仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhySobQ8Fa7
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1ePWjJp2m
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33XhUTPyd5
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為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lWOcvMrnC
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我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjwR4sFowp
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"我諗可以嘅。"335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvLbExFv5H
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接近六點，佢回覆我。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXuWKO2k4b
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一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7Ekceb3in
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoR8fRFgjA
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"嗯........好吖。"335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOvYBTr2t2
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佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPVicT0px3
335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLtoq0PEhe
"係咪有心事？"335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8S1TzjZNCb
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我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1hrS1JNQb
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因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsJjZWBLQU
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"嗯......無嘢呀！"335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Vv8ZN7946
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我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmK0uPsSN2
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"今晚上你度，好唔好？"335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtaG6fBe7Y
335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Tm6PGtI9y
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMi9Ah6sj5
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我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7glltg4mo6
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"唔得就算啦！"335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9pTxAlXgB
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見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvawmH5Eop
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"唔係呀，只不過........."335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNT7pEB9DW
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我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokkSUqf0m9
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"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5fPmSjRCG
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男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStLuHAz3GF
335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGpmV38HuA
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAYstf1t3W
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我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KSMJWu0Bv
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我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEBxfUjVis
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"一陣再搵你！"335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaYbHTgzoa
335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MX48HjAZE
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZarijht3GK
335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9Bu0XdMWS
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdBcQnN7qP
335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFouUKNZI7
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcHmZJpXT1
335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkMMwdLMRe
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYmtwCrFb2
335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6vkQ7tr7s
"唔好咁啦！"335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtakcfI6MbE
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO3GmcxS5J
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"我好快返嚟，等我。"335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡve7qM1dmfK
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佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWJQ0gF0IW
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我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGao06Ldeeq
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我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsnzHtKwrJ
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我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmW8XmNEdn1
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我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94t7rV5Kvo
335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ986yAt5gaw
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicy4hrisVR
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不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf294ALno9Y
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飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK5M4MU3Zk
335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UBaS78kHP
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUudPPh9hZ
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可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrNnDnjp1T
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.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zCTb89sHR
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呢張係四個月前第一張。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF00ooqAWKn
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Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFb8JMRtoNZ
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『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW17Xazdh6g
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呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPN9DJ08vM
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『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM4yRM9uiA
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUDncR8z78
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以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6A8T0ybkC7
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尤其是最後一張。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlSeYCK3LN
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeINusZfVb3
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBffss0AwS4
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下星期三？咪即係今日！335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflk6bfiPPH
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嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12LVyHinDY
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我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0feqS4KYN
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我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLecutyKSRG
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呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4mo1HymVr
335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBLstNiBOT
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4BWpoHo72
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWoWJZ4su3
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCqOKyZduw
335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVOP3r9wNR
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCYIriUvg2
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"我call咗車，我走先！"335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRtHRfGWl4
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男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P1sTMplNF
335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB4JnnUhix
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bGsRkyaqF
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“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgYBM0BvR2
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男友追到落嚟。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN8oNetrEK
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzdXRlchUN
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我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNTlXQFPM9
335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NpZn6XFV2
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvWPshPVsp
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男友拖住我返上佢屋企。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYjLkKrrqV
335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohNlI1R7Cd
我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJcPQJELNj
