942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMt06jrj1n
「喂。」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWPVo4B9Sv
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkdInpkoOc
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULMDK97JS6
「我失戀了......」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJ4BMmByUy
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbP31w5UkK
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEknpTB6fgt
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOVrfYkrdx
「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtBaCM2fI0
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXvN3xmoxv
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5xkWiHetk
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBZduf4kVr
姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVqMJhiT2k
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzXTZvUaem
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaKvaZK0yz
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbU2R8ICJpf
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPDzfy6YaL
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul6MlBYRb1
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoWEeqVUWy
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhk1oQDOuf
□942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZggky0cKQK
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7haiRPdCqW
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGt6GZQ9OW
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipDJekospR
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQZH2g5jqR
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVqUq4UfVe
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfcz1pq1Um
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZgaMwqEtg
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTphEaB4xIK
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRt89PMLKx
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUXWeUgMJd
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NGpVb4kyq
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxQ1tikwww
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JWZRJr5I4
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrlCd2IWM3
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncGnDB8lVD
「我要一杯威士忌！」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcl6pHR5TUd
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpMpxf4uwH
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoJgZqFdSQ
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVxjxBBryg
「先生你的威士忌。」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehGrAzeqlu
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg7gvL2CUF
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXE3XzXZbTn
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw66dQWUCT8
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOICAeT7rlu
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ykn9LJ8mi
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vznGYaMDL
不妙，他超生氣的…942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIcX0fmgC4
唰。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9axcbjHZID
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKEUCTF1uo
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hA29fXYFn
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44lddLLbB3
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO7jNtyxK2
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64wtfep8Og
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKw1v24yrL
「威士忌。」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPESISFbXjC
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPij1xJs4Tl
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLqopuwaJ0
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MIMT796DN
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pWcrxR9fp
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWCzCenc4d
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRq8EnrP6K
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQtC9XG8Fu
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtIIsFiKXq
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBot03QszJ
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH89pkJ4Aw
□942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeN0i2mUjEv
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXEPWd24Mf
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OoYguvW01
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwSqrtLTn2
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3KV9tbvrm
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ClItttU9R
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDLVxdgjYS
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8LlO7S3iJ
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHTSHbfivR
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLzqx5Mp0x
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoZSW4uXxO
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90U52Lzs63
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZJqlX7H6t
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1HZoNbTnq
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSG1a1I3ma
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVm6NFq1g5y
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1H3Nyw9XRj
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFImBIOYs1e
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWw6dY5VCG
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFJ6NjCxMK
「嗚哇！」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYkhrASiGe
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbhiBP0KWy
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2b3X8LFgm
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjs0RXXRYV2
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAeRuw9DzS
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVwLjFSMz4
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaEKt3c6Wz
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIx9why7f7K
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TflMLmovA
哇，眼睫毛好長…942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6j3dMv0qHw
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY5kOmBEai
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswEzzDCygX
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZxj7GJfY2
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fNHcDqmWK
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAq1LTu9k7
…咦？942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatoKfswjiq
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZuueouVo3
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uoV3HnRiz
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnAsudXSdF
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNekEY5iMx
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPs1p3BGCzg
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtPq68mCJe
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujl9WJk8At
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdWYXQfjmG
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8mtvdEd2S
「愛你，不可以嗎…」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjTSJEYIRY
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1rSFTezz8
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxccPrzeZ4S
…他把我，誤認成誰了？942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFeCy8mXX7
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1jRIcjk1Q
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYhlqliCRO
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiOhb2k4P9
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DX7ZNVgsx
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVMIcv9sju
他，沒有挽留。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYNWGSPhIl
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkkUTaIZHn
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8iaji0Nkf
□942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjdFbltKYp
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9dvtOKeYp
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3p1iYL92fj
我喜歡姜幸宇。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRSGjgEoQT
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡss5OTLgzIK
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGFjRienUy
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOYj5znsnM
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfBmdrjNBY
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5A1QRunEcQ
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqZDTzg2Qz
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAkOKMtPQU
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz6z7BHu1R
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm50gS1lfZs
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr10duN0kro
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8r7E8bnmn4
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqQJ6xYZHZ
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCZvZtCo5n
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTnUQKoY8n
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESmm82wU4U
我愛上了姜幸宇。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsQj8Xuisd
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5oVqZ0mBU
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDxqUZVxK8
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbJDgfyXdY
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8nhlJTozZ
□942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jK9j3vemj
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6q8keL6wD
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP1WnsIZEP
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5ynjHvjDV
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYUoceKDhh
但，這並不是自己想要的…942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHBWbBwXge
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNB8X0EEcB
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AngdIo2sN
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH05LAYz3EZ
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3lXzRX8Lk
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApMxZWuHFk
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdKfIudba4
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYu7h99g1p
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqFq92N1Ao
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h95LpOkdG
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jU4eHetGL
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAEmfQqYc1
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pvWdvJW4w
「啪！」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAnTQS3szH
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrhYTdx10y
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSdic0V0Sc
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovdWaVE5TX
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMdE8wVvTT
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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