Think of what dad once said to me, I immediately became depressed mood.

"Do not regret it before saying if.”

In real life, Sen often because of something unimportant and dad quarreled.In the meantime, um ...

Inadvertently said something offensive to each other.Now, Sen can't forget everything I said.

"Affection is more important than love.”

Many times, you think it doesn't matter or it doesn't matter,but in the eyes of the elders it all comes too

Important.Even the elders sometimes think that family is more important than their own life.

"Affection is the first, love is the second."

Sen decided to run to distant cities for the sake of his girlfriend.So he argued with his father.On the side

The little sister Xiao came to stop."Dad and brother, you give me quiet!"I'm doing my homework. don't bother me.”

Xiao angry said.So, his father asked a word, in your heart, Dad and girlfriend you choose.

Finally, Sen left only a note on the living room table with heavy luggage.

The note says,：

I'm sorry, dad!

I have the power of choice. goodbye.

The next morning, Sen received an emergency call from the hospital.He just found out that dad was in the hospital.，

Because of acute heart pain.So the rescue is ongoing.Sen  stood outside and walked back and forth worried.

He knew that once the family is lost, it is gone.So Sen decided to come back to stay with dad.

"Affection can be only once happy, but not without love”

Sen was always scolded by his father when he was young, so that he could never understand.But then Sen came to understand that the reason for everything.Growing up, Sen always found a reason to find his heart wants freedom.But at this point,one side of the father only to say goodnight Sen turned away.Sen still cares, so he made up his mind.

Immediately to the room with a pen and note to the living room on the table began to write notes.Sen wrote it down. he wrote it down in the middle.Fell asleep on the table.Dad found that the light in the living room was still on, so he went to the living room.So dad saw Sen lying asleep on the table, next to a note.Dad gently picked up the note.

The note says,：

"Dad, I want your support.，

Although that may be hard for you to accept.，

But it's my dream, and it's what I want to do.，

Is that okay?Is that okay?Is that okay?”

Dad kept staring at the note, slowly the tears kept flowing down，

Because dad was worried that he might wake the sleeping innocent.，

So dad immediately ran to the room, he decided to write a note to Sen.

Dad gently put the note on the living room table，

Then put the coat on the shoulder of Sen.

Dad silently turn off the lights back to the room.

Whoo!        Whoo!     Whoo!

The next morning, Sen was awakened by an early Rooster.

He found an extra coat behind him.，

There was a note on the table, a heavy album.

The note says：

"Sen, dad didn't stop you.

But you have to promise me

Take good care of yourself. don't make me worry too much, okay?”

After Sen read, he silently opened the album on the table.

The album is full of Sen's childhood photos，

Sen turned over and over, he suddenly turned to half.

And I found a picture of my dad holding Sen.，

So he decided to run to dad's room.

Sen asked Dad：

"Are you really willing to let go of my hand，

Let me fly like a bird freely?”

Dad said,“Would you listen to me if I said no?"”

A minute and a second past.

In the evening,  Sen decided to go to dad's room.

Sen asked.：

"Dad, do you want to join us for a drink?"

"No!"Answered Dad.

Sen said again.：

"Dad, please eat seafood dinner?"

"That's more like it!"Now go out!"

Time is running out. Tomorrow is the morning flight.

You haven't packed your bags yet! Let's go!"answered Dad.

"Good! Sen answered.

Two hours later, the two returned home.

Sen immediately went to the room to tidy up the luggage.

Dad to the room will be saving money for a long time，

A letter to Sen.

Dad's long-winded exhortation to Sen，

"Don't come back!

Take care of yourself!”

After saying Dad silently back to the room to rest.

The next morning, Sen went out with his luggage.

Dad looked at the two left, suddenly felt very touched.

Ding!Ding!Ding!

Dad got a message from Sen.

"Dad, it's Taoyuan Airport，

Preparing for boarding.”

Dad has read.

"Affection is the most precious bond in the world.”

Sen went to a place where he didn't grow up.

He was betrayed by his friends and used as a tool.，

The encounter let Sen did not accept.

So he began to miss home, he found that home is always so warm.

So he immediately contacted dad, told dad about his encounter.

Sen heart instantly settled down, it seems that only dad can understand his sore spot.

In this case, no matter where he is in the world, as long as he stays in touch.，

He thought that was a meaningful thing to do.

About this, Sen suddenly remembered that dad had been to him said

one sentence“ " friends will not necessarily accompany you

For a lifetime, but the family has been in the heart of the closely followed

You walk every corner, this is the family.”

Time passes Day by day, New Year will come.

In three!Two!One!

Ding-dong!Ding dong!Ding-dong!

Sen got the message.，

He ordered it in. it was Dad's message.

It says in the message.：

"Sen, remember to come home for the New Year!"”

Sen has read.

He did not seem to want to reply to the idea.

Dad found out, and he was angry.：

"Why don't you go to sleep!"Good night.”

