他一大清早,就只在說些有的沒的。174Please respect copyright.PENANAj5D85sfEpx
沒有說奇怪的話,沒有說日記的事。174Please respect copyright.PENANAEXA7ehgP3J
就像當作我是路人,將是敷衍我的。174Please respect copyright.PENANAmEDt2WLibI
他想故意迴避某些話題,但同時又想提起。174Please respect copyright.PENANAN3pcro7uWl
換句話說,他想要我自己提起話題。174Please respect copyright.PENANA4ePLqIi3oN
174Please respect copyright.PENANAX7Y2LDRb9A
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就是迫我要做醜人就是了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAG3jQkZQWg9
174Please respect copyright.PENANA8xGL991zl5
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「我記得好像學校也試過一次這麼亂的。」174Please respect copyright.PENANAP6i3vbAZhN
那時候的確很亂,我們還花了好幾天才完全清理好。174Please respect copyright.PENANAwZj4AGgHIM
只是那時候多點顏色就是了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAHgHXfVBo0g
「咳咳⋯⋯對不起⋯」174Please respect copyright.PENANA0CnVmgsy9f
這句對不起,是他隨便丟下的一句對不起。174Please respect copyright.PENANAFN09HpJwQG
不小心碰到別人又說,不小心踏到別人又說。174Please respect copyright.PENANAA7yKfOJXRw
但這一下咳嗽,不是不小心的,是有意無意的。174Please respect copyright.PENANAasdkZ341n4
174Please respect copyright.PENANAUWIiW7df0y
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是他下意識迴避的方法,是他裝病的後遺症。174Please respect copyright.PENANAlwiCJVEhxK
跟他說話這麼久,說話的習慣早就能看破。174Please respect copyright.PENANA8JnlPaUhw8
每次說到什麼他不想記起的,不想提起的事;174Please respect copyright.PENANAzsVtGkerXc
是他總會下意識地咳嗽,問他為什麼卻說是不為意。174Please respect copyright.PENANAmLcfUnq8mt
這是他的壞習慣,是習慣成自然。174Please respect copyright.PENANAdl4M0FL2Bo
174Please respect copyright.PENANADqBTg1n98J
174Please respect copyright.PENANAjA887GYJpt
但是他想說的對不起,不是他常說的對不起。174Please respect copyright.PENANAATagxpHxdX
我是想聽他主動說的話,不是他被動模式下的話。174Please respect copyright.PENANAbC80Ozh984
174Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZHZXJ1fyT
174Please respect copyright.PENANAzUSObrAziI
「那時候,你替我背上黑鍋,但我什麼也沒說,對不起。」174Please respect copyright.PENANATsFow33jZD
不是你的錯,那時候應該是我受罰的。174Please respect copyright.PENANA4tehxvqeB7
即使你做錯,也不應該是你受罰。174Please respect copyright.PENANAfUSuk0UAGZ
而且如果我沒有這樣做,除了我對不住自己,你也會被踢出校。174Please respect copyright.PENANA6Y2lbynBeL
「對不起,那是因為自己的思想未成熟,而自暴自棄,最後連累到你。」174Please respect copyright.PENANA6GGrtCVmmi
不是你的錯,這是情有可原。174Please respect copyright.PENANABAxFV1h1N5
我是應該受罰的,我是欠了你的。174Please respect copyright.PENANA4dhaWPGdKn
174Please respect copyright.PENANABWJlQbM4VQ
174Please respect copyright.PENANAF0T0BJX9Za
「為什麼?為什麼都不是我的錯?」174Please respect copyright.PENANACrVVhS1sDq
因為⋯總之不是你的問題。174Please respect copyright.PENANAJ509C83vuy
因為這是一件不怎麼快樂的事。174Please respect copyright.PENANAvPF755X1t4
不怎麼有趣,也是不想說的事。174Please respect copyright.PENANAoal0jNcp3u
174Please respect copyright.PENANAtXoAXCBF3f
174Please respect copyright.PENANA0iJstqH7Ee
這是你不喜歡的事、不開心的回憶;174Please respect copyright.PENANAOVxJoPtwQT
所以你才把它寫在日記上,然後忘掉了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAQNl9LghO92
