect copyright.PENANAUIpoyUCUad
令你想逃避?」217Please respect copyright.PENANATIFmdXH8O6
鍾媽媽溫柔的說217Please respect copyright.PENANAmVL2xVe3gv
「或者217Please respect copyright.PENANAlaCPLkMGjW
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAvGFoO2NADY
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李湘渝低著頭217Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZDRsPnibJ
手按在昨天傷口的位置上217Please respect copyright.PENANAXxNV6iUZqQ
「我…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAqU7ULLjPvZ
突然低壓情緒湧了上來217Please respect copyright.PENANAgrjYOC1hVt
「很…217Please respect copyright.PENANADz7CcpBppm
累了…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAwpnZWdiCMb
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「所以昨天217Please respect copyright.PENANAbYi00spWMb
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAfk6hugR9wp
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李湘渝點了點頭217Please respect copyright.PENANASEVPng4N8B
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAVYcxbeNSus
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了217Please respect copyright.PENANAFNmNl3OsKN
抹著眼淚217Please respect copyright.PENANAOev27RGjzE
搖著頭否認217Please respect copyright.PENANAopPGVVTPKM
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應217Please respect copyright.PENANAGT0szCX49M
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎217Please respect copyright.PENANAIAF1iur81F
只不過在鍾天程面前217Please respect copyright.PENANAwUa8eNTgYj
不適宜直接問他217Please respect copyright.PENANAG8dxZs4nVP
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「在這裡說的話217Please respect copyright.PENANA4CuwCzrbBH
我是不會跟天程說的」217Please respect copyright.PENANACTEBhKpRCU
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題217Please respect copyright.PENANAdEaLjHKe44
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞217Please respect copyright.PENANATWZYCPuDHL
「你可以放心的告訴我217Please respect copyright.PENANAchQ1AfARGt
我有責任保障你的私隱217Please respect copyright.PENANAiqAqY7P4lD
就算他是我的兒子217Please respect copyright.PENANA1dmZbQec56
我也不可以告訴他217Please respect copyright.PENANABsoWJy1ZFp
這是我的專業操守」217Please respect copyright.PENANAC4KZPBebw9
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李湘渝繼續低著頭217Please respect copyright.PENANAunzkswjcn5
「對不起…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAvBAvgLE3G9
為自己的撒謊而道歉217Please respect copyright.PENANAddZZoP2Eiy
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「乖孩子217Please respect copyright.PENANAwp9t92IWii
不要怕去面對217Please respect copyright.PENANAFlye6WR95Z
要坦誠接受自己的情緒217Please respect copyright.PENANAnd1WAabJtu
知道嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAHMci9bgqrt
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李湘渝沉默了一會217Please respect copyright.PENANAmes6kNRSmX
緩緩的說著217Please respect copyright.PENANAO2idTftdGF
「我…很怕…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAIMnycHtNbM
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「你在怕什麼?」217Please respect copyright.PENANABb7pzVSPCh
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂217Please respect copyright.PENANAehF4OdGH7f
「不…不知道…217Please respect copyright.PENANAjkWs7HqxH8
就是…很怕…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAjk6Rq2XvCQ
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說217Please respect copyright.PENANAim9Mef0e9K
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「真的…很討厭自己…217Please respect copyright.PENANAoxd9LtpBib
很麻煩…」217Please respect copyright.PENANA7PorvVlhBs
李湘渝忍哭著說217Please respect copyright.PENANAULBJ46b3hF
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來217Please respect copyright.PENANA9uyeDMrNQV
「我真的…217Please respect copyright.PENANASNOoZfRjjL
一點用處也沒有…217Please respect copyright.PENANAhmTcX28oHk
我是…一個負累…」217Please respect copyright.PENANApbRbqq9hRw
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來217Please respect copyright.PENANABrTXrcTJC3
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…217Please respect copyright.PENANA3L0ZuP4CjH
我也想…拋棄這個想法…217Please respect copyright.PENANAr0tRJrS1yZ
可是…我…」217Please respect copyright.PENANA7Jx94uy4an
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽217Please respect copyright.PENANAqJYrwOffPd
