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No Plagiarism!PuYJ9dRjEXvVw1ER9Xqfposted on PENANA 本來當我以為我身上的傷口都康復愈合過後,醫院就會順理成章入我出院。8964 copyright protection80PENANALYsc69RCUA 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAzWE8viQK84
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但是讓我沒想到的是,事情並沒有那麼簡單的說。8964 copyright protection80PENANAeCeXb4pi48 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAjtgiFpE04R
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因為前幾天我在醫院胡鬧的行為,為醫院帶來不少的影響和麻煩。8964 copyright protection80PENANAiehKDaLWrR 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAEc2P2eEFZk
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而且我是精神病患者的緣故,他們決定將我移動到另一所醫院繼續留院觀察。8964 copyright protection80PENANAgMlrX4XncZ 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAGo2E2oUPJP
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我結果來到了熟悉的地方,這就是盧小桐也在住的精神病醫院。8964 copyright protection80PENANABxz5nDARjs 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAAQQRfCc6XT
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好巧不巧的我也恰好成為了盧小桐的新鄰居。8964 copyright protection80PENANAnv0Ev16GRG 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAaifYBNeIkj
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“為,為什麼?為什麼小糖大大你會在這裡?!”8964 copyright protection80PENANASUQm4z0G34 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAshctTNv2yl
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我尷尬地對著盧小桐笑著道。8964 copyright protection80PENANAsQtDzk95k3 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA3Uk9oRZA4J
8964 copyright protection80PENANA5YyKsARR86 維尼
“這個說來話長,唉...”8964 copyright protection80PENANAAps0G6tOap 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAisw9bo2kgw
8964 copyright protection80PENANAn9Kp5zQPXs 維尼
盧小桐似乎第一次看見如此情緒低落的我,比較她所認識的那一個唐可可。8964 copyright protection80PENANALP7zd4R41H 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAOUSfaKXoSw
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可是十分開朗,對生活十分憧憬積極的人。8964 copyright protection80PENANAvehNIcVWXf 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAKq3CKnMLiZ
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而現在....8964 copyright protection80PENANA8574Of2896 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAVtu0u2m4L0
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我的視線緩緩從盧小桐的眼睛,下意識移向自己前臂上的傷疤。8964 copyright protection80PENANAEOkWR3Vm8C 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAQz7TDq0yYV
8964 copyright protection80PENANAZlSTx37gfF 維尼
當然盧小桐也意識到我的手。8964 copyright protection80PENANABn5RxdEa1s 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAnHKR26HCmF
8964 copyright protection80PENANAZJmlXSyqZF 維尼
她詫異地坐到我的床邊,然後緩緩摸著我的疤。8964 copyright protection80PENANAFYDpe488ZA 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAQDPlZxulUW
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“我終於理解你為什麼一直會穿長袖衣服了。很痛吧?”8964 copyright protection80PENANA8YwRoby55I 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANACcd6QSbLBY
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讓我更是出乎意料,或者是說很意想不到。8964 copyright protection80PENANAszvc5kAIR4 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA7FMKJkawkH
8964 copyright protection80PENANA6dMGQ072Ko 維尼
她一邊摸著我的疤痕,居然哭了起來。8964 copyright protection80PENANAnQwCejpU4j 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA4qUcVCnUfq
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叩叩叩8964 copyright protection80PENANAARFxfVM4Rh 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAyOR4EyU7bR
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忽然一個素未謀面的男人走進了我們的病房,看著他手裡拿著用美工紙疊出來的花束。8964 copyright protection80PENANA3Eeuhxdzg4 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAOK3MxjgSDJ
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看來盧小桐在這裡也沒有少艷福啊。8964 copyright protection80PENANAUtNkkjH9qR 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAifRsbUj0vW
