I am dreading growing old.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwTK34Vcu6
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLCadpt1hC
everyone asked for a young female.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82q8munG4t
what happens when I grow old,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrH9HQXjEE2
what happens when my tits sag 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqqgMfJp2O
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOz0xCIrTe
will I no longer be wanted?247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0HXKkrX51
No longer desired or admired.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSghb1DzcL
will I just be old?247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwooegXjf3I
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHtJrPrtaZ
Just247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXEj9b6bbW
Old.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhscOzNa7Sz
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqomAUlRed
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58ys36Wo7U
I'll have to be good at something,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ5pivec0Z
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B4jt6KCTS
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCZ2e1nrwd
I'll have to be somebody247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZFxPDZcxL
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HN5DbiiwM
but I know I can't keep it.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq748jSACF
Good things never last.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pqnzCSwtP
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdVTYfWdQm
I don't know when youth became so important to me247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMNDN326JV
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorJhXrwv7K
and why so many people died over it247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnto7mOdCpR
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIe1UBjqLyg
I would.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDDZRtp6MJ
perhaps that makes me a bad human,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7SKpz4ye4
a bad feminist247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzbPG5zbvy
bad person,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ad5kyYXvX
but all I know is it's the truth247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEztOKP4kF0
and I would do it,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0mvgN0y4c
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPnyVV223c
I would give up so much to stay desirable.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkO0I0XTKQ
Because I've never been desired before247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpHKHH56H2
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51pKP1mLoL
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PLQ1Z6Z1O
and my skin sags from my bones247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5E1mPZTZ9
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejt46cm8b2
my neck doubling,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUNpJJp48j
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDbL7GoWdG
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdj6jtrCU1
some people think when you get older looks matter less247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx76GcaK8wy
But that's not true, nobody wants that247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SnXJwjDKW
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUzkSzR6u1
What will I be?247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9fupKti2M
Chopped liver I suppose.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdf58A5e3Z5
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEC3Iv33xQN
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFucRDAao4o
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmgfJz3eiP
I'm young247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXa4fmS7jV
I have done nothing time is flying by247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeb4j8sbcM
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wgo4MHV2R
Keeps slipping from my fists.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhF0EqpEhJh
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K51rS64HQ
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvv9zz107e
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctvY0nWsJb
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmtYU9yOKe
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlCB5WXIyD
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LjfMVMsXA
I feel it closing in on me247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZMgxSiWgA
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKbqkouWED
looking in the mirror I see my painting.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURsUN93n1e
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeecI2Kd34
I know they're going to be my demise.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1iNMNIw9M
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPJtoYxmdd
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhKgE0bU1d
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWd5kLe60T
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVIK4s0qea
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRgz83t3iL
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLK1J3bZad4
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqsFHwnCZj
because I know myself if not anyone else247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPJ0P6FvYX
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiz5S460cUh
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBfJPKKpwl
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZ3e1xKzwY
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NK2AiFm20
everyone asked for a young female.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEk2cHjDLm
what happens when I grow old,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeuNANgryz
what happens when my tits sag 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfV4VrCSQ2f
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgu2xPJDIk
will I no longer be wanted?247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1626iPGWXF
No longer desired or admired.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSdHhXCUJi
will I just be old?247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LITLotngc
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UcRu5nnCT
Just247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKTlAO6vXN
Old.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFUt8gWVDP
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLnh6uikg3
I'll have to be good at something,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIhl7MzLMV
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbTqq7arou
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXTblmNt4q
I'll have to be somebody247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0Hhlqb2Sc
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjKWtlTt9J
but I know I can't keep it.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwu8dsConpr
Good things never last.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZygcEjTdS1
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasvLpHdvNG
I don't know when youth became so important to me247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5H0Bwcy4d
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8wNEFHERl
and why so many people died over it247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fqEJLvX4e
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobeoILzc34
I would.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GqCrFMSZA
perhaps that makes me a bad human,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2n2sxu672
a bad feminist247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLxCMeZeCk
bad person,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRik16NsXwf
but all I know is it's the truth247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUanJ6Jm0m
and I would do it,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaOAETTArn
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6xPOA5r8p
I would give up so much to stay desirable.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lOvw68T0r
Because I've never been desired before247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjv607K0vM
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQqC3QMdKO
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkro0QzVNar
and my skin sags from my bones247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAqgmH2vaa
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWikVcc4uJ
my neck doubling,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreFfLNx48M
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FSJWXr4Rj
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjb4yGcXFc7
some people think when you get older looks matter less247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaR40JEbR6D
But that's not true, nobody wants that247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvHxM9WKdf
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxeWEatTQP
What will I be?247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU9euabUTb
Chopped liver I suppose.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oa4v9Ox5T
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTid4oNtcJI
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBfL9vGVO0
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHrAdmIZwO
I'm 20247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfy1Sc1K35
I have done nothing time is flying by247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYSRBaiZyH
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfKWDcqRUY
Keeps slipping from my fists.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50JfLbtHty
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6z5vhMuSn
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAx3kqUTag
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm7R159eP6
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwUSlUczty
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVU8pPgiJY
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9BaGDl0dt
I feel it closing in on me247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5y81ISYj2z
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgPw0b6j80
looking in the mirror I see my painting.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkL81fNWcD
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuREo2yyQYp
I know they're going to be my demise.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoZnFFwBmh
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpBMRshzCz
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjVV2JqkvI
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WfZxI8LtC
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPltezSTLi
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZrJcmrUT4
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH3e2SBMrQ
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxD92l1YQp
because I know myself if not anyone else247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNSEFzGZcy
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdjGJskOv5
247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmWmiaJ691
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
