1月14日,凌晨5時多。816Please respect copyright.PENANAfKayLs7Wyl
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。816Please respect copyright.PENANAlUBfFZR4KE
大家都在熟睡中,816Please respect copyright.PENANAbUJOvt1cKr
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,816Please respect copyright.PENANANEFHDPK13q
不自覺的再次想起她。816Please respect copyright.PENANAYorhrbgJId
我,很想長睡下去,816Please respect copyright.PENANAqdrFlStui2
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。816Please respect copyright.PENANAlTFTrbxl6U
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。816Please respect copyright.PENANAcE4nVepbBA
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。816Please respect copyright.PENANAk9YexB68Ix
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,816Please respect copyright.PENANAABL0xKjmtX
血水慢慢的滲出。816Please respect copyright.PENANAk8hqpgNa3r
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。816Please respect copyright.PENANAkGSDy7j3wG
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。816Please respect copyright.PENANAgwBjuSSLDX
起來梳洗,816Please respect copyright.PENANALfmHLUtipb
執拾行裝。816Please respect copyright.PENANAfmi0n84pDU
準備與朋友集合。816Please respect copyright.PENANAuRQhBfeLkp
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,816Please respect copyright.PENANAeLCSa4QSHC
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。816Please respect copyright.PENANAtakOgXBITP
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。816Please respect copyright.PENANABbNGx4Hvg6
或者一切都因為我的被動,816Please respect copyright.PENANAJ01hkPTmjw
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,816Please respect copyright.PENANAQhzogm2d8V
導致我的失敗。816Please respect copyright.PENANAZZtdqYiV2y
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若不是早已應邀,816Please respect copyright.PENANAxlCjNX5pUz
我想,我還是留在家中,816Please respect copyright.PENANAPEI6TgnNWL
白白的消磨時間。816Please respect copyright.PENANAF8tFYK5Krx
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,816Please respect copyright.PENANARbOdFhxiyN
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。816Please respect copyright.PENANAMAotpE36oh
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,816Please respect copyright.PENANAgzr0xxICCe
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。816Please respect copyright.PENANA0OV68aW1BL
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我們乘坐慢船。816Please respect copyright.PENANArGz7TyKGzp
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,816Please respect copyright.PENANATcGAdIx1GZ
然後開展我們的「賭局」。816Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3hzg33yMg
我們玩得有說有笑,816Please respect copyright.PENANAvx7NW8n9hO
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。816Please respect copyright.PENANAClVvX79g2v
我內心的景象,也是如此。816Please respect copyright.PENANAj2k8T3v6mm
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,816Please respect copyright.PENANAhZrDFWRQ6t
尋得他們的燈光。816Please respect copyright.PENANAQCFnuB3aiC
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。816Please respect copyright.PENANAK3cGWnCuou
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,816Please respect copyright.PENANADl0Z6TjtiA
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,816Please respect copyright.PENANA9tua5NtZXe
玩玩聊聊。816Please respect copyright.PENANAp7e8NSvz9S
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說816Please respect copyright.PENANAx447Sym5W9
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說816Please respect copyright.PENANABNdF8Vh6xB
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應816Please respect copyright.PENANAMgRQSQnIRD
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」816Please respect copyright.PENANAJOCKTRig5G
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。816Please respect copyright.PENANAGWT7qnWUcd
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。816Please respect copyright.PENANAUhVy1duzhN
記得,816Please respect copyright.PENANAPc1A59sifg
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,816Please respect copyright.PENANAR7OWEetrdo
四處找朋友拍照留念。816Please respect copyright.PENANAgB8Pt528zM
我,只是一個留級的同學,816Please respect copyright.PENANAW7TrgD1m9n
又不主動認識其他人,816Please respect copyright.PENANAehReNy7Rtb
沒有人找上,也正常不過。816Please respect copyright.PENANAYb0L95erAE
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。816Please respect copyright.PENANA45t3fXqC4l
不過,816Please respect copyright.PENANA5zt5umwkhv
她對我已經……816Please respect copyright.PENANAsP8jiub0nj
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,816Please respect copyright.PENANAAoo06zS7XR
其實,816Please respect copyright.PENANAZqrpzAoJNA
心裡還是渴望著。816Please respect copyright.PENANAMVhimMlcTo
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最終,都得到實現。816Please respect copyright.PENANAjAPdigiVGL
不過,816Please respect copyright.PENANAa7oPZnFrSj
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。816Please respect copyright.PENANAKvWZq01oMZ
我不喜在她這樣的態度,816Please respect copyright.PENANAE8YvTJ1jmt
不是想說她態度欠佳,816Please respect copyright.PENANADxYePDezeW
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。816Please respect copyright.PENANA498PNuFAHR
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眼見面前一班好友,816Please respect copyright.PENANAmQ1LIiVNkX
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。816Please respect copyright.PENANAxuJfRdx9uG
過了好一段時間,816Please respect copyright.PENANAsowdJc24FU
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。816Please respect copyright.PENANAKEhsclOdB0
偏偏在上山的時候,816Please respect copyright.PENANAPdktcbFJn1
我突然感到一陣納悶,816Please respect copyright.PENANARve5riiz5T
那刻,我在想,816Please respect copyright.PENANAdwkBaBYXtc
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?816Please respect copyright.PENANAhfvfXxkzvR
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。816Please respect copyright.PENANAp1z0C3nVAJ
良久,終於下山,816Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7OwERcT7I
時間來到下午五時多,816Please respect copyright.PENANAHyerZCz3FO
我不適的感覺重了,816Please respect copyright.PENANA1HjHJPBhBC
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,816Please respect copyright.PENANA7alqfFnTuT
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。816Please respect copyright.PENANAg3bBvnRqD9
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終於舒暢了,816Please respect copyright.PENANAPeCx8XYC3b