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當盧小桐看見這位男士走進病房,立馬慌慌張張地擦掉自己臉上的眼淚。8964 copyright protection80PENANAqHQLlJrCyg 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAuGd2F9JbcV
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更是春光滿面地,用著滿都是愛意的眼神看著他。8964 copyright protection80PENANAIxrZkgAwNk 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANALqRWezMg2F
8964 copyright protection80PENANA6eCOq1n3VA 維尼
當我看見臉上全都寫滿了幸福二字的盧小桐,我心裡很祝福她很開心。8964 copyright protection80PENANA5J3teUSQAM 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAoLFerG24x5
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但卻心底有一絲一瞬間覺得十分嫉妒的感覺。8964 copyright protection80PENANAT5R0fFYXZu 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA7CVOSZHJcG
8964 copyright protection80PENANApcnlpftx5U 維尼
為了不打擾他們二人,我準備要離開病房之際。8964 copyright protection80PENANAnybW9v3Tba 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANANcGcu3CR2A
8964 copyright protection80PENANAO6us4xcDrQ 維尼
這男人視線緩緩看向了我。8964 copyright protection80PENANAC8zfcxb04K 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANARRI5qSYB2c
8964 copyright protection80PENANA7OWVXFueIS 維尼
“小桐,這位不是之前一直來探望你的可可姐嗎?為什麼她會在這裡?”8964 copyright protection80PENANAEaS7g7cYx2 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAGhsaaBsh9f
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雖然這聽起來好像只是普通的一句疑問句,但是我看著他的眼神和語氣。8964 copyright protection80PENANARuSbTqCQ3V 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAa3vu9ZijAZ
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壓根就不是那麼一回事。8964 copyright protection80PENANAcyzgIPxMem 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANArXh2cNxZZ3
8964 copyright protection80PENANAzqMc9G08lp 維尼
但是此時此刻的我,快要分不清到底是這個人真的不懷好意。8964 copyright protection80PENANAMJ721MPim8 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANArB0bkFih90
8964 copyright protection80PENANAEqyZAc0QUU 維尼
還是單純我的情緒病受到影響,看著誰都似乎不喜歡我。8964 copyright protection80PENANAWK8INC4xhU 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAb4ExU2xmBZ
8964 copyright protection80PENANAZdhCWGRSWG 維尼
腦袋再一次不受控制地,莫名其妙有許多奇怪的想法冒出。8964 copyright protection80PENANAM1fSANOmAf 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAtwMjEwQAej
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停下來丶停下來丶不要再說了。8964 copyright protection80PENANA1cz2uLonXB 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANATce7l1nqhe
8964 copyright protection80PENANAvokmTxL8Sy 維尼
許多不懷好意的聲音,不斷在我耳邊環繞。8964 copyright protection80PENANAslPFRv9MVt 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAMGPrq0iLgv
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“對不起,我先出去,你們兩個好好聊。”8964 copyright protection80PENANA0cn9Ot0c3L 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAlEK5AtlWHj
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我二話不說,一鼓作氣衝向病房外。8964 copyright protection80PENANAn6alRz3Q9E 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAf0OZsGTPsv
8964 copyright protection80PENANACTl7yLtvEf 維尼
我也不知道自己走到那裡,在那裡。8964 copyright protection80PENANAuBfkuSTc4b 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAEeX6SAoA4a
8964 copyright protection80PENANAiVxb6pJ93b 維尼
只是找到一個陰影的角落,蹲坐在那邊。8964 copyright protection80PENANAW0fceCdiAW 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA6gnqDV3Eyh
8964 copyright protection80PENANAQVJL1RnzEH 維尼
用力地按緊了自己的耳朵,希望聲音快點消失。8964 copyright protection80PENANA41mNCg8f7N 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA4GTQO0Hogu
8964 copyright protection80PENANAB3hk7dX8Vd 維尼
這些不知道哪裡來的聲音,能不能快點消失。8964 copyright protection80PENANA6n72RlPTG8 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANARZpSo1iQ2q
8964 copyright protection80PENANAjzFjAaC0y8 維尼
他們不斷在我旁邊告訴我,我的人生多失敗,我這個人多可笑。8964 copyright protection80PENANANjRIvdUu6v 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANApp0joRt38Y
