I wish I could understand why I feel this way295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWWSGyQEak
Why flying doesn't feel the same 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbEangRjV2
And the lows don't seem to fade295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ANf5sbnyq
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivSMbKarEa
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXhVRirhfa
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaxCSAKH3d
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM5TZdJPkM
I'll convert this pain into something that works 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSWgPOUGxT
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlNhc4bw0A
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxsZZENTZF
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUmOiSYaYd
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTlKIaZLrk
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡub2UiFZIOn
The breathing turns to drowning 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYccJdNWHcd
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJcbXQ5BRD
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqG19pd3GbS
But no one welcomes me with open arms295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVv3kfFvkx
Their love is fictitious 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3gcjzZNOY
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7Th7PXpJZ
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYpFiWZTEW
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5nTcawb6e
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDZf17sQFY
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjZ6Bb8m2G
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MqpriVF8N
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6GVGqmMOq
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcsAJMI7Nb
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIULAtDA3zn
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3o8uwT82PC
They get their way, nothing remains the same295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGrekFWPTB
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTywqKS8y00
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelrjfVmKM7
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCryow131H
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWvtBgcHkh
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNnn8CfFSn
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zjGmOEAtO
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWhKkpcfZl
But full of myself and always on time 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYaFJl7DHa
I admit that the crime is mine 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0N6aqG9EG
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDgzvTw0wI
The devil will lose his incentive 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcLXTK1jlN
The weak little girl, poisoned 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIZwgnv84r
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZgL2F9K0F
Brick by brick 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrqFMjLn8d
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiYkddpGPb
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz33GZ7PKrF
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7xbMUFlLW
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRCb3zQYJl
It's still right there 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZCy1lsjPt
The devil on my shoulder