The next morning, Sen thought and thought.

He plans to go home early to spend the New Year with his father.

So Sen bought a plane ticket to Taipei.

Sen picked up a flight at 6: 10 this morning.

Ready to return to Taipei to surprise dad.

After two hours, the plane arrived.

He was ready to go home.

Shesh!Shesh!Shesh!

The door seemed to become very heavy，

He thought it wouldn't be a surprise!

So, Sen said directly: "dad, Sen is back!”

As a result, there was a sudden sound coming from behind.

It's dad.

"Dad is scared by you!"How the information is not returned!

Dad thought you didn't want to come back!”

Sen, change the subject now.，

Aah!Aah!Dad, this is a native Japanese product.

The locals say it's good for the elders.，

Remember to eat twice daily!

Dad went straight to work without saying a word.

So Sen went back to his room.

He was too tired to move in his bed.

The room was full of things.

At night, dad came back.

He went to Sen's room for a look.

Sen still sleep.

Dad saw the floor full of things.

So he helped to sort it out.

There's a note left on the floor.，

It says,：

"It takes almost a year for me to go to Japan to participate in the competition

In other words, there is no way to come back next year.”

That's it, because the first note，

Sen also began to get used to dialogue with dad with a note.

Dad's speechless seems to be silently agreed.

Sometimes happiness is just a very simple thing.

Momentary pleasure is short but brings more surprises.

"Default is the best answer”

"Life has many doubts, but the default to help doubts to prepare for the worst."”

The next morning,Sen came downstairs and met Dad but did not say anything.

He didn't seem to dare to talk to dad about it.

So dad said, “We all know!"Dad knows everything!

In fact, in this period of your sleep, Dad into your room.”

Sen did not seem to dare to say anything, only back to dad a well.

The obscurity is like saying No to Sen.

Dad only picked up chopsticks to eat.

So Sen also picked up the chopsticks to continue eating.

In the side of the sister Xiao asked：

"What's the matter with you?Fight again!”

Dad was right there.：

"Good!No talking!”

Sen left the table after eating.

Everybody eat up.

Little sister asked about dad just you and brother?

What's going on?You don't always say anything.

Dad bluntly nothing.

"Well!Good night!  Xiao said.

The next morning, Dad found that Sen was not downstairs for breakfast.

Dad found something wrong immediately ran to Sen's room to find Sen.

I didn't expect it to happen!

Sen is not in his room.

The luggage was taken.

An empty wardrobe seemingly explains everything.

There is a note on the table in the room.

The note says,Sen one step ahead!"That's it!See you”

Dad decided to use to message Sen.

It says in the message.：

"Where Have you been! Is there a plan to run away from home?”

But Sen only has read, no response.

In fact, dad has been calling all afternoon.

But received is no answer.

Dad didn't seem to give up.

In the evening, dad continued to use to message Sen.

"Sen, dad didn't say you can't go. it's just ...

Can't find the right time to say it yet.

Come back here!Okay?”

Sen responded.The situation has changed.

So dad was relieved to return to the room to rest.

I thought all this should be in a dream.

Dad still doesn't think Sen would do that.

The next morning, Dad opens the Sen room.，

See Sen asleep in the bed.

There's a note missing from the table.，

The luggage is quietly placed next to the wardrobe，

Closet full of clothes，

The message remains only the day before yesterday.

Everything's back to normal.，

The Citta calms down instantly，

Dad only found out that all this was a dream.

So at noon, everyone at the table to eat together.

It's been a long time!

Everybody's done.

In the afternoon, dad told Sen：

"Dad told you! Yesterday dad had a terrible dream.

Dad dreamed that you took your luggage and left home.

Then you just left a note.

The note also says,：

"You're one step ahead!"

See you”

Dad said to himself.

"Hope that does not happen!

I hope it's not true!“

As if Sen does not exist in the same space.

Dad went back to his room.

Sen was surprised to hear it.

It turned out dad had a strange dream.

Sen remembered. No wonder he just ate at the table.，

Dad kept looking in the direction of Sen.

Everything is for a reason.

Sen seems to realize the intention of dad.

At night, Sen went to dad's room.

Sen, tell dad.：

"Dad, Sen didn't want to run away.，

It's all just a dream!

Dad, come down and eat!”

Sen seems very sincere and said.

Dad still motionless in the room hesitated.

At this time Sen only silently waiting for dad's answer.

Time is ticking away.，

Finally dad figured it out.

So dad said a word to him.：

"Is it possible that you will suddenly one day like Dad dreamed?"”

Sen asked Dad a question.：

"It may not mean that it will happen, well!"”

Dad listened straight out of the room.

Sen was suddenly relieved.，

I think things finally solved!

Day after day, everyone ate together.

Everyone at the dinner table is concentrating on eating.

There is absolutely no dialogue.

Everybody's done with dinner.

Each to their own room.

A silence, leaving only the enthusiasm of the insects.

