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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNvIvHR1qG
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVuBUyH4l2
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtRISAUVJ6
到了下個路口241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrKEwNsfgv
看見我一動也不動的站在原地241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyVjzrtOXc
走近才發現 我看到的景象，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfmglPzPUk
那正是我暗戀的學長241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvVChi79CN
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfwL4z8XBy
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泰亨大步地走向我，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvv5rtXYVjW
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUynbmkiOD
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fTs2BJuUP
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBdGepqiGk
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Oj5FNMBPR
我將他的手慢慢移開241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5StoT8DywK
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh208vNcyhR
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVx6mUQvPo
逞強地假裝好像沒事，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9z2GtZ8d49
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTOq40W1V0
已經出賣了我...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhVOZBjWa7
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我們站在冰櫃前，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmLhKZEFzj
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqa4s23zwB
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VkNZOuUiY
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ45WS7hnyS
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAcnfHw4pR
忽然學長從門那走了進來，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIN36OJ4Imn
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKvNNC1lqo
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuW1ergGBsL
「學長好。」我說，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKiW3kKjjj
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2AtdQ2S4h
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「共36塊。」店員說，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiZUiJ07Rm
我打開錢包，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5yf80hdit
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVsPG4Y8R0
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqeEmwjmK1
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ475dnm7F4J
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nhreWm3zt
-241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwIWNR6Kpn
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcl67uuBUJ
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFdAwI1LMA
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8N7pc2Kei
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKXv4Ge5lc
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZpMtDhCnN
他也跟著看著前方241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrFKeaGUHp
-241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDmVxzQAfg
當再次轉過來時241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTicyLMGUM0
我的眼淚已直直地落下，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQOtaYISwF
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1qeiRXAUS
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qc7m8AOrW
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2zJQDO4sA
感覺平時不太會安慰人...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6P4QPjcE7k
-241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7D4yh7QZ9
突然我拿起手機給他看241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmq32oqRdhJ
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDBeW5bhFy
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zLhwGir9a
我又哭得更大聲了......241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKSrsqHwJW
看到我哭到不能自己，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1KdG9jr4O
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka3pSLdSYj
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOiHgaI1ke
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltdPRJWtjN
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5akNKvzqkN
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszXBz5iaot
-241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZRnSSJST7
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO2G1MBuNn
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiG7zsKlSSr
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtK9bWLQo3
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVLsFPJ1xJ
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eoig0iXXe
「我們都沒做錯什麼」241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZz0SfifKm
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsRogP95l6
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP718g0C6w
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvTHRfFh42
-241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZHfCMwXdn
泰亨聽著我所說的，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhX1NMhDiA
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjecMW9xZx
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI7sRWA66P
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejw2zuy1Hk
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXa4BUwllY7
-241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJI8fRRiUfw
我又再次哭紅了雙眼241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRk6acCEt8m
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQe3pA7oJX
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6j9eDlanic
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6as7iB4B5W
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV8Rkp7at8
-241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7NfQlhbEZ
又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKpX3cmOPY
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVkQCPVlSn
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbItqGDNfj
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEykRkcQrh
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDTqL7b1ed
「要不要我送你？」，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiuCaaz8Pe
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbobdGMt5jD
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTg0PnS7wc
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AzdF6Ayg5
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6Z7tTSgcv
- - ->241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlA99CS5uz
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoalNxsVuP
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWEF2KqOxR
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JZ1m3EART
他們倆不解地看向房那，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7KLgQVJE4
二哥的房門 微微開了...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rwMd8D4Ja
-241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpOrdA4BxZ
我又趴在書桌上哭了會，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84TNJFzeuN
哭累了就睡著了，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtYqOCZLnf
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuERtygPmha
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWmIHqj6HN
-241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkrEIW1OUl
小的時候 只要我傷心、難過241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeC8hG7CunE
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiTBbDDj5V
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gfFuFYSXG
長大後 看不見黑影了，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGalNCm8PiV
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLPN3cZYZf
因為一直不知道是誰給的，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLjxyjHmn1
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNikJAialb9
-241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHZoxwhZkJ
隨著年紀增長241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Z6ghK1MXi
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQecNPcycDk
假裝著自己沒事，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnABM9T6zr8
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JXnTql1I7
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSBejSXr11
看著手中的棒棒糖，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtPhDOtYbU
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLeHqh8UZU
- - ->241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuIequEO2g
這個禮拜只要去社團練習，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurw7UVuQ2w
就會看見他們在那放閃，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqOZeJ9g6N
對沒錯 是社對。241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IRphqpmtH
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlujTunW02m
假裝著自己毫不在意，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZKYXOIE2L
其實心裡破了一個洞...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9df7hNCrH
- - ->241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJh3NXCCsEn
那天泰亨回去後想了很多，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDW3toh8HU
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡia6An6n7aK
「哥，我想作曲」。241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12GplFIKk6
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVroaf6PFRo
我點進去聽了，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWIjkkCyY3
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0kXuVtfpb
閉上眼 靜靜地聽241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LE4bn3MaY
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrOU55jTzd
- - ->241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfATGog3AUq
一轉眼就到了舞會當天，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisfkOgrHiL
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNziHZIYyr
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyrZkf6Cxo
主詞人說道，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODkuBLEZ2N
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgvJcLu98G
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHv8XwWjj2
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxfkdnGLjy
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FriO0NkIO
-241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKDystsfTC
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9TcWbUb9O
「我自己跳」我說，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9g8p4nXpHS
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZahAxmJ5z
一個人也能做得很好...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLWzyUdRpq
-241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTH8jXCiD9R
音樂即將播下，241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFiWIYG2Vi
我看著會場中央的大門241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEtymDe1TD
有一絲光線射入......241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5z1UwcXISP
-241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6W1w1KA0D
-241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnfjHeFyaR
-待續...241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLX8cNwSOB
