星期二的晚上，我忍不住找他。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZZtrQTdNS
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「今日有咩搞？」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTCU9j7KZr
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「唉班朋友又食煙喇。」我能夠想像他內心很嫌棄，卻裝出沒事的樣子。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgROtay9tw
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「不如唔好去啦。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2UO2sOOXI
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「咁又唔得。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1TNOd5IVE
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「咁不如帶個口罩？」我只能為他想點辦法。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFIGIO4IDC
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「好似好奇怪，佢地實以為我病。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcepKYIwzC
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「咁冇計啵。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92tAyfaeCW
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人總是愛面子，因為害怕被別人排斥、害怕失去一同玩樂的夥伴，Joe會選擇默默承受。他是那堆抽煙的朋友裡面唯一一個不會抽煙的人，就像那漆黑的洞穴裡，有著一隻螢火蟲，一點還沒有被黑暗摧殘的光。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcbgHG7aJc
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星期三的晚上，我決定再找他。我隨便找個討論區的貼文分享給他。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAicM5Bjol
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「我啱啱都見到啊。」他秒回。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0exQCHcHm
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「有咩做啊今日？」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNls7r4xJHA
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「班朋友又起到講上大陸食海底撈，講上面好發達，我都唔明點解咁都講的出口。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9azijpWSBa
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「好多人都係咁翻大陸玩。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEutYhpFyGk
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「上去又要check手機又剩，又唔知自己食緊咩元素表，啲野又唔係平，都唔知點解要上去玩。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hKL8lXVXc
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「係囉。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFjW21MKgk
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「你試下說服佢地囉。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfyAnNRfjQ
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「佢地講都唔會明，全部都係港豬。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RbEX5v99D
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Joe就像醒來的人，而房間裡的其他人都是裝睡的人。他努力的搖著他們的手，用電筒嘗試照著他們，甚至大聲在他們耳邊吶喊，而他叫不醒那些裝睡的人，最後他放棄了，卻選擇沉默的留在他們身邊。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYfx6OMdRm
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他忍受著好多好多不情願的事，卻又繼續這樣過活，有時候我會想，是他享受在這種强迫自己的狀態下嗎？還是覺得為了迎合他人比較重要？368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLGzj9Ivej
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「如果你係我，你會點做？」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwc2iRW9KVt
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腦海再一次閃過他的話。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2RayYy3Ll
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星期四的早上，Joe主動找我。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsfjOcLdfR
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「啲朋友又諗住r source。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YzRD6Azj4
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「咁你又願意比佢地？」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cbzE9MfAX
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「冇計嫁。」我能想像Joe一臉無奈。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScWZA0JyNj
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「唔好比佢地啦。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqat7MCeuf
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一直到下午，Joe還是沒有回覆我。於是我決定打開話題。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnNPGa8I92
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「Joe，其實我都好好奇，點解你可以起朋友入面堅持到唔食煙。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEG4IT1i4s
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「因為我真係好唔鐘意」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBFJJLAwyH
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「咁點解你容忍到佢地，你講到佢地又港豬，又食煙。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5xNcfjz9y
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「冇辦法，咁我都要搵人陪我玩飛鏢」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbCq4qFr8c
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「你會唔會覺得好慘，次次都要食二手煙？」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScdcanNaWQ
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「我覺得冇人同我玩慘啲。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKBNAVKTyQ
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「都係嘅。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjVTOnwDnG
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其實，我也不明白Joe為什麼要默默承受不喜歡的事情，和不喜歡的人一起，給朋友發source如是，跟吸煙、不問世事的朋友一齊玩樂如是。與其跟和自己不合的人在一起，那麼多看不過眼的事情，倒不如做一些自己喜歡的。就像Kenneth說的，那些求只為source而慕名而來的人，大可不給他們。反正source給出去，頂多換來女神一句「Thx」和「你真係好人」。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmlgvG2n1t
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他不需要羨慕Kenneth，他也可以像Kenneth，做著自己喜歡的事情。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5kEdfa2DI
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「如果你係我，你會點做？」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMY8dWnU4H
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這句話不斷在我腦海中重複，卻還沒有答案。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYEbmXiWeJ
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他不喜歡抽煙，於是無數次拒絕吸煙的邀請，卻又無數次答應玩飛鏢的邀約，讓自己渾身煙味。曾經，我覺得他是蓮花，在淤泥中堅持自己的底線，不抽一根煙。然而，他不是蓮花，他有手有腳，他可以選擇不活在淤泥裡，對吧？368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbsb6kvD8H
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如果他是黑暗中唯一的螢火蟲，他可以離開這個沒有同伴的地方，去跟其他螢火蟲為伍，不用孤獨痛苦的存在？368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFqd6Gufnd
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