Maybe there are times when something doesn't stay too long and get bored.，

Some things stay for a long time still exist.

Even a long relationship.

The next morning, the warm sun shone through the windows of everyone's room.

It's like I'm saying hello.

So everyone went downstairs at the same time.

The same thing is repeated every day，

Downstairs for breakfast.，

After breakfast, went back to the room.

"Although every day repeated doing the same thing in the eyes of others feel very boring, but it is very happy."”

The same is true of life.

All of a sudden, a text message stunned everyone at home.

A message from the hospital.

It says in the text.：

"Here is the hospital.

Not long ago, the patient Sen was taken to a nearby hospital in an accident.

At present, Sen is not out of danger.

Please come to the hospital immediately!”

All the people in the family knew and rushed to the hospital immediately.

The most nervous thing outside the emergency room is dad.

Dad kept muttering to himself,：

"God don't take Sen away!"”

After an hour or so.

After some rescuing.

The emergency notice board was suddenly extinguished.

The paramedics came out.

Sen was pushed out lying in a hospital bed.

The doctor just said it was okay!

Because this makes everyone suddenly relieved.

For a long time, we will continue to go back.

Then I saw dad still guarding Sen.

Sen slept soundly like he hadn't rested for a long time.

Dad is tired too.Directly on the edge of the hospital bed Sen lying asleep.

The next morning, Sen's eyes slowly open.

Sen's fingers also slowly move up.

Sen looked to the side of the bed.Hey, Dad!

"Dad, you spent the night in the hospital?"！

Dad, why don't you go back to bed?”

Sen thought to say that he was sent to the hospital because of the accident accident.

At the same time, dad was also a roar to Sen after woke up.

And dad screamed.：

"Dad thought you were too hard!"How did you get to the office last night?

Is it so late that there is still business to be done?Is it your health or your company?！“

We are a family owned and operated business.It's all right.”

Dad called " last night was very strange suddenly received a call from the hospital, you know no good."”

At noon, the nurse is to help Sen physical examination, then the blood pressure.

"Good!Everything's fine! The nurse said and went out.

When it was time to eat, the canteen staff in the hospital went to the bedside to deliver meals.

"Hello, here are two packages, paid.

Enjoy your meal!”

Finished.

Dad started talking to Sen.

"Maybe you need some time to recuperate，

That's why dad took you off with the company.，

Don't worry too much!”

Dad, keep going.：

"No more accidents.，

I don't want to worry about dad again!

Dad was serious talking to you.”

Send said, " Whoo!" Seems to really understand.

Then Sen quickly from the backpack gently out of the laptop.

Dad got a miss.So dad went straight to Send and said,：

"Oh!Do you want to keep working?

Are you hurt or not working?”

Sen continues typing without demur.

The typing took nearly three hours.

In the side of the dad had been sleeping in his sleep.

So after another Sen received the customer information, also made a lot of calls.

However, there are many reports that require him to spend a lot of time reviewing.

There's a mountain of work, like there's no way to get it done.

In the evening, the delivery staff came to deliver meals.

So Sen was willing to put down the business, dinner with dad.

Dinner is over and I'm full.

Sen is like a train, fast to do business and do.

By almost ten.

Dad suddenly felt something and said to Sen,：

"Do you remember dad before the album on the table in the living room?"

You open it and look again.”

Sen then put down the business, open the album.

Sen suddenly shouted: "Yes!This is the picture.

He took this picture and said, " Why is it here so much more than at home?"”

Dad decided to tell Sen.So he started talking to Sen.

"Sen, because this is the place where you were born，

Then Dad here to hold you up, and then happy to look at you.

So the mother at the side pressed the shutter to take this picture，

Here is the background in the photo.”

Sen listen to listen to tears also slowly stay.

“It seems like a long story, " dad told Sen.

Perhaps there is no way to complete the story!“

Dad then said to Sen: "speaking of you when you were young just born eyes are very charming, all the people have been staring at you."

Because your little sister Xiao has not been born, you become the first piece of treasure in the eyes of parents.

Dad and mom are not eccentric, but your little sister is still small and needs a little more care.

But when you were three years old, your little sister came to the House.

Every time you want to ask for a hug, see dad picked up his little sister and pulled her down.

We were worried that you couldn't accept your little sister.

Whether it is good to see you now with your little sister feelings, decided to tell you.

Then mom and dad decided to temporarily take you to Grandma's house for grandma to take care of.

When your little sister was three years old, she picked you up, and you were five years old.

After a period of time, year after year has passed.

You were picked up at the age of five, but at the time you didn't seem to want to talk to your little sister.

Until one day, the little sister ran to your room.

Xiao asked you " brother!"Brother!Can you fold a paper plane for me?”

Then you are willing to respond to little sister.

And your response at this time is really like a brother's appearance!

It's a long story.Then I'll go on!

