I feel like loneliness will never let me go.56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdPOWZ6SlQ
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9jgNM8Uj4
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nyoC8CVNL
people I can turn to—any time—56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNhFYXeR9H
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjCIrvctyZ
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbbzExd9YC
someone who chooses them,56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCF44lfDqj
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WrgqIRbql
I don’t have siblings,56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu46pBf33f8
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQPhtbO5er
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvl9p3Au5nf
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVi7cgPE40K
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXc24CoK10
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CVo5anJLS
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILHrgBbwyT
but maybe it’s worse.56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHpnQrjrYe
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEpfArGDeN
I can’t.56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbGmXM4h0P
Because if I go,56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibJPOnText
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjeeLIA8yW
I would support him, and he would support me.56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfyT3wqsxr
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftpfqOYe3R
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRJilOCTAx
when it was my turn to enter adult life—56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bOzGQGq6J
I was alone.
