僵硬的氣氛，恰如劍弩拔張的對峙51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcS3swBQC7
赤司本人並不樂見自己跟黑子之中有著如此的窘迫51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsjug5WN3I
「哲也，是說，你擅長古箏？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGeoUPdpfg
領著黑子回寢殿的路上赤司問道51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcTnktM7wD
「是的？敢問征君為何如此詢問？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OcLrri7Da
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「沒有…只是忽然想到」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzTIdzurXS
赤司並未漏看對方臉上一閃即逝的尷尬51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpivKbooON
「征…征能為我保守密秘嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQnFzLljzS
黑子停下腳步，輕輕跩著赤司的衣擺51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnLfgEsfwb
「哈…要我保守什麼呢？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUs45AbmNsv
赤司並未轉身只是佇足於黑子的前方靜候回復51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNJmaGYacE
「我…其實彈的還是差強人意…所有樂器唯一較會的便是古箏」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wlMzSfjTP
「就這樣？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EcWpikZ5K
赤司身子一轉，難掩笑意的看著黑子51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDM4krT1e0v
「是的就這樣…還有這對樂師來說是頗為羞恥…所以請征君勿再笑了」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLFNEsBg8T
黑子嘆了口氣…51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFgCxChrG0
「待我練成，改日我再彈奏給征君聽吧」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYGM1WBOSX
既然已經將秘密說出了…那也不必在介意什麼了……索性不再看對方，快步走向寢殿……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZQTYL9cwE
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見狀，赤司笑了笑，也跟上了對方的步伐51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurIWuAAdm3
「真是，臉皮薄的孩子」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSAAXMWBd8
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嬉笑的言詞與此刻黯然的笑容成了極大的反差51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3kaGOm7Cv
望著黑子的背影51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnORzo8gNGd
無神論者的他卻低聲的向著不存在的神氏乞求51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16fxnJJQHW
「如上蒼有靈……請讓黑子永世不要回頭……讓他好好的走下去…不要讓他看到我狼狽的樣子……」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL35g0lKx5
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愛.讓一個人平日所有的焰氣全數熄滅…在愛人跟前，就算世界急速坍方，也要撐起一切死守著對方51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJyF5zmQHP
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你若真心愛琴，便也不枉費我將時間消磨在一介我不擅長的事物上51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cNfUmexXs
不過，即便你並非愛琴，也無枉費一說，為你付出的再多，我也不會有半句怨言51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpkSkqzEyQ
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讓我用這些日子來彌補我無法兌現的承諾51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmvf5TMn1E
因為在我遞給你的票據上……是我窮盡此生也無法償還你的數字51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOKMhzaxZl
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憶起黑子的生日即將到來51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jSO1Klj2S
赤司在寢殿前止步，撫上緊閉的門扉的手猶豫的收了回來51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyStfyS54H
轉往摸向左側的配刀，走向陰暗的書室51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqVAEQIfjM
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「咿呀………」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡde9Bu5pcHu
略微老舊厚實的紫檀製成的門扉，發出了刺耳的噪音51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuM7smEFj40
木門的敞開伴隨著夜晚的冷風吹灌入室中51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTExfRhszFp
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嗅聞著清淨薄淡的木材特有的芬芳，赤司再次放鬆了下緊繃許久的神智51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNQGYphdD2
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踏入室內，赤司將一旁的燭火點著，艷黃的火焰在風吹下搖曳著，為昏暗的環境染上了溫暖的橘光51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡND1ADKRXpE
赤司從櫃中取出一塊紋理分明的上好木材，隨後落坐於一旁長椅上取出佩刀51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRDjSAA19y
開始為原木進行雕琢，長刃之刀本就不是以雕琢為主的設計51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkHojZfI7a
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但赤司卻將長刀化為鑽刻用具一般，細削出一道道凹槽與秀逸的外觀線條51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3O9faCCx50
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維持此等專注，直至外頭黑暗的夜幕逐漸轉為海藍，零星幾只鳥兒的啁啾聲才讓男人意識到自己整夜無眠51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3Inwh6ALI
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情況持續了數日，原先多餘的木料皆被赤司削去並接上了琴弦，呈現出符合赤司心中……那完美的古箏51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyTvL4y9no
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熄滅了不知第幾根蠟燭，不知溶了多少蠟油51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteZOm3BARj
之前每時刻的刻畫，全是赤司對於黑子的認真，想伴著他走過人類所擁有的短暫的一生…最真誠的心51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5soglMFoT
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「哲也…起床了」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtFxl11b7Y
赤司推開了寢殿的木門51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0ndly6sm0
照慣例的喚醒黑子，為他披上了毛毯保暖51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sBrpXh0NC
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『我還能這樣注視著你…多久呢？』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitS4WtUzvK
『上天並不會因為蒼生的畏懼而油生憐憫，垂憐因旱災而瀕死的農人，更不會因我的擔憂改變戰事的來臨，上帝…是無能的…看著一切任憑發生…卻無能為力……跟此刻的我……又有何差異？』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcG0zvCRsn
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『人類著實愚蠢至極，因自身的無力因而編湊出荒誕的神論』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKpq0HKakp
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『從不過問鬼神的我…此刻卻比誰都希望……是我錯誤質疑了祂們的存在…如果你們聽見了……可否再給我一些時間……此趟出征，定是有去無回』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIo7ermPMEJ
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赤司永遠也無法料想到，此時說出的是他兩人未來的命運，而無回的……並不是他本人……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9numw9iFL
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「征……發呆嗎？」黑子揉了揉睡意沈重的雙眼，靜看著同樣在看著自己的赤司 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxE5VuqdNT1
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「不……哲也」黑子的聲音拉回了男人的思緒，赤司微笑著彎下腰溫柔的親吻著黑子的雙唇51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7th2Ubss9
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「生日快樂…」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jHZKCdWGn
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赤司贈予黑子古箏時，黑子眼中流露出的驚訝絕非假裝出來的51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7ceVYUukB
因為……黑子深知此把古箏……是赤司一人……親手為自己削制而出的……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEkQq3ndFp
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「征君……謝謝你……我很喜歡」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscvik6jabD
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「我一定會努力練習，直到能彈奏給征君聽」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC00zxVDAu
黑子溫柔的懷抱著琴身，笑著看向對方……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar7aC4Gzjf
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真的真的…很愛你…愛到……快無法自持了……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPefzTsqNpb
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「我等著…」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmF7tY1pvEa
赤司笑答到51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3W7Gqzm82Y
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