Sen, you said in response to your little sister.：

"Well!I'll fold it for you!

Your brother's good at origami.

Want to learn?Look at him!”

Since then your little sister loves you.

She said she'd spend the rest of her life with her brother.，

Mom and dad in a hurry to say: "impossible!No way!”

Dad now remembered always feel funny and interesting, but also admire your little sister's courage.

And then she cried, " whatever!Forget it!”

Sen, it's not easy to appease your little sister!

Mom and dad still need a lot of time to come up with a lot of tricks.

Maybe she was just a little girl.，

So now she and her childhood is a big contrast!

And since then, the little sister's nightmare came.

Trick or treat you all day thinking about how to freak out your little sister.

The moment is to catch insects, and a terrible mask.

You were so scared of your little sister that you always gave mom and dad a lot of trouble.

Think of maybe you want to let your parents pay attention to you, worry will give you to ignore.

So parents did not pursue this matter, just to appease the little sister.

But over time, you are slowly growing up.

These things don't happen very often.

Since then, you two have made mom and dad more like enemies.

No brother and sister should have the appearance.

All right!The story has finally come to an end here.“

Dad, speaking of ... ：

"Well, Dad asked you about your sister

Tell me honestly.

You need two years at grandma's because of your sister.，

Have you ever hated her for that?”

"And no good!  Sen anxious and sudden response.

So Sen asked dad again, is preparing to test down dad.

Sen asked: "Dad, you?"Are you and mom all right these last few years?”

By this time, the scene seemed to get awkward.

Dad didn't respond to this at all.

Apparently dad still doesn't want to say what happened over the years.

Sen, tell dad right now.

"Well, then!It's Okay, Dad.It's getting late. get some rest.”

"Good night, Dad!”

"Good night, Sen!”

So they all lay down on the bed and rested.

Click!Sen turned off a table lamp by the bed.

Sen to dad's direction, dad obviously can't sleep.

He thought that dad was concerned about his mother, which he had not seen for many years.

But dad finally still asleep.

The next morning, Sen first woke up, saw dad still in his sleep.

So Sen was not willing to wake up to sleep in the father, when the morning light from the window beside the bed in.

This morning light seems to bother dad's dream.Dad sat up from the bed and said Good Morning!

“Good Morning, " said Sen.

Dad.”At the same time the delivery staff came in the ward.

The delivery guy said：

"This is today's special meal.

Heard about it. you'll be out of the hospital soon.

Congratulations.“

He said, and then he went out.

Suddenly a surprise appeared so that Sen was horrified!

The paramedics and the Sen family and friends sang loudly：

"Happy Birthday To You-Happy Birthday To You-Happy Birthday to you”

Sen remembered that today is his birthday.

Because he has been busy with business every day for every month of his life.

So Sen forgot every year's birthday.

So he felt very moved and everything could be like before

Being able to be as happy as before, this kind of happiness can be very simple.

He did not seem to be very angry because of the sudden shock.

Instead, Sen also thanked everyone for their efforts.

At this moment, Sen suddenly heard his mother's voice, he immediately turned behind.

He saw his mother's hand holding her little sister's hand.

He just found out that mom decided to change her mind and chose to come back.

So the family has since become complete.

He had the courage to do something to repay the health care workers and family and friends.

So Sen gave everyone a note and told everyone about his story with dad，

And then he told everyone：

"This note was given to you，

What would you think?，

What do you have to say to him?”

After a while, Sen was like,：

"He's going to write a novel with everything that everyone wrote down on the note.

So he called the novel "Mind Of Sen”.

"Just a note but countless times to let them lift the dispute between.”

A bad start, there must be a good ending.

- End.-

想起爸曾經對我說過的話，我心情立馬變得低落。

“不要後悔了才說如果。”

在現實生活中，恩森經常因為一些不重要的事和爸吵了起來。同時，恩上

不經意的說了一些冒犯對方的話。到現在，恩森還忘不了我說的一切。

“親情比愛情來的重要”

很多時候，你會認為無所謂或是沒必要，但是在長輩的眼裡這一切來得太

重要了。甚至有時長輩們會認為親情比自己的人生來得重要。

“親情是第一，愛情是第二。”

恩森為了女朋友決定跑到遙遠的城市。於是，他和爸爸起了爭執。在一旁

的妹妹恩曉前來阻止。“爸！哥！你們給我安靜！我正在做作業 不要打擾我”

恩曉生氣的說。於是，他爸爸問了一句話，在你心裡，爸和女朋友你來選擇。

最後，恩森只留下了一張紙條放在客廳的桌子上就帶沉重的行李。

紙條裡寫著：

對不起，爸！

我有選擇的權力，再見了。

隔天早上，恩森收到了來自醫院打來緊急電話。他才得知爸被氣得送進醫院了，

因為急性心臟疼痛。所以正在進行搶救中。站在外頭的恩森擔心的走來又走去。

他才知，親情一旦失去了就沒有了。所以恩森決定回來陪著爸爸。

“親情可以只有一次快樂，但不能沒有愛”