可惜,816Please respect copyright.PENANAohyc89qfnI
過了不足兩小時,816Please respect copyright.PENANAqIEX6Dl1g0
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,816Please respect copyright.PENANAUaTKdKqnkY
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。816Please respect copyright.PENANAR9ZryJ0GyY
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。816Please respect copyright.PENANAIBB11ayBe4
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。816Please respect copyright.PENANApC1yPVu9r4
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。816Please respect copyright.PENANAjBt8MjKCuU
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲816Please respect copyright.PENANANpOdse97d4
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」816Please respect copyright.PENANAA8l6K5Xnxa
「回去好好休息吧。」816Please respect copyright.PENANA69vcwKq6WJ
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。816Please respect copyright.PENANAKOGnDtXPEJ
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。816Please respect copyright.PENANA6BwAyNxRHI
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,816Please respect copyright.PENANAWtgTA2jZ3p
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,816Please respect copyright.PENANAVs6ImrytzJ
無奈已經沒可能了。816Please respect copyright.PENANAUkyzRx0EZi
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晚上十時多,816Please respect copyright.PENANAovYQSGKI8A
終於回到家裡,816Please respect copyright.PENANAKX2W9NcxCC
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,816Please respect copyright.PENANAbYdi34mtjY
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,816Please respect copyright.PENANAj4prTv0wGf
我,肚瀉了。816Please respect copyright.PENANAaJ8vs6xI8n
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,816Please respect copyright.PENANAJyLTElcExq
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。816Please respect copyright.PENANAsr6xJjzYdB
本打算藉今天散散心,816Please respect copyright.PENANAmml83U3F8d
卻又嘔又瀉。816Please respect copyright.PENANAAR62qWPUHt
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。816Please respect copyright.PENANANWjYWjqcKD
閉起雙眼,816Please respect copyright.PENANAswLEgOxxz2
更見黑暗,816Please respect copyright.PENANAyYQYe9ytwe
更感孤寂。816Please respect copyright.PENANAR4tZMPcX4M
我,很想很想...816Please respect copyright.PENANA3lJdUTX6OT
很想痛哭一場。816Please respect copyright.PENANAF237Vxfh62
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。816Please respect copyright.PENANAlqHYXjq9Qp
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,816Please respect copyright.PENANAsFk50zomCl
但我卻無法哭一場。816Please respect copyright.PENANACauoW6poW0
味苦,816Please respect copyright.PENANA7QKvHlnOdv
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,816Please respect copyright.PENANA0ilyqiZwEQ
辛苦。816Please respect copyright.PENANAwGnETto03F
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,816Please respect copyright.PENANAnQ16NcxjNs
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,816Please respect copyright.PENANAyTx5gjv9VX
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。816Please respect copyright.PENANA1FmTNjmY2U
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。816Please respect copyright.PENANA6zwk044EM3
其實,我想不出一位。816Please respect copyright.PENANADV16yjPrw2
其實,我身邊都沒有。816Please respect copyright.PENANAqi0PMIJrkT
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,816Please respect copyright.PENANAodJKcXgQ6T
減下痛苦。816Please respect copyright.PENANAHhGFuzPUog
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色816Please respect copyright.PENANAtNiLQTQ4FO
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了816Please respect copyright.PENANAEPA9edz6rE
你已經決定了 你已經決定了816Please respect copyright.PENANAmbIkyZ2Vhn
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著816Please respect copyright.PENANAeoxoUBr0Cp
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了816Please respect copyright.PENANAWNA2V9ataZ
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割816Please respect copyright.PENANAtgiwNKPRXG
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色816Please respect copyright.PENANANKdCiaJApR
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了816Please respect copyright.PENANAm3i4kkb5Wd
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼816Please respect copyright.PENANAiCLndpUTxz
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了816Please respect copyright.PENANAPtWEL4J4p7
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇816Please respect copyright.PENANAYww4vJcgaZ
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著816Please respect copyright.PENANAHcKKCWMqTj
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色816Please respect copyright.PENANAYUHB9TCGyr
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了816Please respect copyright.PENANAZQPhjU5mdj
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼816Please respect copyright.PENANADbsXoi703M
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合816Please respect copyright.PENANA2f2okWgtFQ
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河816Please respect copyright.PENANAbCV6kDAS1y
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了816Please respect copyright.PENANAC5Yh11Shd3
然後才後悔著816Please respect copyright.PENANATe24SnHyE5
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色816Please respect copyright.PENANAwLSuw4fOKf
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了816Please respect copyright.PENANAPKgwYSNWy5
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼816Please respect copyright.PENANASNur62njQZ
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合816Please respect copyright.PENANAMqN57hujAm
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河816Please respect copyright.PENANA59XjuiksoV
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了816Please respect copyright.PENANAGHa0frxP5j
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色816Please respect copyright.PENANAV7YElEiPA4
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢816Please respect copyright.PENANA4yTC9euRzv
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻816Please respect copyright.PENANAIJnbQ5h29t
重新開始活著816Please respect copyright.PENANAE4jwaNeeEe
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《你,不是真正的快樂》816Please respect copyright.PENANA9GXUxVIaxq