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I hate waking up.

savandler

May 17, 2025

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I hate ever morning I wake up,

I’m different each time.

I hate that my dreams are better,

Better than my reality.

I hate that I feel in dreams,

But never in reality.

I hate waking up in this world.

Where everything comes at a cost.

I hate that to survive,

I have to be something I’m not.

I hate that I have to fake every day.

Fake being healthy.

Fake that I eat every day.

Fake being perfect.

Fake being nice to myself.

Fake being enough,

Enough for people who shouldn’t matter.

I hate that I can’t even remember who I am,

Except in my dreams.

I hate waking up,

feeling like I have to be the best,

In everything I do.

I hate that my dreams are better,

Constantly better than my reality.

I hate waking up.

Why are my dreams always better,

Always better than everything?

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#1 C.W. I hate the memories I still have.

#2 I hate how I feel.

#3 I hate the lies I tell every day.

#4 I hate my philophobia.

#5 I hate the distance.

#6 I hate waking up.

#7 I hate you C.W.

#8 I hate being empty.

#9 I hate that I can’t cry anymore.

#10 The real payment.

#11 I hate being afraid.

#12 They call me pretty until I tell them no.

#13 I hate the mask I wear.

#14 Why do strangers care when they’re online?

#16 The backup.

#17 If I meet you again.

#23 My reasons.

#25 Just a question.

#26 Pain is expressed in different ways.