174Please respect copyright.PENANACUj4eLAe6B
174Please respect copyright.PENANAj3TxRpxgeb
真的要說嗎?174Please respect copyright.PENANAxd1cUCvbGw
174Please respect copyright.PENANAQLB16oV1lS
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174Please respect copyright.PENANAOyeB1eprPr
174Please respect copyright.PENANAZKQLuf3owb
在他搬屋前的那一年,在他還未忘記我的時候;174Please respect copyright.PENANA3ngi4uqNLQ
我們曾經是朋友,我們曾經是同班同學。174Please respect copyright.PENANAbWEQ4kUho9
那時候也像是這樣的,不在上數學課也在聊天。174Please respect copyright.PENANAa8XxzXj64T
也是說著對方不知道的事,也是說著最有趣的事情。174Please respect copyright.PENANASAe2LrCvc4
很幼稚的快樂,很無聊的解悶。174Please respect copyright.PENANA9qeehaAtGz
雖然不是維持了很長,雖然是忘掉了的事。174Please respect copyright.PENANABXUdeQLKKn
但這是我跟他最快樂的回憶。174Please respect copyright.PENANAIUr7H1JSOT
174Please respect copyright.PENANAtMahKm6OfV
174Please respect copyright.PENANAjkVTjUhpJy
有一天,我們談到日記的時候;174Please respect copyright.PENANAr1m2uNTixY
我問他有沒有寫日記,寫了些什麼。174Please respect copyright.PENANAYPRgLKuple
「沒什麼呀⋯就⋯日記。」174Please respect copyright.PENANAYrbZv93ykB
那時候他的說謊技巧還沒有這麼利害,雖然也沒說什麼。174Please respect copyright.PENANAiCxfrtAwk2
但還算是小朋友的我,聽到這句話好奇心就起了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAXNORMMI0MA
然後我就提議,要不要交換日記。174Please respect copyright.PENANARzhaE6B3Bd
他似無力反抗的,好像妥協了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAyUfW9Sh0N7
174Please respect copyright.PENANAjWJttAbZru
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不出乎所料,第二天他就帶來那本日記。174Please respect copyright.PENANAPeDnmBzjCy
那是我第一次——無數次中的第一次看到他那本叫作「忘記日記」的筆記本。174Please respect copyright.PENANAKKwZgs9FZP
那時候詐作聰明的我,便説那是不是備忘錄。174Please respect copyright.PENANAewuZhXZSdV
「有點不同吧⋯這是要記錄下準備忘記的事來的。」174Please respect copyright.PENANAYPzf3uHvcO
第一次聽他解釋當然是不懂,但現在的我很清楚。174Please respect copyright.PENANAKVXgrjZtv0
那是要記下要忘記東西的備忘錄,說出來的確是有點諷刺。174Please respect copyright.PENANAXLCQK9yj12
明明是要準備忘記,但偏偏卻要把它記下;174Please respect copyright.PENANA0v7A6mlnbm
那忘記的意義在哪裏?174Please respect copyright.PENANA93XEn7QG7Y
174Please respect copyright.PENANAGH1ubcANgu
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但那時候的我不管,因為實在聊得無聊了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAbjrv9NvLAe
想要更加實在地認識這個人,想要知道他的事。174Please respect copyright.PENANAReUB23G62R
於是就想看他的日記,想從日記裏面認識他。174Please respect copyright.PENANAmU5ArhHEkB
只是沒想過他的日記,對他來說是垃圾堆填區。174Please respect copyright.PENANAnKUhQkcx45
拿個好一點的比喻,那是他專屬的焚化爐。174Please respect copyright.PENANA7tl19BmALO
什麼可燃垃圾不可燃的,通通都得燒一燒。174Please respect copyright.PENANAUB0pudw59C
而那一本日記,正是燃燒後的灰燼。174Please respect copyright.PENANA6xYlvwvM4s
174Please respect copyright.PENANAcdT0jUzBWc
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因為沒聽他說過自己的父母,於是就問直接問他;174Please respect copyright.PENANA4eXDKNvSac
你有沒有在日記寫過你的父母?174Please respect copyright.PENANA88vu0tSOUf