「我…做不到…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAoCKZD2jdti
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白217Please respect copyright.PENANA0tAOa8BqeI
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「我…真的…217Please respect copyright.PENANANQRPAOkAH0
很累…了啊…」217Please respect copyright.PENANACaZc2u5D6m
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「可以告訴我嗎?217Please respect copyright.PENANAVqZJidyijn
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAzMbtvsN0nf
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李湘渝愣了一下217Please respect copyright.PENANAvC6woT3qcc
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他217Please respect copyright.PENANAQSytdf0g8v
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANA5rKjqkkO9Z
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「昨天…傷口很痛…217Please respect copyright.PENANA3xuPrI4GRs
痛了很久…217Please respect copyright.PENANAK3h5SJI2no
整個下午都在痛…217Please respect copyright.PENANAoFzXw72AQN
痛得…217Please respect copyright.PENANAxNOgDFsKeZ
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」217Please respect copyright.PENANADurBir0VVM
李湘渝慢慢的說出來217Please respect copyright.PENANAVwTleGO1C1
哽咽著217Please respect copyright.PENANAdqlQev57b3
「我…真的…217Please respect copyright.PENANACJHdONpHVo
忍受不了…217Please respect copyright.PENANAW9St8ksu6j
不想再忍受下去了…」217Please respect copyright.PENANA103kB8wXUJ
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAoKgLKOKOEB
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「我在書枱上217Please respect copyright.PENANAbOPAdNRriQ
隨便拿起了鐵尺217Please respect copyright.PENANA9Bf9xN7mWp
便開始…弄痛自己…」217Please respect copyright.PENANA8V4yVMqKSO
李湘渝回想著昨晚217Please respect copyright.PENANAtc8pA1pM6I
那種痛好像又要開始了217Please respect copyright.PENANAwvfn68w1JU
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAnIBxpvVrCt
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鍾媽媽坐近一點217Please respect copyright.PENANANIchlBfowa
「然後?」217Please respect copyright.PENANApCznfjqk0m
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「然後…又變得很痛…217Please respect copyright.PENANAFJR9Kz7scR
全身也在痛…217Please respect copyright.PENANApXzQzttsIG
很辛苦…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAWTnGCx0PNJ
李湘渝握緊了拳頭217Please respect copyright.PENANArk9pptafQt
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「嗯」217Please respect copyright.PENANAMDoMovLqUN
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「我想…用鎅刀…217Please respect copyright.PENANA8cs7xfhJZs
在手腕上…割一下…」217Please respect copyright.PENANA3eEInNBhDq
李湘渝哭了出來217Please respect copyright.PENANAbondDCpXSM
「那…我便…以後…217Please respect copyright.PENANAs9Pv7Mlmtz
都不用再痛了…」217Please respect copyright.PENANA67BEHSR0Q6
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜217Please respect copyright.PENANA8xEyfYkQz2
停頓一下217Please respect copyright.PENANAcndvn0gJ01
再續問217Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZJoafkiD6
「是發生了什麼事217Please respect copyright.PENANAF0bBNv7zFS
讓你停下來嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAp97LQna078
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…217Please respect copyright.PENANAAH0rfccxDH
看到了…217Please respect copyright.PENANALnwTmKPNLc
師兄…寫給我的信…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAebmAD5tuzp
李湘渝激動的哭著217Please respect copyright.PENANAnzni2xYTCp
「是他…的…信…」217Please respect copyright.PENANA26U1rKXDew
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛217Please respect copyright.PENANA4Tc9QRh6fD
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾217Please respect copyright.PENANAbYcgP7dFdZ
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「你看到了天程給你的信217Please respect copyright.PENANALuBxZ5YHtG
然後便停了下來217Please respect copyright.PENANA529e9cJ0R3
對嗎?」217Please respect copyright.PENANAn1Ue2DUC8N
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李湘渝接過紙巾217Please respect copyright.PENANAewmKNJ3BVR
點著頭217Please respect copyright.PENANAYEEj8V5VdU
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?217Please respect copyright.PENANABSx8aD0buw
促使你停下來217Please respect copyright.PENANAJogSjop2jb
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」217Please respect copyright.PENANAtfCe0X5FoC
