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#9

I hate that I can’t cry anymore.

savandler

May 18, 2025

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I hate that I can’t cry,

unless my bottle explodes.

The bottle in my chest,

Coiled like a spring,

Absorbing emotions like a sponge,

Always there,

Never missing.

The smallest things set the explosion off.

I hate that I can’t cry when I hurt.

I hate that I can’t cry when I’m sad.

I hate that I have to be perfect,

Never losing,

Good grades,

Best times in sports,

The quiet friend you can lean on for support,

When I can’t even get through my own problems.

All because of my own standards.

Never sharing the pain,

A comforting ache,

A comforting sadness,

A comforting relief,

A comforting smile,

A comforting feeling,

The one constant in my life.

Why must I bottle my feelings?

Why do I need the constant ache?

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#2 I hate how I feel.

#3 I hate the lies I tell every day.

#4 I hate my philophobia.

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#6 I hate waking up.

#7 I hate you C.W.

#8 I hate being empty.

#9 I hate that I can’t cry anymore.

#10 The real payment.

#11 I hate being afraid.

#12 They call me pretty until I tell them no.

#13 I hate the mask I wear.

#14 Why do strangers care when they’re online?

#16 The backup.

#17 If I meet you again.

#23 My reasons.

#25 Just a question.

#26 Pain is expressed in different ways.