「不記得呢⋯好像是有吧。」174Please respect copyright.PENANAbwI5bfVdcu
既然說是好像,那即是代表有吧。174Please respect copyright.PENANAXOmRkzTvV1
於是我就在那頁數不到的日記裏,找到那被撕成一半的那頁。174Please respect copyright.PENANA3ssPgAzU5M
中間用膠紙黏着,如一道橫著的傷痕。174Please respect copyright.PENANAJVyAoX6mV1
為什麼要撕掉這一頁?174Please respect copyright.PENANAXsCYQIAafx
「應該是發現這件事沒什麼好忘記的吧。」174Please respect copyright.PENANAPsvX4g7AOP
174Please respect copyright.PENANADztmIsQQks
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這一頁上寫的,看上來都像是一個普通的故事。174Please respect copyright.PENANABSXwPX7Ybs
一天,他跟他的媽媽到主題樂園玩。174Please respect copyright.PENANA7oayxPyrEs
「不要忘記這一天哦。」她是這樣說。174Please respect copyright.PENANAyAej1Kk0u8
他們又坐摩天輪,又去看水族館;174Please respect copyright.PENANARJZ0V7WNds
「最重要是你開心。」日記寫著她是笑着的。174Please respect copyright.PENANAQjzN1AnbYu
他們很開心,渡過了快樂的一天。174Please respect copyright.PENANA5wBSm7QQYJ
最後,他媽媽在樂園的餐廳請了他吃最貴的雪糕。174Please respect copyright.PENANAC2qWmQQ9Uj
「我上一上廁所,你在這裏等我哦。」她最後是這樣說的。174Please respect copyright.PENANAqQTWJY0pvB
174Please respect copyright.PENANAuW5zlIuMsc
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「林卓維小朋友,你的爸爸在找你。」174Please respect copyright.PENANAtA5NZL1uSh
公園的宣布系統,宣告這一則小朋友尋回的信息。174Please respect copyright.PENANAyuyftiZcyM
他一時三刻沒有理會,繼續吃着媽媽買給他的雪糕。174Please respect copyright.PENANAJLnpsYIq9j
然後,有一個職員走了過來。174Please respect copyright.PENANAHHyz0dqzeL
問他的家長在哪裏,把雪糕全部吃完的他,忘了怎樣回答。174Please respect copyright.PENANA6sRhCImXsU
然後職員就把它帶到,他爸爸的身邊。174Please respect copyright.PENANAszlPvF0gR3
174Please respect copyright.PENANAQJj0iXokxn
174Please respect copyright.PENANAUwQz9qOYHg
然後發生什麼事,我不知道。174Please respect copyright.PENANAaO06xXDDfk
但是我能夠的,就只有自私的猜。174Please respect copyright.PENANAtE0uuYvGmc
因為即使問他,他也答不到我。174Please respect copyright.PENANAzq0XlGWaEm
「我忘記了不知道,可能只是我作出來的⋯」174Please respect copyright.PENANAoSb5McptfZ
雖然我不同意他的猜測,但既然本人也不知道的事;174Please respect copyright.PENANAbpYU4NfN3Q
即是代表這是模糊不清的灰燼,這是怎說也說得通的故事。174Please respect copyright.PENANA2YdOQxipd0
174Please respect copyright.PENANAQEJKEXN6f9
174Please respect copyright.PENANAsJE5yiTItu
於是無聊的我,有空就在想這件事。174Please respect copyright.PENANAcog3x0IOC7
會不會是他的母親去世了不告訴他?會不會是他的父母離婚了弄的一場戲?174Please respect copyright.PENANAgjdlqgpTXr
越想就越投入,越想就越為他擔心。174Please respect copyright.PENANACPztNrkixT
沒有結尾的故事,非常的吊人胃口。174Please respect copyright.PENANARzy9H6dbZc
一不小心就把事情想入腦,就連說話也在想。174Please respect copyright.PENANAT2MAZmtOYU
有點誇張對吧?畢竟那時候我的好奇心可是很大。174Please respect copyright.PENANAyvFqc7cXKb
174Please respect copyright.PENANAswV69KFQIb
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由這一刻開始,我就開始犯下了無可挽回的錯誤。174Please respect copyright.PENANAVFd7mL7FFN
把事情想得太多後,很自然地把這件事流傳了開去。174Please respect copyright.PENANABfkjLb2VBs
初時只有告訴一兩人,但是在其他人互相散播之後;174Please respect copyright.PENANASmGYlq0K8k
差不多整班也知道他的事,差不多整班也在想他的事。174Please respect copyright.PENANAQkvHcaSYvR
