It's my work, that disturbs me quite a lot.

There is always a boundary for everything in my world.

The best example at hand would be, writing on this blog.

You see, the boundary gradually appears right now, on this originally blank page.

Boundary created by myself. No fantasies-- you know you don't have the ability of creating something out of nothing! No essays-- your organization in writing was such a mess! Memoir?-- what you have in your life worth mentioning to others?

So, that is the way how this blog ends up being.