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「我記得…217Please respect copyright.PENANAp1mzFT1JBy
無論我怎樣放棄自己…217Please respect copyright.PENANAy1tRSTwrGE
他都會…在我的身邊…217Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZeFV2AaEi
不會離棄我…」217Please respect copyright.PENANA18WVHaqasy
李湘渝痛哭著說217Please respect copyright.PENANAVww6xJl7bT
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…217Please respect copyright.PENANADZb1n5yXgo
是他說…217Please respect copyright.PENANAN4AR7T6pMH
明明知道了…看到了…217Please respect copyright.PENANAEAyBloRaAJ
不能什麼也不做…217Please respect copyright.PENANAdWvjElzphM
便讓我回家去…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAdMdsv0jxPn
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩217Please respect copyright.PENANAa39RKufYqX
感歎著愛情的力量217Please respect copyright.PENANAHsr4Cs5DYj
影響力實在很大217Please respect copyright.PENANAb8TKpqUvfI
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幸而鍾天程的愛217Please respect copyright.PENANAHsxGcCvT70
能夠承載著這個重擔217Please respect copyright.PENANA19qIziG8W6
分擔著李湘渝的壓力217Please respect copyright.PENANAQZ3QbvR1Xk
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡217Please respect copyright.PENANAVdg9Fuorby
得到了很強的力量217Please respect copyright.PENANAUUIbIGb0Co
有了寄託217Please respect copyright.PENANAJTXhSV4XUB
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要不然217Please respect copyright.PENANAsWEuQCpZJu
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前217Please respect copyright.PENANAUNFpum6mny
已經離開了這個世界217Please respect copyright.PENANAWTtd81VPDA
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「我知道…如果那個時候…217Please respect copyright.PENANAGhX8TyNcAz
他在我的旁邊的話…217Please respect copyright.PENANA6whBlLyr1C
他會毫不猶豫的…217Please respect copyright.PENANAXaLJN45lrv
抱著我…217Please respect copyright.PENANAHDgfzF5CYt
不讓我傷害自己…」217Please respect copyright.PENANANuHLCFJWTD
李湘渝仍在痛哭著217Please respect copyright.PENANArYQcxZp3Q8
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊217Please respect copyright.PENANA4jiRJM6E49
握著他的手217Please respect copyright.PENANA9UU1fEh9ox
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「我還記得…217Please respect copyright.PENANAzySCOmJ2ib
在天台那時…217Please respect copyright.PENANAtOFjJoeZVZ
他…217Please respect copyright.PENANAUp4XxSo29j
他……」217Please respect copyright.PENANAOvlsoukkfC
李湘渝泣不成聲217Please respect copyright.PENANAZy4lnZBZRN
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程217Please respect copyright.PENANAhxRATdzQBu
不斷的哭著217Please respect copyright.PENANAGpTucezXra
哭得難以呼吸217Please respect copyright.PENANAcsY1UBmYEm
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛217Please respect copyright.PENANAaDvFz57NLF
輕掃著他的背217Please respect copyright.PENANAdpAfGAEjCR
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一會217Please respect copyright.PENANAf7PVoUP2JT
待李湘渝情緒平伏後217Please respect copyright.PENANAW3aAMH1l9H
鍾媽媽溫柔的說217Please respect copyright.PENANAME0bZtRAKe
「謝謝你對我誠實217Please respect copyright.PENANAu8IwWcHtub
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」217Please respect copyright.PENANAgL6sybdy2H
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李湘渝低著頭217Please respect copyright.PENANADe0UNt8wpg
擦著眼睛217Please respect copyright.PENANAyiCfCdjoSX
「不…我…217Please respect copyright.PENANAOFe9CD6U5u
很沒用…」217Please respect copyright.PENANAjdRCtgkaR9
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「湘渝217Please respect copyright.PENANAnXbxjCvvVW
你真的很勇敢217Please respect copyright.PENANAqBpaEVNG1a
而且217Please respect copyright.PENANAFrL9YIKCVC
你也有很堅強的信念217Please respect copyright.PENANA1vRFGs3uVb
只是一時有點迷失217Please respect copyright.PENANAQRHYSXJZCz
加上幻覺痛217Please respect copyright.PENANAVc3oajVB65
令你軟弱了」217Please respect copyright.PENANAqp8uaTcVQM
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭217Please respect copyright.PENANAVjQDqOnkq7
「我非常欣賞你的堅強217Please respect copyright.PENANA748QxIfPnL
因為這是真的不容易啊」217Please respect copyright.PENANAEdpoktUmM7
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣217Please respect copyright.PENANA6qVBFwYEMp
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「這件事217Please respect copyright.PENANAEfNck0OYoI
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