初時我還是沒想過會這樣,但自從他開始被人戲弄的時候便不得不後悔。174Please respect copyright.PENANATPDrz8PDLm
我後悔了告訴其他人這件事,我後悔了這麼用力的想被他焚化的事。174Please respect copyright.PENANAYD1mWzmQXq
我後悔了因為自己無聊而去問日記的事,我後悔了因為自己連累了他。174Please respect copyright.PENANAAg102tchQA
174Please respect copyright.PENANAfZJ4GMN5Q6
174Please respect copyright.PENANAlpUQcYBvVS
但是更令我後悔的,是那時候我不明所以的感情。174Please respect copyright.PENANAvnJQ7Fn5rl
一個小六生,所懂得的愛情是很幼稚的。174Please respect copyright.PENANAyMi3uehaRr
就算是早熟,就算是如何的清澀也談不上是愛情。174Please respect copyright.PENANAY0oXxKdPLV
因為自己不可能分清楚,到底如何才算是愛上一個人。174Please respect copyright.PENANAtqQJ2yai2O
跟他每日談天算不算是談戀愛?對他的事情日思夜想算不算是愛上他?174Please respect copyright.PENANAI6s1NggJJu
這些問題一個小六生搞不懂,一個中六生也搞不懂。174Please respect copyright.PENANAqJ2fygitiP
174Please respect copyright.PENANAVHjmSkPSpL
174Please respect copyright.PENANAdgIkG69EqM
但偏偏那時候,我武斷決定行動。174Please respect copyright.PENANAk4KWZekiGc
我決定跟他好好的道歉,然後向他「表白」。174Please respect copyright.PENANAo5zLmSvWTA
我找了個小休,叫他到後梯談天。174Please respect copyright.PENANAR1FW0Q2krP
理所當然的,因為後梯比較少人行走,說什麼話也方便一點。174Please respect copyright.PENANAhXuAM5bWGE
而自從被別人取笑後,他說的話少了。174Please respect copyright.PENANATqrcxxJVLP
跟別人如是,跟我亦如是。174Please respect copyright.PENANAZGfhEjG1sv
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我緩緩的開口說話,跟他先好好地道歉。174Please respect copyright.PENANARPunDap6oo
但是我還未把說話講完,他就忍不住說:174Please respect copyright.PENANAM5igEqkNSw
「原來真的是你在傳那些謠言⋯」174Please respect copyright.PENANACkUdVOoPw6
我當然是想立即更正他,因為作故事的不是我。174Please respect copyright.PENANAKG99CVvp2O
「夠了,那你說的第二件事是什麼,快快的說了。」174Please respect copyright.PENANAqKwW4ytxfO
被他這麼突然地提起,我一是說不出話。174Please respect copyright.PENANAjzfPF3mwMm
我深呼吸一口氣,鼓起勇氣的說出了自己認為最有意義的話。174Please respect copyright.PENANArwGtibjuZ1
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「等等,你是不是想再玩我一次?」174Please respect copyright.PENANA31tBKNbE2h
我當然回答自己認真的,從來沒有想過想玩弄你。174Please respect copyright.PENANARuYiG4JPA6
「你覺得能相信你嗎?認識你這麼久,你就只是為了知道我的醜事。」174Please respect copyright.PENANA2FY85MmK6w
不不,你誤解了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAfJi2HY2H6N
我不是為了找你黑材料才認識你的,我也不想你被欺凌的。174Please respect copyright.PENANA6f13yRmV7D
「現在還說你愛我,你是不是想玩到我死為止?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAer5bwbrYf6
不是,我是真心想愛你的。174Please respect copyright.PENANA9uQswX5DsS
只是我笨拙的弄巧反拙,我也不想這樣。174Please respect copyright.PENANAnHDaRwIUBn
「你騙我,你明明說過不會說出去的!」174Please respect copyright.PENANArPVsCdk56G
對不起,我錯了好不好?174Please respect copyright.PENANApj8XNlb5DZ
「不!你一直是在騙我的,根本由一開始已經是這樣!」174Please respect copyright.PENANAzFoIHiuSLh
我——我是想跟你做朋友才想知道你日記的事!174Please respect copyright.PENANAnClWIyqnFV
「你沒一句說話是真的!一邊你在傳我殺了我媽,一邊你有跟我說愛我,你是有人格分裂嗎?」174Please respect copyright.PENANADIFnsciI77
不要說得這麼過分!不要冤枉我沒做過的事!174Please respect copyright.PENANABucf5LCuYK
「我真的是受夠了你,根本一直都在騙人!」174Please respect copyright.PENANAsIKPcYhnDF