在小時候恩森總是被爸爸責罵，讓他永遠沒辦法理解。但到後來恩森漸漸明白這

一切的原因。長大了，恩森總是找到理由來尋找他心中想要的自由。不過這時在

一旁的爸只對恩森說了一句晚安就轉身離開了。恩森依然很在意，因此他下定決心

馬上到房間拿筆和紙條到客廳的桌子上開始寫紙條。恩森寫著寫著，寫到一半就趴

在桌子上睡著了。爸發現客廳的燈依然還亮著，所以走到客廳。於是爸看到了恩森趴在

桌子上睡著了，旁邊有一張紙條。爸輕輕的將紙條拿起來看。

紙條裡寫著

“爸，我希望能得到你的支持，

雖然這對你來說可能很難接受，

但是這是我的夢想 也是我想做的事，

可以嗎？可以嗎？可以嗎？”

爸一直盯著紙條看，慢慢的眼淚不斷的流下來，

因為爸擔心會吵醒沉睡在睡夢中的恩森，

於是爸立馬跑到房間，他決定寫紙條給恩森。

爸輕輕的把紙條放在客廳的桌子上，

然後將外套穿在恩森的肩上。

爸默默的關燈回到房間。

喔!        喔！     喔！

到了隔天早上，恩森被早起的公雞吵醒了。

他發現自己身後多了一件外套，

桌子上多了一張紙條，一本厚重的相簿。

紙條裡寫著

“恩森，爸並沒有阻止你

但是你必須答應我

好好的照顧自己 不要讓我太擔心好嗎？”

恩森看完後，默默的打開桌子上的相簿。

相簿裡滿滿的都是恩森小時候的照片，

恩森翻了又翻，翻到一半。

發現一張爸開心的將恩森抱起，

於是他決定跑到爸的房間。

恩森問爸：

“你真的捨得放開我的手，

讓我像小鳥一樣自由自在的飛翔？”

爸直言了“如果我說不行你會聽我的話嗎？”

時間一分一秒的過去。

到了晚上，恩森決定又到爸的房間。

恩森問起：

“爸，要不一起喝一杯吧！”

“不了！” 爸回答。

恩森又說了：

“爸，請你吃海鮮大餐呢？”

“這還差不多！”要不現在出去吧！

時間不多了，明天是早上的班機吧！

你還沒整理行李呢!走吧！“爸回答。

“好!” 恩森回答。

隔兩小時後，兩人回到家。

恩森馬上到房間整理行李。

爸到房間將儲蓄已久的錢，

一封信交給了恩森。

爸又囉嗦的叮嚀恩森，

“不要不回來了！

好好照顧好自己吧！”

話說完爸默默無聲的回到房間休息。

到了隔天早上，恩森帶著行李出去了。

爸看著家裡剩下兩人，突然感到很有感觸。

叮！叮！叮!

爸收到恩森的賴訊息。

“爸，到桃園機場了，

正在準備登機。”

爸已讀。

“親情是世上最珍貴的關係”

恩森到了一個人生地不熟的地方。

他遭到朋友的出賣被當工具人，

一時的遭遇讓恩森沒能接受。

於是他開始想家，他才發現原來家是永遠都是那麼的溫暖。

所以他立馬聯繫了爸，告訴了爸關於他的遭遇。

恩森心裡瞬間安定下來，似乎只有爸能了解他的痛處。

在這件事上，不管他在世界上的哪一處只要之間有保持聯繫，

他認為這就是做了一件有意義的事。

關於這個，恩森突然想起爸曾經對他

說過的一句話，“朋友不一定會陪你

一輩子，但親情一直在心中緊緊的跟隨

你走每個角落，這就是親情。”

時間一天一天的過去，新的一年將來臨。

倒數三！二！一！

叮咚！叮咚!叮咚！

恩森收到了賴訊息，

他點了進去，原來是爸的訊息。

訊息裡寫著：

“恩森，新的一年記得回家！”

恩森已讀。

他似乎沒有想回复的念頭。

爸發現了，於是生氣的說：

“怎麼還不去睡覺！晚安”

到了隔天早上，恩森想了又想。

他打算提前回家陪爸爸過年。

於是恩森買了飛往台北的機票。

恩森搭上了早上六點十分的班機

準備回台北給爸驚喜。

過了兩小時，飛機順利到達了。

他準備前往回家的路上。

嚓！嚓！嚓！

家門彷彿變得很沉重，

他心想這樣應該沒辦法成為驚喜的吧!

所以，恩森直接的說：“爸，恩森回來了!”

