I feel like loneliness will never let me go.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPW3vb3s9C
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAngANybo99
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AFn3Xhzdl
people I can turn to—any time—141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88DK4yaulW
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3ptd6sPcO
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa11FFZzXk
someone who chooses them,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHRUXxKRxp
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNCichrzvk
I don’t have siblings,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnsuhPTrNu
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTiv0mrwKd
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgUnLFSoEL
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAgJvjyKzy
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJlGiDOEgI
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvriZT2VbI
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xtZy8DNe9
but maybe it’s worse.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBgfEHFisP
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrNiX28Bh4
I can’t.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNJx3wCxh2
Because if I go,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhqAaKUDBV
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjbYNYSar9
I would support him, and he would support me.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pQyRl68aE
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSH2q2aHZs
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL51qEVpYyj
when it was my turn to enter adult life—141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiCAuITpYL
I was alone.
