I feel like loneliness will never let me go.179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhN2w5c92G
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuKkhNkLfD
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUl64JTL77
people I can turn to—any time—179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVknrCmEQrW
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm9ulK2X8j
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmW2pqUQfPA
someone who chooses them,179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDCMRdGW8H
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLnHOAycjy
I don’t have siblings,179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4N2s3Eg7ev
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21DaXggz2t
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlr5OeEtyg
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJWlNxFiF6
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1Uc9tdTMK
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrg7Rq1sCg
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ1zu3vmwb
but maybe it’s worse.179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0dJ84KQ4Q
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZXzEeEM05
I can’t.179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDsHpXl1zp
Because if I go,179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DgmcTaa5L
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpyU6C8MRD
I would support him, and he would support me.179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgTJoSzGTb
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIU4PcMjtE
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxX7yv8j5B
when it was my turn to enter adult life—179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hGWO5N5wm
I was alone.
