「即使心有所屬，我仍被他人馴養了……是嗎？」
「許墨……我們分手吧。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzBqlUaCf6
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微瀾從未親口說過這句話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGd3N2USFtr
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她沒有爭吵，沒有質問，沒有眼淚，甚至沒有任何挽留。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTWI9KUygh
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她只是——靜靜地收拾好自己的東西，然後用行動，證明了這句話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQY7aWnUoc
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那一天，許墨帶著她最喜歡的白色鈴蘭，還有一個特意挑選的錦盒回到家。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOCUN00YXJ
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但當門鎖轉動，屋內迎接他的，卻不是熟悉的飯香，也不是她輕輕喚他名字的聲音。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeutEBlXjf8
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屋內安靜得不像話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TMAyiX7M9
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木質地板上幾道乾涸已久的水漬，彷彿有人曾在這裡站了許久，卻又在最後一刻毅然轉身。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6RQxytTLI
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沙發上的毯子被收拾得整整齊齊，連茶几上的杯子也不見了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDlwQTSxrB
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這裡乾淨得不像是一個曾經有兩個人一起生活過的地方。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7twYuN2pzo
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許墨站在門口，神情淡漠，卻微微皺起眉。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyfV7IU7EE
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「……微瀾？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgvsdRb3KJ
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沒人應答。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKpuHNPN7P
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他下意識走向臥室，推開門，衣櫃裡的衣物已經空了一半。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyJ5cnp7sW
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他走進浴室，原本屬於她的牙刷、香氛，全都消失了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpu4MyExeh
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最後，他在書桌上，看見了一張字條。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrYWZA01rR
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字跡他很熟悉。
──【許墨，愛情真的不能將就。】
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他盯著那行字，指尖微微顫了一下，心臟像是被緊緊抓住一般。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOgT5oGsN8
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她……走了？
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許墨站在書房裡，指尖撫過那張便條紙，沉默良久。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPywOwxGNPA
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他撥打她的手機，但無論多少次，傳來的都是「此號碼已被註銷」。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VzJOUR4ZF
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他去找過她的住所，卻被房東告知，她搬走後就再也沒有回來過。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBOez70K5Y
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他甚至試著聯繫她的朋友，卻發現——40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrJymB4PgS
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——他根本不夠了解她。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMko7HpjXl
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他只記得「圍繞著許墨轉的微瀾」，卻從未真正認識「沒有許墨的微瀾」是什麼樣子。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8HYha1EF0
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他發現，自己從來沒有問過她——40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrW3MNZiFZ
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她喜歡的書是什麼？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6zuY60RHY
她習慣的咖啡是哪一種？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZiUvCyRmy
她有沒有什麼夢想？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTq71iBrHRx
或者，她的未來裡，是否一定要有他？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVlTcfpNob
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他一直認為，她會一直在這裡，在他的身後。像過去無數個日夜一樣，安靜地等著他。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvcMplGyji
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可是，這一次，她沒有等。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlygpBGjcu
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她走了，沒有留下任何聯繫方式，甚至沒有給他一絲挽留的機會。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOz3TOjOCjO
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如此溫柔的女孩，真的決絕起來，竟能比任何人都要徹底。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m2hrHria2
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他站在原地，指尖摩挲著那張便條紙，忽然低低地笑了一聲，卻沒有任何笑意。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPAKXRUKLf
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「……微瀾，妳是真的生氣了啊。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBw574AcPyk
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他抬頭看著窗外的夜色，喃喃低語——
他停止尋找微瀾了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AzfpwKeis
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這樣很好。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtF6EtbHdXI
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雖然她…替我惋惜，但那又如何？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzafi5bnNHK
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微瀾沒有義務陪著我這樣耗下去，不是嗎？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhB5jJ3UXGy
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一開始，他只是想讓微瀾回到這個「適合她的地方」。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetmXV17CAT
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可是現在，這個地方，還適合她嗎？
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……「家」，究竟是什麼？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrTgFlnKRb
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微瀾離開後，他以為自己會回到從前。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6H97Xh3lH
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畢竟，在微瀾之前，他也是這樣過的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9Xf5iYvoL
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可是……他感覺似乎有些不一樣。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2RwlXsbgW
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沒有飯香，沒有她輕輕靠在沙發上的身影，沒有她總是準備好的茶水，甚至——沒有她的聲音。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5HLt7MRIp
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一開始，他以為這只是短暫的適應問題。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIwKesBzYu
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跟一個人同住了一年多，總會有些改變的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7ZB3TghMd
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但當他一次次回到這棟公寓，走進這個冰冷的空間時，他才發現——40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSbk93Ak7t
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這裡還能被稱作「家」嗎？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjqUbyX9Qi
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他甚至開始懷疑自己過去所理解的「家」到底是什麼？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDxdme3XhD
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在悠然結婚後，他認為自己已經習慣一個人，不需要被誰牽絆，也不需要誰來填補他的生活。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn0Ti5du56
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可是現在，他才發現，那個曾經只圍繞著他的人，竟然悄無聲息地改變了他。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubVqwTO0Iy
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他習慣了有人在客廳裡等他回來，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDGITsVNzR
習慣了她為自己準備的咖啡，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuPQ7qn75L
習慣了她會在他看書時，安靜地靠在他身邊不打擾，並適時沏上的熱茶，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIH5ocCAZp
習慣了她的聲音、她的氣息，甚至——習慣了她的存在。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1nbYWuINF
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他習慣了她，卻未曾察覺自己離不開她。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDYm6poq8G
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「……即使心有所屬，」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kdq13i5jk
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許墨低聲喃喃，視線落在書桌上被護貝的便條紙。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6OJQ5wdcP
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「我仍被他人馴養了…是嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZ7ayEB7Vk
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他笑了笑，笑意卻未達眼底。將紙條收進抽屜裡，像是收起一段再也不可能翻開的記憶。