因此，恩森後面突然傳出了一段聲音。

原來是爸。

“爸被你嚇壞了！怎麼信息不回就回來了！

爸還以為你不想回來了！”

恩森馬上轉移話題，

啊！啊！爸，這個是日本的土產。

聽當地人說這個對長輩很好，

記得每日食用兩次喔！

爸二話不說就直接出去上班了。

恩森因此也回房間了。

他累得直接躺在床上動彈不得。

房間裡滿地都是東西。

到了晚上，爸回來了。

他到恩森的房間一看。

恩森依然呼呼大睡。

爸見到地上滿滿的是東西。

於是他幫忙整理了一下。

地上剩下了一張紙條，

裡頭寫著：

“恩森我要到日本參加競賽，需要將近一年的時間

換句話說是明年新年沒辦法回來了。”

就這樣因為第一張紙條，

恩森也開始習慣了用紙條和爸對話。

爸的無言似乎是在默默地答應了。

有時的快樂只不過是一件很簡單的事。

一時的快樂很短暫卻帶來更多的驚喜。

“默認就是最好的答案”

人生有許多個疑惑，然而默認幫疑惑做好了最壞的打算。

隔天早上，恩森下樓碰見了爸但卻沒有話也沒說。

他似乎不敢開口跟爸提起這件事。

於是爸直說 “都知道了！爸全都知道了！

其實在你沉睡的這個時間段，爸進了你的房間。”

恩森似乎沒敢多說什麼，只回了爸一句嗯。

這時的默默無聞像是向恩森說不行一樣。

爸只拿起了筷子繼續吃飯。

就這樣的恩森也拿起了筷子繼續吃飯。

在一旁的妹妹恩曉問起：

“你們怎麼啦？又吵架囉！”

爸在旁邊直呼：

“好囖！吃飯不許說話!”

恩森吃完就離開飯桌。

大家吃完。

妹妹問起爸剛剛你跟哥哥怎麼？

到底怎麼了？你總是不說什麼。

爸直言沒什麼。

“好吧！晚安!  恩曉說。

到了隔天早上，爸發現恩森還沒下樓吃早餐。

爸發現不對勁立馬跑到恩森的房間找恩森。

沒想到預想不到的事發生了！

恩森不在自己的房間。

行李也被帶走了。

空空如也的衣櫃看似解釋了一切。

恩森房間桌子上有一張紙條。

紙條裡寫著：

“恩森先行一步了！就這樣!再見！”

爸決定用賴訊息恩森。

訊息裡寫著：

“你跑到哪去了! 是有計劃離家出走了嗎？”

但恩森只有已讀，沒有回應。

事實上爸已經打了一整個下午的電話。

卻收到的是無人接聽。

爸似乎沒有放棄。

到了晚上，爸繼續用賴訊息恩森。

“恩森，爸並沒有說你不能去只是

還找不到對的時間說而已。

你先回來吧！好嗎？”

恩森回應。這個局面有了轉變。

於是爸也放心回房間休息了。

心想這一切應該是在做夢。

爸依然認為恩森不會這樣的。

隔天早上，爸打開恩森房間，

看見恩森在床上睡著了。

桌子上少了一張紙條，

行李不動聲色的放在衣櫃旁邊，

衣櫃裡有著滿滿的衣服，

賴的訊息只存留在前天。

一切都恢復原狀了，

心瞬間平靜下來了，

爸才發現原來這一切都是在做夢。

於是到了中午時分，大家都在飯桌前一起吃飯。

這段時間總是過得好快！

大家吃完了。

到了下午，爸跟恩森說：

“爸告訴你喔! 昨天爸做了一場很可怕的夢。

爸夢見你帶走行李離開家了。

然後，你只留下了一張紙條。

紙條裡頭還寫著：

“你先行一步了！

再見！”

爸在一旁自言自語的說

“希望不要發生！

希望不是真的!“

就好像恩森沒有存在在同個空間一樣。

爸說完就回房間去了。

恩森聽完覺得很驚訝。

原來爸做了一個奇怪的夢。

恩森才想起怪不得剛剛在飯桌前吃飯，

爸一直往恩森的方向看。

一切都是有原因。

恩森彷彿領悟到了爸的用意。

到了晚上，恩森到爸的房間。

恩森跟爸說：

“爸，恩森並沒有想要離家出走，

這一切只不過是一場夢！

爸下來吃飯吧！”

恩森看似很誠懇的說了又說。

爸依然原地不動在房間裡猶豫了一下。

這時恩森只有默默的等待爸的答案了。

時間滴答滴答的過去了，

最後爸想通了。

於是爸跟他說了一句話

“有沒有可能你會突然有一天像爸夢見的一樣？”

恩森反問爸一句話

“可能又不代表會發生，好了啦！”