8964 copyright protection80PENANAgXgrgaftuW 維尼
身邊沒有一個人喜歡你,你只是一個存在世界的負累,毫無意義的存在。8964 copyright protection80PENANAmpG32aViXo 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAo4YdSLAbJF
8964 copyright protection80PENANAq0WiidMrDu 維尼
這些聲音丶這些聲音丶拜託....拜託...停下來好不好。8964 copyright protection80PENANAuk0z2XxLio 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAzIoGFfZ76q
8964 copyright protection80PENANAeUGeFEXP1y 維尼
我的情緒又再一次不受控制地,瘋狂在哭。8964 copyright protection80PENANAsQZzNyOXWm 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA2Zr6N5fb3C
8964 copyright protection80PENANAdcZMZVY2V4 維尼
直到有人輕輕地不斷拍打我的肩膀,溫柔地輕聲呼喊我的名字。8964 copyright protection80PENANAIjMNFNKj8c 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAkf7kmW95Ki
8964 copyright protection80PENANABroCtJpaDk 維尼
“可可?可可?可可?”8964 copyright protection80PENANAbpV041ILYw 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAM5Q6rS5m2s
8964 copyright protection80PENANAUKkMOgc4Ce 維尼
直到我回過神來,發現自己不知從哪裡撿來了一把膠片。8964 copyright protection80PENANAjolL2yhrnA 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA3brc3elsNy
8964 copyright protection80PENANAWrbQTuoAAj 維尼
又再一次嘗試著傷害自己。8964 copyright protection80PENANAIkT5UuODW1 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANATgopgW3Ket
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幸好這裡有許多的護士醫生看著,他們在我失控的時候一直嘗試。8964 copyright protection80PENANAxfLctimjGW 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAmuSeq1GTCu
8964 copyright protection80PENANAXnmQ6fA5bL 維尼
不傷害到我的情況下奪走我手上的鈍器,結果發生了現在僵持的畫面。8964 copyright protection80PENANAqlvCTcze73 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAvW5JOsGCfR
8964 copyright protection80PENANAG2ieGp2P7F 維尼
然後另一位護士,嘗試不斷叫我的名字,讓我恢復理智。8964 copyright protection80PENANAphCumZ8a5l 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA94vPheKii2
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大家發現我開始平復情緒之後,也緩緩鬆開了我的手。8964 copyright protection80PENANA7hs0fEQkMY 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAo0I2QRwesL
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除了被自己用膠片磨破皮的手腕以外,還有各種被大家用力勒出的紅印。8964 copyright protection80PENANABkI4wmrr1P 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANALR0P6HPjh3
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“對不起,對不起。我不是故意的,我不知道自己在幹嘛,對不起丶對不起。”8964 copyright protection80PENANAT9ySXu6oA5 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAewMLRC8bw8
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護士仿佛在呵護一個三歲的孩子一樣,溫柔地摸著我的頭。8964 copyright protection80PENANANBviw3CTVl 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAaSa6SveJLu
8964 copyright protection80PENANA5EYtlM0XoP 維尼
溫柔地一直對我說,沒事的,沒關係的,不是你的錯。8964 copyright protection80PENANAXGMFfgJI7q 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAxu3qVUmvof
8964 copyright protection80PENANAhScsKk6zXS 維尼
其實這些情緒早在我小時候就開始出現,8964 copyright protection80PENANAv7chh5VbWX 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANApghaJ6vvIx
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但是因為這些情緒困擾了我很久,我早把他當作理所當然習而為常的東西。8964 copyright protection80PENANAImYvNiPzEg 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAKYv4MiYl27
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我也以為習慣用美工刀自殘自己是正常事。8964 copyright protection80PENANAakLGZwAXPW 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANASb1vBu2zaT
8964 copyright protection80PENANABwcguptWN4 維尼
是從開始創業壓力特別大的時候,發現一直伴隨著自己耳邊的聲音越來越大聲。8964 copyright protection80PENANAvCzEo6x7DT 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAp1N4kXpnSk
8964 copyright protection80PENANAlUOD8wpUhv 維尼
說的話越來越清晰,我才意識到自己原來有幻聽。8964 copyright protection80PENANAa9P617RJTy 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAPdxMsWW5Cx
8964 copyright protection80PENANA1UfbuKGu12 維尼
自己主動去過醫院接受心理輔導,才發現原來這些事情根本不正常。8964 copyright protection80PENANAY9IxRZHXjT 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAhbrOKQWA0y
