I feel like loneliness will never let me go.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpo3Fbo8ECG
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYd63xnf6xv
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oS40foG6H
people I can turn to—any time—82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm27HzIP2Tb
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCT3H3PV3h
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXr06JcljTR
someone who chooses them,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaM350UPpW
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEHWI19nmi
I don’t have siblings,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bP3SZ4VhS
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMMrZCsR1E
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutuZAtBlwr
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr97tZlTa6L
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Bkd6FigZu
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpGmJrxWSc
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3RN1ulIQp
but maybe it’s worse.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClpxoblcLX
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8d73GYLLG
I can’t.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhWmO7VMZT
Because if I go,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwzLcqUWHE
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZskM2RoMK
I would support him, and he would support me.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4a6czLj9wH
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9UNl9eubT
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcu5rR8SVM
when it was my turn to enter adult life—82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIgDI8fOAU
I was alone.