爸聽完直接從房間走了出去。

恩森突然之間鬆了一口氣，

心裡想著事情總算解決了！

日復一日，大家一起吃飯。

在飯桌前的大家都專心的在吃飯。

完全沒有任何對話。

大家吃完晚餐了。

各自往自己的房間走。

一片寂靜，只留下了熱情的蟲鳴聲。

或許有的時候有的東西不會停留太久會厭煩，

有的東西停留久了依然存在著。

甚至是一段長久的感情。

到了隔天早晨，溫暖的太陽照射在大家的房間裡的窗戶。

像是正在跟大家打聲招呼一樣。

於是大家都同一時間下樓去了。

一樣的事情每天都在重复做，

下樓吃早餐，

吃完早餐後，又回到房間。

“雖然每一天重複做了一樣的事在別人眼裡覺得很無趣，但是卻過得很快樂。”

生活也是如此。

突然的一個簡訊讓家中所有人驚呆了。

一個來自醫院的簡訊。

簡訊裡說：

“這裡是醫院。

不久前，患者林恩森因車禍意外因此被送入了附近的醫院。

目前林恩森還沒脫離危險期。

請你們馬上來醫院一趟！”

家中的所有人才知情馬上趕到醫院去。

在緊急室門外最緊張的就是爸了。

爸一直喃喃自語道說：

“老天千萬不要把恩森帶走！”

過了一小時左右。

經過一番的搶救後。

原本亮著的緊急告示板突然熄滅了。

醫護人員走了出來。

恩森躺在病床上被推了出來。

醫生只說了一句沒事了！

因為這樣讓大家突然鬆了一口氣。

時間久了，大家就陸陸續續的回去了。

這時只見爸依然看守著恩森。

恩森睡得很香像是好久沒休息一樣。

爸也累了。直接在恩森的病床邊趴睡著。

到了隔天早上，恩森的眼睛慢慢的張開了。

恩森的手指也慢慢的動了起來。

恩森往病床邊一看。誒～爸!

“爸，你在醫院待了一個晚上？！

爸，你還是快回去休息吧！”

恩森才想到說原來自己是因為車禍意外而送進醫院的。

同時爸也被恩森的大吼一聲給吵醒了。

爸也直接破口大罵

“爸覺得你也太不容易了！你昨晚怎麼往公司跑？

難道那麼晚了還有業務要完成嗎？是你身體重要還是公司啊？！“

恩森輕聲細語的跟爸說：“好了。沒事了。”

爸直呼“昨晚就很奇怪突然接到醫院打來的電話，就知道沒好事。”

到了中午時段，護士正在幫恩森進行身體檢查，接著量血壓。

“好！一切正常!” 護士說完就出去了。

到了吃飯時間，醫院裡的食堂員工到病床旁送餐。

“您好，這裡是兩份套餐，已付款。

用餐愉快！”

吃完了。

爸開始跟恩森說：

“也許你還需要一段休養的時間，

所以爸已經幫你跟公司請假了，

不用太擔心!”

爸又接著往下說：

“不要再出事了，

免得又要讓爸擔心了！

爸很認真的在跟你說。”

恩森說了一聲喔! 看似真的明白了。

接著恩森連忙的從背包輕輕的拿出筆記本電腦出來。

爸了不對勁。於是爸直問恩森說：

“哦！你還想要繼續弄公事嗎？

你全身是傷還是不要弄公事了。”

恩森二話不說的繼續打字。

這一下打字就用上了將近三小時的時間。

在一旁的爸早已沉睡在睡夢中。

就這樣陸陸續續恩森收到了客戶的資料，也打了不少通電話。

然而還有許多的報告需要他花上許多時間來審核。

公事堆積如山，像是永遠都沒辦法接完一樣。

到了傍晚，送餐人員前來送餐。

於是恩森才捨得放下手中的業務，與爸一起享用晚餐。

晚餐吃完了，也吃飽了。

恩森像是在趕列車一樣，快速的把公事做了又做。

到了將近十點。

爸突然有感觸的對恩森說：

“你還記得爸之前放在客廳桌上的相簿嗎？

你打開再看一遍。”

恩森接著放下手上的業務，打開了相簿。

恩森突然大喊一聲：“對!就是這張照片。

他拿起了這張照片，又說了一句為什麼在這裡比在家裡更有感觸？”

爸決定告訴恩森。於是開口跟恩森說：

“恩森，因為這裡是你剛出生不久的地方，

這時爸在這裡把你抱起，然後開心的看著你。

於是在一旁的媽媽就按下快門把這張照片拍下了，

這裡就是照片裡的背景。”

恩森聽著聽著眼淚也慢慢的留下來。

爸跟恩森說：“看似一段很長的故事。

或許沒辦法完整的講述吧！“

爸接著跟恩森說：“說起你小時候剛出生的眼神就很迷人，所有人一直盯著你看。

因為妹妹恩曉還沒出生的關係，你成了爸媽眼裡了第一塊寶。

爸媽其實沒有偏心，只是妹妹還小需要多一點照顧。

然而你到了三歲這個時候，妹妹來到了這個家。

你每次都想著要求抱抱，看到爸抱起妹妹就把她拉下來。

當時爸媽還擔心說你是不是沒辦法接受妹妹。

不管現在看到你跟妹妹感情還不錯，才決定告訴你。

這時爸媽決定暫時的把你帶到外婆家讓外婆照顧。

當妹妹到了三歲後就把你接回來，也就是五歲時的你。

過了一段時間，一年又一年的過去了。

五歲的你被接了回來，不過當時的你似乎不想搭理妹妹。

直到有一天，妹妹跑到你的房間。

妹妹問你“哥哥！哥哥!可以幫我折一張紙飛機嗎？”

這時的你才捨得回應妹妹。

而且你這時的回應真像是一個哥哥的模樣!

