清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFfVkx9jc5
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA709RvHIh
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilzc2dJsg8
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmweQRVAYa
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxOzHDdO0a
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgj9LPTlBG
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKnI93Rdlk
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOe0vaoP6S
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4VFBHEhuD
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJR2khWqGQI
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2TPhuBj2j
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYidKwO1Uvk
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09ezTGBnOA
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這個過程的目的是？394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmYKwEVFot
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTwy2HuU9K
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m88zguqvt
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cn1SAIAt0
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzA6xghd5cB
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只是為了生存！394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SXTjX36Sw
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0EHBIn6tM
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiRVOliJeq
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8apjsoHPP
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwg3rMBaKP
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgS72Fz0dX
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0IwdYzRiz
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6jJ7z7gW6
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3ucHPalXm
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1CbExhJlM
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KoGUoLxxC
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTNXcHarRO
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXsxON4kOO
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKkRBMeCDv
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBW4bBTa0V
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjGVwfY5V5
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「喔？為何呢？」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnEOeBdsnL
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAckd9ltevq
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想起了雙親．．．．．．394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtrsfGCyrX
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6JipRJFtm
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j25B2JNnX
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigyGkVCmy8
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsc0YGrhYcJ
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRW9Lx43DP
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4rXFmYke5
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRytBLNm5i
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「你感覺到了什麼？」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51L9eCYc8U
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qM94gXaAm
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVyKJPgiMV
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我仍是搖頭。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETsyuwB3W9
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGOuk8D3JB
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudTqGQx6Ar
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZ1KTumygj
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7gATdbHt1
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「．．．．．．．」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq9Rz2JPTH
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5G08OPnXmB
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqc4hY8w05
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「是這樣子嗎？」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GcBOONRR8
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bb4VGvYv7
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegmIalkLkU
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5KGxNr1Ak
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Sr6B4Lv74
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi93rTRKlfN
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVCWCNF6Mx
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡko7h8CW2yj
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「我、我的水彩？」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeW9vQ0WYW
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jV4roRcPk
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jLksQLRog
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9cnN8g3bQ
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvc5WZ2p3s
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4tqGXwsPT
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAboLjhhkc
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJbXqyaYZd
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1GGaPMfHI
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英國；394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXGR6rZLxl
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１９９８年１２月２４日；394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCve4HKvWmN
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpVuYHFzZ4
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！394Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDTZSS4PZ3
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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