Do you ever want to cry, but can't?534Please respect copyright.PENANAhalt7AM8cb
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam534Please respect copyright.PENANAowfXstjqEu
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.534Please respect copyright.PENANAeOwaMuyXW6
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,534Please respect copyright.PENANAT1PwYkaIre
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,534Please respect copyright.PENANAJRnTZQlzUI
Why does it hurt like this?534Please respect copyright.PENANAPCyFbtWMXr
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...534Please respect copyright.PENANAEyzC5opoAM
So...534Please respect copyright.PENANAx1t4NwpkY1
So why can't you?534Please respect copyright.PENANANmeE0zgMYD
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,534Please respect copyright.PENANA2op72ArFuj
Your only company is the silence that follows.534Please respect copyright.PENANAvpsdOoBVlW
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.534Please respect copyright.PENANAOVR1Pk3IYe
You dig.534Please respect copyright.PENANACYo88lEvmj
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,534Please respect copyright.PENANAOFpptfE3Td
Deeper, deeper,534Please respect copyright.PENANAG5gyAiq0mq
There has to be something.534Please respect copyright.PENANAcYcWeq26k1
Deeper, deeper,534Please respect copyright.PENANAR550PiUac3
Something that just didn't click.534Please respect copyright.PENANAi0Qg9OzC4t
Deeper, deeper,534Please respect copyright.PENANAYSXVtVNkgK
What else is there?534Please respect copyright.PENANAB0k0qgJvDS
Deeper, deeper,534Please respect copyright.PENANAUQB4t4MVy6
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?534Please respect copyright.PENANAMoFuNdjas9
Deeper, deeper,534Please respect copyright.PENANAUaTThiIJ54
It has to be the answer!534Please respect copyright.PENANAO8Iwmy7ohq
Deeper, deepest.534Please respect copyright.PENANASSQuq82cgz
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.534Please respect copyright.PENANAVgvSW03Qo5
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?534Please respect copyright.PENANAC2dol7EikT
There's nothing.534Please respect copyright.PENANAy7mRorYT5J
It's empty!534Please respect copyright.PENANA4kc3SoopAH
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 534Please respect copyright.PENANABJzCEFnonn
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 534Please respect copyright.PENANAP549cVUUqw
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.534Please respect copyright.PENANAxGB3HXS3MT
They never came.534Please respect copyright.PENANAaYe3gxMeaX