這還有一段很長的故事。那我就繼續說囉!

恩森，你當時回應妹妹說：

“好啊！哥哥幫你折!

你哥哥可厲害折紙飛機了

想學嗎？看著哥哥喔!”

從那時開始你妹妹可喜歡你了。

她還說要一輩子跟哥哥在一起，

爸媽急著說：“不可能!不可能!”

爸現在想起總覺得好笑又有趣，也佩服你妹的勇氣。

當時她還大哭一場說：“不管啦！不管啦!”

恩森，要安撫你妹妹可不簡單了！

爸媽還需要許多時間想出許多花招來。

也許是她當時還小不懂事，

因此現在的她和小時候的她反差很大吧！

而從那時候起，妹妹的噩夢來了。

搗蛋的你成天只想著如何讓妹妹被嚇壞。

一時是捕捉蟲，而一時帶著可怕的面具。

當時你把妹妹給嚇哭了，你總是給爸媽許多麻煩事。

想著想著也許是你想要讓爸媽注意你，擔心會把你給忽略了。

所以爸媽沒有追究這件事，只是安撫了妹妹。

不過時間久了，你們慢慢的都長大了。

這些事情就變得不常發生了。

你們從那時開始，就你們倆人讓爸媽更認為像是敵人了。

完全沒有哥妹倆該有的模樣。

好了！故事終於到這裡結束了。“

爸說起：

“好吧，爸問你關於妹妹的事

你老實的告訴我。

對於你因為妹妹而需要到外婆家待上兩年時間，

你可否曾因為這樣而開始討厭她？”

“並沒有好嗎!” 心急如焚的恩森突然的回應。

於是恩森又問起爸來，正準備考倒爸。

恩森問起：“爸，你呢？你和媽這幾年來還好嗎？”

到了這個時候，場面似乎變得很尷尬。

對於這件事情，爸完全沒有做出任何回應。

很顯然的爸依然不想說這幾年來的事。

恩森馬上向爸說：

“那好吧！沒關係，爸。時間也不早了，早點休息吧！”

“晚安，爸！”

“晚安，恩森!”

因此他們都躺在床上休息了。

咔嗒！恩森把病床邊的一台桌燈關了。

恩森往爸的方向一瞄，爸很顯然的沒辦法入睡。

他心想原來爸很在意多年未見的媽。

不過爸最後依然入睡了。

到了隔天早晨，恩森先醒來了，眼前只見爸依然在睡夢中。

所以恩森不捨得吵醒入睡中的爸，這時晨光從病床旁的窗戶照射進來。

這道晨光看似打擾了爸的美夢。爸從床上坐了起來，然後說了一聲早安！

恩森說：“早安！爸”

同時送餐員進來病房。

送餐員說：

“這是今天的特別餐點。

聽說過不久你就要出院了。

恭喜你。“

他說著說著，說完就出去了。

突然的驚喜出現讓恩森嚇壞了！

醫護人員以及恩森的家人朋友一同大聲的高唱：

“祝你生日快樂～祝你生日快樂～祝你生日快樂～”

恩森才想起原來今天是他的生日。

因為一直以來他生活的每個月每一天都忙於業務。

所以恩森都把每一年的生日都忘掉了。

於是他瞬間覺得很感動一切能夠像以前一樣

能夠像以前一樣的快樂，這一種快樂可以很簡單。

這時的他似乎並沒有因為大家突然帶來的驚嚇而感到很生氣。

反而恩森還感謝大家的付出。

就在此時此刻，恩森突然聽見媽媽的聲音，他立馬轉向身後。

他只見媽媽的手牽著妹妹的手。

他才發現原來媽媽決定改變主意選擇回來了。

於是這個家從此又變完整了。

他心中鼓起勇氣想要完成一件事來報答醫護人員以及家人朋友。

因此恩森給了所有人一張紙條，並告訴大家關於他與爸之間的故事，

然後他告訴了大家：

“這一張紙條給了你們，

你們會想到什麼，

你們有什麼話要對他說。”

過了一會兒，恩森又像大家說：

“他要用大家在紙條上寫下的每個內容來寫一本小說。

因此他要為這本小說取名為《他 記憶裡的他》。”

“只是一張紙條卻無數次的讓他們解除了之間的紛爭。”

一個壞的開始，就一定會有好的結局。

-完結-