I wish I could understand why I feel this way240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaai1DHKfDj
Why flying doesn't feel the same 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiSDd8R4R9
And the lows don't seem to fade240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzKcccRBeb
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6KBNfCWk7
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlfSjs8JUM
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmzzaDK8Pu
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShTYAPbCv4
I'll convert this pain into something that works 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7skCa3xQON
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRge53lKD6M
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAyqnqaDTF
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe0x4ubToa
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQMyyOqHkV
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡev5jKAjvSg
The breathing turns to drowning 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SwCziOsck
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO0OrLSMM7
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlgoSJQk5y
But no one welcomes me with open arms240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4CbjnPD9Q
Their love is fictitious 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMsn7FJV5o
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxybxsH4jPK
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnz7Ac5xRo
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5YTXbJxgN
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVBtraHZAM
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXBCGX9wjx
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrsrEdP6K5
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ1wgM5Le2
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkIQ0qfmGP
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrRxYG2gVM
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvh1rPO8kt5
They get their way, nothing remains the same240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAVyw57TFg
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuKhpAh5UP
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL6Vd7KbTI
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAT8lz8YaL
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yt7uSkLSh
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr25xfOs2vP
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoR8mOuBOh
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMve29sWqFV
But full of myself and always on time 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYcHiTb28f
I admit that the crime is mine 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa49M83qN8
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEe8rdlZz0
The devil will lose his incentive 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4VttliPbT
The weak little girl, poisoned 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiXVDjUVrh
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGhpo8UL2c
Brick by brick 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0K9ZHh1rt
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaOAuR26c9
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgAYafChDd
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvAl6tgjr9
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8ujaRlHZp
It's still right there 240Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELzHrP91Xe
The devil on my shoulder