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這一刻開始,我和他的理智已經不存在。174Please respect copyright.PENANAemJhOiGFGl
在語言上衝突後,難免身體上也開始有衝突。174Please respect copyright.PENANA1Q6fqaHdgy
他越說越激動同時,亦開始指著我、捉住我。174Please respect copyright.PENANABqGPf7yEwf
不是色情上,是真的一副打架的樣子。174Please respect copyright.PENANAccqscnwLpa
本身這樣已經危險了,但沒人制止的情況;174Please respect copyright.PENANAZLAKfQ5HkO
大家只會越說越激動,越打越用力。174Please respect copyright.PENANAaxB3Pit1pa
他終於忍不住推開我,是很用力推開。174Please respect copyright.PENANAI2bEBOBXu4
雖然沒推得很遠,但心理上已經把我推到極限。174Please respect copyright.PENANAyQ7TMJ5ZzG
是還擊也好,是自我防衛也好;174Please respect copyright.PENANArHKNBWzHLB
我把他推了下樓梯去。174Please respect copyright.PENANAv2ZdqZCCBw
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樓梯很危險,所以老師才每次叫我們扶着扶手走樓梯。174Please respect copyright.PENANA6u8R1SWHdn
如果不小心跌跤,後果可大可小。174Please respect copyright.PENANAM5tQ3qkYP4
在那之後,我看到他在樓梯底動也不動。174Please respect copyright.PENANAnF2qbWdO39
原本在互相指罵的聲音,化為烏有。174Please respect copyright.PENANAaWAXm9fwBz
就像沒有吵過架一般,在後樓梯裏;174Please respect copyright.PENANAwdrJmHrL8Z
就只剩下昏過去的他,和站着發呆的我。174Please respect copyright.PENANA1XYtHjwAYS
但是留在原地站着不是辦法,但我想不到要做什麼。174Please respect copyright.PENANAytCBDBSo1W
因為被嚇怕了,一時不懂怎樣反應。174Please respect copyright.PENANAzLPTgsxWwJ
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未幾,在小息的鈴鐘響起前我回到班房。174Please respect copyright.PENANAKqxWwyLtTZ
沒有告訴給老師,沒有告訴給任何人。174Please respect copyright.PENANAE6Q45gmpNz
這,可算是犯罪吧?174Please respect copyright.PENANA3hVxjcIFAX
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再見到他的時候,是在中一開學日的時候。174Please respect copyright.PENANAzAKTY9iOxA
自從那時後樓梯後,我就沒有看過他上小學。174Please respect copyright.PENANALjojwUoNnG
可能是另外上了別間小學,也可能在我不知道的情況下上了學。174Please respect copyright.PENANAJ52D3bKLB8
但是那時候我的一推,沒有任何人向我追究。174Please respect copyright.PENANArjr4KS0Ayw
老師沒有,同學沒有,連他的爸爸也沒有。174Please respect copyright.PENANA4lbO9PhbZh
我也不清楚發生了什麼,到底為什麼自己的罪行沒有結果?174Please respect copyright.PENANAKjkBJePTdk
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見面的時候,是他主動跟我說話的。174Please respect copyright.PENANAN0D55QnuY1
還記得上一句還是說什麼去死的,但他現正卻跟我說早上好。174Please respect copyright.PENANAyfRsv27TJD
我一時被他的友善嚇倒,也是呆了不懂得反應。174Please respect copyright.PENANA1jPVDvUbuY
是他失憶了,但是他原諒我了?174Please respect copyright.PENANAvmDnDisAvl
不不,這麼的一推沒有人可以原諒,即使是沒人知道。174Please respect copyright.PENANASNxQjLkQFH
他見我沒怎麼的理他,緩緩走開了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAudEFdoEVPm
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不久,他有空就想找我搭話。174Please respect copyright.PENANALUjYlfphGQ
就似回到小學那時,什麼事也未發生的事。174Please respect copyright.PENANAz20ORxy9wB
但也不見得維持很久,因為很快就被別人說閑話。174Please respect copyright.PENANAFfwWSeKPqN
沒錯,就是被人說我們談戀愛。174Please respect copyright.PENANAu2wgTI5Yvv
覺得很諷刺,但同時害怕悲劇重演;174Please respect copyright.PENANAXhWXC0DuTP
