僵硬的氣氛，恰如劍弩拔張的對峙44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzVo44mOYt
赤司本人並不樂見自己跟黑子之中有著如此的窘迫44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGEQrocBBv
「哲也，是說，你擅長古箏？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQBtsPbbSj
領著黑子回寢殿的路上赤司問道44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXS4MHRJ65
「是的？敢問征君為何如此詢問？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5gwE3w9no
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「沒有…只是忽然想到」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQs52O07Xig
赤司並未漏看對方臉上一閃即逝的尷尬44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ4QrVEZLb
「征…征能為我保守密秘嗎？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cbs0c9iZ0
黑子停下腳步，輕輕跩著赤司的衣擺44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBbn1X1ibn
「哈…要我保守什麼呢？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3hRS3Hhs7
赤司並未轉身只是佇足於黑子的前方靜候回復44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlDN4Js4TG
「我…其實彈的還是差強人意…所有樂器唯一較會的便是古箏」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTLcoPcQBF
「就這樣？」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEqJOT4U1a
赤司身子一轉，難掩笑意的看著黑子44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59OrDiwjPd
「是的就這樣…還有這對樂師來說是頗為羞恥…所以請征君勿再笑了」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPiOy2pVxO
黑子嘆了口氣…44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB19w5vWbpx
「待我練成，改日我再彈奏給征君聽吧」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSO8RyHWCJy
既然已經將秘密說出了…那也不必在介意什麼了……索性不再看對方，快步走向寢殿……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡen26Rt2R4C
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見狀，赤司笑了笑，也跟上了對方的步伐44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYoq4xS9wQ
「真是，臉皮薄的孩子」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71CFKiybAz
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嬉笑的言詞與此刻黯然的笑容成了極大的反差44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJpRl1arcT
望著黑子的背影44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ylbWMJNgP
無神論者的他卻低聲的向著不存在的神氏乞求44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnpbcm2tyX
「如上蒼有靈……請讓黑子永世不要回頭……讓他好好的走下去…不要讓他看到我狼狽的樣子……」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUs5rQhefH
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愛.讓一個人平日所有的焰氣全數熄滅…在愛人跟前，就算世界急速坍方，也要撐起一切死守著對方44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8zSJiqeJN
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你若真心愛琴，便也不枉費我將時間消磨在一介我不擅長的事物上44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNAKPZwfxE
不過，即便你並非愛琴，也無枉費一說，為你付出的再多，我也不會有半句怨言44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnSbY5BUAM
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讓我用這些日子來彌補我無法兌現的承諾44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiyB02RqQm
因為在我遞給你的票據上……是我窮盡此生也無法償還你的數字44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6bo6ovj72
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憶起黑子的生日即將到來44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhICSxwtRwe
赤司在寢殿前止步，撫上緊閉的門扉的手猶豫的收了回來44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW33FnHeZpC
轉往摸向左側的配刀，走向陰暗的書室44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RvRgDJy51
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「咿呀………」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZMoDvbjsx
略微老舊厚實的紫檀製成的門扉，發出了刺耳的噪音44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf0NsnR1KQ
木門的敞開伴隨著夜晚的冷風吹灌入室中44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprb2sItjyh
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嗅聞著清淨薄淡的木材特有的芬芳，赤司再次放鬆了下緊繃許久的神智44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF4LE95Wc0
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踏入室內，赤司將一旁的燭火點著，艷黃的火焰在風吹下搖曳著，為昏暗的環境染上了溫暖的橘光44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwuCecO4nh
赤司從櫃中取出一塊紋理分明的上好木材，隨後落坐於一旁長椅上取出佩刀44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62VkBCGIbw
開始為原木進行雕琢，長刃之刀本就不是以雕琢為主的設計44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TmHuIcsdQ
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但赤司卻將長刀化為鑽刻用具一般，細削出一道道凹槽與秀逸的外觀線條44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsVuYTIJr0
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維持此等專注，直至外頭黑暗的夜幕逐漸轉為海藍，零星幾只鳥兒的啁啾聲才讓男人意識到自己整夜無眠44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr51RDmYxYI
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情況持續了數日，原先多餘的木料皆被赤司削去並接上了琴弦，呈現出符合赤司心中……那完美的古箏44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyBHlw2cWa
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熄滅了不知第幾根蠟燭，不知溶了多少蠟油44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEG3ZDWhgV
之前每時刻的刻畫，全是赤司對於黑子的認真，想伴著他走過人類所擁有的短暫的一生…最真誠的心44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcjy8lD751
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「哲也…起床了」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmf480Tpn0
赤司推開了寢殿的木門44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFivPudFgal
照慣例的喚醒黑子，為他披上了毛毯保暖44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCocME7HI4
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『我還能這樣注視著你…多久呢？』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNB8DaBGcC
『上天並不會因為蒼生的畏懼而油生憐憫，垂憐因旱災而瀕死的農人，更不會因我的擔憂改變戰事的來臨，上帝…是無能的…看著一切任憑發生…卻無能為力……跟此刻的我……又有何差異？』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0lZRdgAMn
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『人類著實愚蠢至極，因自身的無力因而編湊出荒誕的神論』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3CjqSuCU8
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『從不過問鬼神的我…此刻卻比誰都希望……是我錯誤質疑了祂們的存在…如果你們聽見了……可否再給我一些時間……此趟出征，定是有去無回』44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bNGjU1baT
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赤司永遠也無法料想到，此時說出的是他兩人未來的命運，而無回的……並不是他本人……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgJS2X1sBT
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「征……發呆嗎？」黑子揉了揉睡意沈重的雙眼，靜看著同樣在看著自己的赤司 44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQzQ63xy6m
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「不……哲也」黑子的聲音拉回了男人的思緒，赤司微笑著彎下腰溫柔的親吻著黑子的雙唇44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHXaljhETW
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「生日快樂…」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzKB6CDT05
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赤司贈予黑子古箏時，黑子眼中流露出的驚訝絕非假裝出來的44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Fl9UNUal1
因為……黑子深知此把古箏……是赤司一人……親手為自己削制而出的……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6D0NDBxhE
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「征君……謝謝你……我很喜歡」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVgm4DrECx
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「我一定會努力練習，直到能彈奏給征君聽」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NdYOFnWb1
黑子溫柔的懷抱著琴身，笑著看向對方……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtOUCZCME4
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真的真的…很愛你…愛到……快無法自持了……44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqVVa5KaHr
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「我等著…」44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YMfFlcCtX
赤司笑答到44Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7raBZA0dxc
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