阿零放下手提電話，愣住。沒料到大一會再聯絡她。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbxry2an5n
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「那個男人？今晚？」對坐的阿森將一小口和牛粒送進口裡。油香，肉嫩。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhLueUE1z5
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqbH8zREq7
阿零沒答話，直盯著阿森的臉，試圖從他的反應挑出參考線索。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsIrEvnfEq
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「我可以送你去喔！」阿森的表情穩定維持在約會開始時的輕鬆狀態。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJllXebfuUh
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE0VCEPZFJ
「你不介意？」阿零介意阿森的不介意。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhgBQZaERL
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTditYfr6Fo
「我沒所謂。」阿森嬉皮笑臉，臉上盡是紅酒帶來的赤色醉意。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0T49oZu84
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVfroSyEkF
阿零氣得說不出話來——她竟再次被阿森閒置在「沒所謂」的狀態。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcVt7EQx0Z
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kg2UNmHPA
酒店大門前，阿森沒有跟阿零道別，逕自轉身離開。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00ZXp8GVmC
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKBuUXDDGe
「你真的不介意？」阿零拉住阿森的手臂。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVep5FDRWg
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNNdH05ft1
「難道我說『介意』，你就不會去？」阿森反問。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG0IbnAT2I
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfduL8viBny
「是。」阿零堅定說。她從未如此確定自己的意向。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtndbAy6M0
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgOZNaI8mH
「我沒所謂。」阿森繼續淡然。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLI2np2kER
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtWav0AlN9
阿零鬆開了手，目送阿森消失於街角不復見。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdAUmxZX9U
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiyT1LX8kO
不捨不捨不捨又如何？憑甚麼挽留？379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmHohxlw3U
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr65nOVeGOY
阿零抓狂反思，沒有留意到酒店大堂裡的大一隔著玻璃牆目睹一切。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuByPVHVEM8
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jqRWfPOGz
大一鐵定阿零今晚不會赴約。不要緊。他感覺釋懷——阿零根本不是零，只是他和她都不曾察覺。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJMRtKoMk2
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCe6iF2Cq8m
回到房間去，沒有亮起任何照明。漆黑中，他將剛買來的一盒香菸放進菸盅。點火。包裝盒首當其衝，在黑煙裡頭漸融漸化。香菸突然集體失去時間觀念，不再有菸頭菸尾之分，一下子同時燃亮起來。紅中帶橙，橙裡泛黃，最後統統成黑。滅，只餘看不見的劇臭。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkl4Ly2xyB
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名副其實的遺臭萬年嗎？大一笑了，自嘲無聊。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyXiVuQUEu
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHasBHKJR1e
因著無聊，他要了白酒、紅酒、香檳和魚生刺身、頂級和牛片。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GYLpWmBpV
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyzLlTwls8
因著無聊，他模仿阿零以肉沾酒在玻璃窗寫字。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyQY0u7JFn
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkL2Lnv11Z
因著無聊，他痛哭起來。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Da8pwoth8
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原來自己是那麼無聊。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFcxgPOZfd
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY67Rvypb4T
原來自己是那麼的無意義。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUlexwh8kx
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原來自己的無意義是那麼實在。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1F8ItukHn
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDyPVMtDce
無謂再假裝。
