十月一日,子晴靈魂消失的第八天。80Please respect copyright.PENANAYAiy2eEJrD
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對於她那天從病房追出來所提出的請求,我始終沒有答應的勇氣。80Please respect copyright.PENANATwljf22fYH
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莫名地心裡有種感覺,如果把和子晴的回憶說了出來,那麼就會連她會回來的最後希望也熄滅了。如同為墓碑寫上墓誌銘,下葬之人便真正在人們書寫的回憶中死去。雖然兩者之間並沒有什麼直接現實的因果聯繫,但這種無以名狀的感覺卻比簡單的邏輯關係來得更使我相信。80Please respect copyright.PENANAc8Uo3Ma7Eb
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醫生在例行檢查時也曾建議說,講述往事有助患者恢復記憶,可我卻完全沒有辦法聽進去。我只知道,這絕對是場赤裸裸的賭博,而賭注是徹底失去子晴回來的希望。興許有機率讓子晴的靈魂聽到我的呼喚而重新出現。但是無論如何,我還沒有進行這場豪賭的勇氣。80Please respect copyright.PENANAUh1X9Ugpkc
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禮拜五的傍晚六點,學校圖書館關閉後,在冷氣機的送風聲中,許老師主動打開話題。80Please respect copyright.PENANAXRkn9ff2vf
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「靈魂真的存在呢。」80Please respect copyright.PENANAZ83yQbdSUg
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「怎麼說?」我對許老師的轉變感到奇怪。80Please respect copyright.PENANAC8W1keerwG
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「我昨天看了本書。書中說因應每個人業報的不同,人在死之前會先到天堂或地府報到。當名字被紀錄在生死簿後,將死之人的靈魂會回到人間,也就是俗稱的迴光返照。」80Please respect copyright.PENANAZjVM3RZEGY
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「這只是某本靈異小說或佛經上的內容吧。」80Please respect copyright.PENANAuwmtNpndQB
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「但已經足夠讓我相信靈魂的存在。」她眼神堅定地說。80Please respect copyright.PENANAKVuVC9RDfT
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「為什麼?」80Please respect copyright.PENANAMZOOvBsq5z
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「你見過迴光返照嗎?」80Please respect copyright.PENANAmOkEHGolyD
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「電視劇算嗎?」80Please respect copyright.PENANAuK6dPagM2E
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「老師我可是親眼見過喲。」她臉上透著一絲驕傲。80Please respect copyright.PENANAOrfeZcoCKj
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雖說許老師是個什麼書都看的書痴,但這種話從她嘴裡說出來還是讓人感覺頭皮發麻。80Please respect copyright.PENANAqQzuYcyv7y
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「怎麼可能。」我將信將疑,心裡卻很是期待。80Please respect copyright.PENANAbZ96AQtgyS
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「多虧你講起靈魂,回家看到書上寫著的『迴光返照』,就想起爺爺去世時的事情。」80Please respect copyright.PENANA60OZ0MqhZT
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許老師提起爺爺的過世,卻情緒如常,沒有半點波動。80Please respect copyright.PENANANDceYQJrCT
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我不禁心想,時間果然會沖淡一切。80Please respect copyright.PENANAjKROoMWlzQ
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如若真的無法改變,多年以後當我提起子晴時,也會是這樣嗎?80Please respect copyright.PENANAIiQjHHGGi0
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「難道是......」我躊躇著要不要把話說出口,但似乎有些不妥。80Please respect copyright.PENANA1EENLBlwYF
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「嗯,我親眼目睹了爺爺彌留之際的迴光返照。」她平靜地說道。80Please respect copyright.PENANAXKaxS8bpIq
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「騙人......的吧......」80Please respect copyright.PENANAJDdl9YjJjq
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我雖嘴上這麼說,卻早已把子晴的消失和許老師爺爺的迴光返照連繫起來。80Please respect copyright.PENANAaVvHVrNHVS