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我的阿公就像我的爸爸,436Please respect copyright.PENANAPZSRwE8SJins 172.70.100.163da2
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚,436Please respect copyright.PENANAy6NxtG0YQX
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟,436Please respect copyright.PENANAonVvod6BBo
都是阿公帶我的,436Please respect copyright.PENANACqcGEa3IKs
我記得我小時候時,436Please respect copyright.PENANA3HUWH6BXZL
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我,436Please respect copyright.PENANAmlOuH95qi8
在我被欺負時,436Please respect copyright.PENANAOfF5tRdZjk
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人,436Please respect copyright.PENANAOVFfCyHBeE
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時,436Please respect copyright.PENANA9BlolUx2de
我阿公也會告訴那些人說:「我就是她爸爸」,436Please respect copyright.PENANAHLZ2kPbrDl
我每次聽到阿公這麼說,我都很開心,436Please respect copyright.PENANA22BKwVS4yC
在我受傷時,我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥,436Please respect copyright.PENANAXuxEd7u5d4
我還記得我上國中的那年,436Please respect copyright.PENANAeP2t2fLzJ7
我阿公跟我說:「我的小公主妳長大了,不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠,只要阿公在,阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主,不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」,436Please respect copyright.PENANA1uZT0ICYYI
所以我在國中時,我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公,436Please respect copyright.PENANApgtKDa0iXh
但在我國二時,我的班導帶我到輔導室,436Please respect copyright.PENANA0Xx14XJh0N
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症,436Please respect copyright.PENANAosUpnnx8rw
那時我常常想著要自殺,436Please respect copyright.PENANAv5KFaDG0sc
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師436Please respect copyright.PENANAeDcUFCN2v4
陪著我,幫助我,436Please respect copyright.PENANANTsZkz1FRu
我也知道那時的我,讓阿公很難過,436Please respect copyright.PENANAU3KUveXoza
阿公也知道不是我願意的,436Please respect copyright.PENANAAnDtZDCJxm
因為我從小雖然有媽媽,436Please respect copyright.PENANAHiM8DOtr3R
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我,436Please respect copyright.PENANAfbxSB2VgHB
也常常在晚上睡覺時,436Please respect copyright.PENANANf0oAAKKrH
去阿公房間打阿公,436Please respect copyright.PENANAj7s9GsNlOX
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕,436Please respect copyright.PENANARvUxdwbwRi
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話,436Please respect copyright.PENANApHVXbIEOW6
所以我經常受到排擠,436Please respect copyright.PENANAnKOGdDts0x
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症,436Please respect copyright.PENANA7MidKQOljq
那時學校通報社會局,436Please respect copyright.PENANAz02Jwb30Sc
社工也常常陪同我,鼓勵我,436Please respect copyright.PENANAPWADxC4VVp
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人,436Please respect copyright.PENANAUOp0gMDc3f
之後我上了高中,436Please respect copyright.PENANAwfuYOG9363
在我高一的那年,436Please respect copyright.PENANAggnCwyiMcD
阿公突然中風了,436Please respect copyright.PENANAHADAbrDYx9
那時我很難過,436Please respect copyright.PENANApWZcaZ7SLW
阿公住院時,436Please respect copyright.PENANAZWcSK2enmR
我每天都在放學時,馬上去醫院看阿公,436Please respect copyright.PENANAB7hLkxscky
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後,436Please respect copyright.PENANAVCe47vFLt6
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時,436Please respect copyright.PENANAFbberdxqJC
我看到阿公不在病房,東西也都不見了,436Please respect copyright.PENANA9NVzixLE0Y
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問,436Please respect copyright.PENANAmSsrBPnu0e
但護理人員告訴我,阿公被戴走了,436Please respect copyright.PENANADDv2qCH9Wk
被戴去老養院,436Please respect copyright.PENANAkte9fFkxFY
我問哪間,但護理人員說不知道時,436Please respect copyright.PENANAzNByndGGmw
我突然情緒崩潰,436Please respect copyright.PENANAEPW4rOzBiy
之後隔天我為了找阿公,所以我請假沒去學校,436Please respect copyright.PENANAWg2PMeQzZR
之後到了下午時,阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了,436Please respect copyright.PENANAV4udbRatt3
我馬上去看阿公,但那時阿公看到我哭,436Please respect copyright.PENANAcR90aafYLm
阿公跟我說:「我的小公主阿公沒事的,不要在哭了,哭了就不漂亮了~」436Please respect copyright.PENANABDmcAYFQKx
我那時馬上不哭,436Please respect copyright.PENANAjlrN6L5gBv
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時,436Please respect copyright.PENANAvHj7uCyMyT
突然在老養院呼吸困難,436Please respect copyright.PENANA7TIcEYabbl
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院,436Please respect copyright.PENANAnTcDYZ5nij
那時我就像瘋了一樣,436Please respect copyright.PENANA1sEUzYegf8
全部的醫院都去問過,436Please respect copyright.PENANARmejRnAwkF
但我之後接到一通電話,436Please respect copyright.PENANAo1TrvYPnQN
那通電話是我舅舅打的,436Please respect copyright.PENANAh3jIJnqEhI
我舅舅說:「妹妹,舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼,都要堅強,也要接受這個消息」,436Please respect copyright.PENANAvl9kxSLu6r
我那時答應了,436Please respect copyright.PENANA1a0jzK28qY
我舅舅就跟我說:「阿公已經離開了,阿公去當天使保護妳」,436Please respect copyright.PENANA91a3ubWCTt
那時聽到時,我心真的非常痛,436Please respect copyright.PENANAPMDoHxNqke
隔天去到殯儀館時,436Please respect copyright.PENANAIDursthMTA
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的,436Please respect copyright.PENANA2lQgCJMF9c
那時我非常生氣,436Please respect copyright.PENANALab1HZLe2d
因為當時我去問時,436Please respect copyright.PENANAYc6z9SHttv
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人,436Please respect copyright.PENANAApov928Y9x
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人,436Please respect copyright.PENANAKpyw9Fckxx
所以我那時沒想這麼多,436Please respect copyright.PENANAouCfKuTmkU
我只想陪阿公最後一程,436Please respect copyright.PENANAM0fm2DZArb
阿公要火化時,我整個哭到軟腳,436Please respect copyright.PENANA9p7hE55yWX
喪禮結束後,我每天都看著阿公的照片哭,436Please respect copyright.PENANAIoW8E5aZji
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公,436Please respect copyright.PENANABXwGkYLeLG
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實,436Please respect copyright.PENANA8jDCDlGrR6
阿公我好想你~