所以我就開始疏離他,開始不想理他。174Please respect copyright.PENANAMQfmtUkclf
然後同時,他就開始裝病。174Please respect copyright.PENANAvkf0dcBiTL
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然後發生什麼的事,不說也知道了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAi5Z5VrJXqz
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不是你的錯,因為自根本開始;174Please respect copyright.PENANAf48S3DEPsO
要是我沒有問你的日記,要是我沒有跟別人胡亂說話;174Please respect copyright.PENANARbCWZyXYSr
你根本就用不着被人欺凌,甚至可能不會忘記事情。174Please respect copyright.PENANA3HGTI2jj0H
不是你的錯,因為錯的全部都是我。174Please respect copyright.PENANAFUKlKjEc7E
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但是,我再說下去也就只能安慰,就只有悔疚。174Please respect copyright.PENANA223ExHAeB4
上星期我在抽屜裏,找到一張日記。174Please respect copyright.PENANAqh75CJALo1
那是他單方面,寫下他從樓梯倒下的事。174Please respect copyright.PENANALtJNwp2HiX
但是整個他寫的故事錯漏百出,前文不對後理。174Please respect copyright.PENANAp3tu78Xno3
這是一頁不了了之的日記。174Please respect copyright.PENANAGUTd0TZaJW
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然後,在今天;174Please respect copyright.PENANA1ziHgcHUk4
我的抽屜裏出現了那半頁日記,那事情的起點。174Please respect copyright.PENANAjqI8kz9lkL
跟記憶不同的是,紙上一面寫着「內咎」兩字。174Please respect copyright.PENANARtKgXKhvs7
嘛,也是沒錯的。174Please respect copyright.PENANAyhaUa7XW6u
我一直以來所做的都是為着以前的事內咎,為着自己的事負責。174Please respect copyright.PENANArHIaMDMDNr
至少我是這樣以為,這樣做就能夠填補我的過失。174Please respect copyright.PENANAggSkAfDI97
但是這樣做,就跟活在過去沒分別。174Please respect copyright.PENANAAbsDF0IUDN
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我再問一多次,我可不可以愛你?174Please respect copyright.PENANALP0Bucj5BJ
「不要好了。但是關於第二件事,我原諒你。」174Please respect copyright.PENANAn1m8qgPPIk
嗯,是嗎?174Please respect copyright.PENANAC6rxJwRwGV
首先感謝你真的能夠原諒我,而其次;174Please respect copyright.PENANA0fFQQBKjrB
那你會不會,把我寫進日記裏面?174Please respect copyright.PENANAdddtcdkiop
「我也沒寫日記很久了,支離破碎的日記也不能再寫了吧?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAx5EJnYRFnJ
說得也是。174Please respect copyright.PENANA0McB6DbzEk
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「話說回來,我找到了這半頁的日記。」174Please respect copyright.PENANA6tvj8PRQTv
呀,這樣的話就等於拼圖一樣合回來了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAaNpuhLIevA
「因為下半部被撕掉了,只有上半部的字看不到後續。」174Please respect copyright.PENANAei0ZTQWxvx
是嗎?但是我得很遺憾的告訴你;174Please respect copyright.PENANAgUYOnipAfO
你所尋找的下半部,其實是沒字的。174Please respect copyright.PENANAbOGgR83Atk
回到爸爸身邊後,發生的是不得而知。174Please respect copyright.PENANAW9JsExHdOJ
因為根本你就沒有寫下去,不論什麼原因。174Please respect copyright.PENANATZDTDhPbDs
所謂的下半部,只是用來補完那條裂縫的。174Please respect copyright.PENANA89xZao01AS
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上半部的後面,寫着「就當我沒」;174Please respect copyright.PENANArW2FCgRSgc
拼在一起,便是「就當我沒內咎」。174Please respect copyright.PENANA2XzztRX9Cg
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嗯,就當我沒內咎吧。
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