8964 copyright protection80PENANAQnNSyZgzaJ 維尼
當醫生詢問我是從什麼時候開始,我便說我從小到大就能夠聽見耳邊奇怪的聲音。8964 copyright protection80PENANAey9gC3JVQ7 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAyWauDiTqZz
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但是並沒有把他當一回事。8964 copyright protection80PENANACgeNRf2jFD 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAe2KaQrywlP
8964 copyright protection80PENANAqGSHs63hyA 維尼
然後他開始嘗試問關於我童年的事情,也讓他找到了答案。8964 copyright protection80PENANA8Zn1EKESYK 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAH0t7boZvki
8964 copyright protection80PENANAflup4BG7zq 維尼
沒錯,就是唐靈靈帶來給我的童年陰影造成的。8964 copyright protection80PENANAVYbkAlexKR 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAWQqkSYJc4E
8964 copyright protection80PENANAncnDVjjfC5 維尼
隨而伴隨著的壓力便是,來自父母那傳統觀念無形的壓力。8964 copyright protection80PENANAuu3Ume5CZK 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAoXukuGkKKc
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因為內向的自己,選擇將情緒收起用自殘的方式令自己舒服一點。8964 copyright protection80PENANAJmG7j5t037 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA1zxHf3bOz7
8964 copyright protection80PENANAE9Lj9hSTKz 維尼
一直以來都沒有人告訴我這是不對的行為,所以我一直在用錯的方式來發洩情緒。8964 copyright protection80PENANAawzcOCw6BA 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAlzm220Y8Zz
8964 copyright protection80PENANAl0j4vSvQ6z 維尼
我曾經也有嘗試向父母表示,我有情緒困擾的問題。8964 copyright protection80PENANAafrEIAiXuQ 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAUosQkOOSN7
8964 copyright protection80PENANAKE1ykGSiYm 維尼
經常性莫名其妙擁有自殺的念頭,認為自己的存在是多餘的。8964 copyright protection80PENANAj7rNlM4PIW 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANATHiG9rAAJn
8964 copyright protection80PENANAgNLwQPyArU 維尼
但是在父母的眼裡,只認為這是我逃避現實的藉口。8964 copyright protection80PENANABtQhAkM5aY 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAT2JWLrbWIz
8964 copyright protection80PENANA6hVAJ56FSO 維尼
認為我作為成年人,應當由自己承擔去處理自己的問題。8964 copyright protection80PENANA5DXzobfvPw 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAZRB3HiFONg
8964 copyright protection80PENANAW60Ocel5Vs 維尼
認為我顧作用自殺作為威脅,讓他們覺得自己是不及格的父母。8964 copyright protection80PENANAsNzDlg0JEK 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAJtKtRBaNSc
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但我只是希望得到他們的支持和陪伴,希望他們能夠相信我的困擾。8964 copyright protection80PENANAH7hEgF8YbF 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAVMT7yzlaGj
8964 copyright protection80PENANAgZAtrciM9A 維尼
我有嘗試過向很多人表示自己的困擾,自己的情緒問題。8964 copyright protection80PENANAFqcAdym5Wp 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAYgDWhJJcZl
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卻是得到的答案只有8964 copyright protection80PENANAiiCkGOXmBh 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAHDLIQ8F8C6
8964 copyright protection80PENANAF2B0HbAF7x 維尼
“是你自己想太多了,別想那麼多就可以了。”8964 copyright protection80PENANAZW1PvC8EqU 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA4WdBAC6O6M
8964 copyright protection80PENANA2UAobv80lF 維尼
“你看開點就好了,這沒什麼大不了的,而且比你慘的人還很多。”8964 copyright protection80PENANAIjoFvAdguy 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANARLr2jYBFma
8964 copyright protection80PENANATYKc7yIK7B 維尼
但是我想得到的說話只是簡單的一句。8964 copyright protection80PENANAAjiTLD1IZT 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANA3I0j9mvfHm
8964 copyright protection80PENANAoL21CzTf9a 維尼
別怕,我在呢,我會陪著你。8964 copyright protection80PENANAafMCKIBsAB 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAIHEfBhBZWd
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就那麼簡單的說話而已,偏偏這簡單的說話,不知何時變得那麼奢侈。8964 copyright protection80PENANAQtYFf5c4d5 維尼
84Please respect copyright.PENANAqfVExXBchC
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久而久之,我自己的情緒問題變成了我心底最深處牢固地鎖起來的箱子。8964 copyright protection80PENANA20ezAoYwgB 維尼
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