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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNvmTXdWrR
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJML9Au11ut
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QBps9VECA
到了下個路口281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDScRSby1P
看見我一動也不動的站在原地281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkJq0HI7xG
走近才發現 我看到的景象，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbLF9iyYx2
那正是我暗戀的學長281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshkIZdaJ0z
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDzXymLfqf
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泰亨大步地走向我，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyomg4S63k2
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2Ekdcx225
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwROniPb5fU
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2Zb4v6z9j
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCbzl8cI7v
我將他的手慢慢移開281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPi2eTht2v
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3W0aDfef8
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI22Y33QeDP
逞強地假裝好像沒事，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0K0oX7v73
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWDPBdKc5d
已經出賣了我...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ICq6hBAq4
-281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tEsxHSOzR
我們站在冰櫃前，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWji4gOZgCy
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcesUed7Rau
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxTZi8Q7xQ
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fVfqUfvGS
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gkJpX4wPW
忽然學長從門那走了進來，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcoY29jYbS
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76PD3L73Vh
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ347UnEn4xP
「學長好。」我說，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡontjEEIvTZ
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEaAPyIiHA
-281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaWQwPzun7
「共36塊。」店員說，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS03THCFN14
我打開錢包，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeITpRjfOit
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZWBVv26vJ
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3EC0XdJsJ
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp16VqMOjs
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwKMZoSi08
-281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQPiwJxhKu
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMvnl5Axre
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXQD1C6ALN
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAz69A3Aw0
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArX3idz3zy
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vzAa8CamN
他也跟著看著前方281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEW2ZxNUItk
-281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbpagnbJxi
當再次轉過來時281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GCjJV0BsC
我的眼淚已直直地落下，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKpC51nHdo
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSXbMTIVIW
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFI1X0aJOYI
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YfhmBnzdZ
感覺平時不太會安慰人...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWO9hClDES
-281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjeGjdp6zb
突然我拿起手機給他看281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6NyU2Ti2t
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4lLW85Nu2
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjEGSWvZmq
我又哭得更大聲了......281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRkoMtLStD
看到我哭到不能自己，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA5KetG9Rq
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrKVADLdHH
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbA1dgEOk6K
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVGVQs7c5i
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddCyCv1ghx
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmc3w0ScSF7
-281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzxvlykFCn
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0KkQg1fBi
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesSOEWT2wP
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqevSN3WnE7
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDdj4rCKTU
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZT6GXdPMS
「我們都沒做錯什麼」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OM8uMlz2N
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMM9wyvbKpY
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNW7poMq5S
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3fHM43CXO
-281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZ4Jrglppw
泰亨聽著我所說的，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2QmUzEbbK
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYsHNYhy88
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFvQmOCuDL
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYC8EY5H3AQ
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WEzIszom5
-281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyingnZASqs
我又再次哭紅了雙眼281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDQg6lAnwk
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKqqChcjIC
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRnfMz8YBo
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpdQmCxnSL
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cTDzBrtXJ
-281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfX4QsDHa4A
又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sFOdqpPFs
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdONCZZSlCX
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVPvsmafpv
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcT1GbMNvi0
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6yXqkAM0n
「要不要我送你？」，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTWVISOAwr
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx68ltYNHCg
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYyEFT5UgG
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNaHqthTxX
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡst4FALFTx7
- - ->281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscM5GFbtS3
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTHRQHZoCp
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtXh1LVwRf
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrtCrrQ3Uj
他們倆不解地看向房那，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4eByB6VAG
二哥的房門 微微開了...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzN14Xdyyv
-281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5S3MspH3zB
我又趴在書桌上哭了會，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h3C0GZykL
哭累了就睡著了，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS4NUp1XVK
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9gX7acqJ0
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOci0ilL5b
-281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aM4AvkMLt
小的時候 只要我傷心、難過281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKGvXyMyP8
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBp7poqXaB
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqILq7EhLr
長大後 看不見黑影了，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN93EGTDmE0
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamxYFn96oz
因為一直不知道是誰給的，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6LrWpEew0
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdws9ovOVU9
-281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwBAsUI03m
隨著年紀增長281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFcLKOb0bM
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVFedvHV0R
假裝著自己沒事，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDTFewNSQY
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhApdWJ9VYf
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oFbkQgozu
看著手中的棒棒糖，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI43NyuyLeU
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSAl80ozSc
- - ->281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhU8lNlbs4
這個禮拜只要去社團練習，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74cwrhn5NS
就會看見他們在那放閃，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe319hrl8J
對沒錯 是社對。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKkD4rYpmO
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknhUjqRLAn
假裝著自己毫不在意，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ324O5Hy9JQ
其實心裡破了一個洞...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsm0VtXP27
- - ->281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhiOJZqseq
那天泰亨回去後想了很多，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchFqdpZM4t
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACzgOvtKYG
「哥，我想作曲」。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2wIqZ9S08
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksbpKJLFEf
我點進去聽了，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvlBXSeRTB
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GIc0FooFf
閉上眼 靜靜地聽281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3uSImORLp
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOS3NMHlkv4
- - ->281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbWmOQgx6V
一轉眼就到了舞會當天，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UxPpqRTuT
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7QzXLdzpX
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bFDp5n4PS
主詞人說道，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKno3dee1Q
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63DHUbEC7d
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l7AlQiCU6
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk0Rn1b9Po
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUTFMS8rdd
-281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNATTip6rrh
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoX6dPFSyl
「我自己跳」我說，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNhQieZag4
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XMlewtqgQ
一個人也能做得很好...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ib3KmQZWj
-281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbMFVg24pK
音樂即將播下，281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWCPolqgLP
我看著會場中央的大門281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzPnzlkeat
有一絲光線射入......281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKb1R5BAoGh
-281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeA8eqAcy5
-281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm889s36lDB
-待續...281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbgFolDIff
