I really hate waiting, whether it's at a line for the restroom, or simply waiting for first period to end. I had a strange atrocious creature whose purpose in life was to ruin my own, and I wanted to get it out, so all I had to do is tell him about my feelings. I mean, it can't be that hard right? Like crap it isn't, I really underestimated fates game for me.408Please respect copyright.PENANAgIKtQvxOsn
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I was sitting in my room writing a letter, but not just any ordinary letter it was also known as ",the worst possible way to confess." According to my friends anyway. I was doing this while listening to the radio station called "Kiss on Kiss." Samantha and I have connected for the pass year, her own testimony is the exact opposite of mine. She is an expert in what I consider "love."408Please respect copyright.PENANAcgURy3g9y2
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"Welcome to Kiss on Kiss in New York," she said.408Please respect copyright.PENANA5NisIh7wWk
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"I, Samantha, will host today's show, please relax and enjoy the show for the next four hours." She said.408Please respect copyright.PENANAhoYzjG3BxP
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"In fact, recently I went to go see a fortune-teller, she told me that there's an opportunity for me to fall in love, but that I'll lose that opportunity in result of closing my heart. That's impossible, right?" She asked, I was still in the process of writing my letter sure enough my hand was getting tired. I had a dictionary with me so that I wouldn't mess up a single word, I even looked up the letters of my own name. I'm smart I know.408Please respect copyright.PENANAxqJTQGLjch
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"What I need is courage to tell him about my feelings. Its true that you need courage for that, have you ever done such a thing before?" Samantha asked. I just sighed knowing I was in that type of situation right now. Will he read it and smile? I don't know. Will he throw it away? I don't know. Will he bully me? I don't know.408Please respect copyright.PENANA4IQDf72jbY
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"So tonight I'd like to hear your stories." I yawned because it was currently 11:36pm in New York. I hit my limit, I raised the volume of the radio, and put my pen down. I walked up to my bed.408Please respect copyright.PENANA1EXsTUIbhX
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"Right! We have a great view of the meteor shower tonight!"I was curious to see the stars, so I opened my curtains, and there they were, beautiful shootings stars all over the place. Even though up close they're nothing but clouds of gas. They glistened with confidence, and just like that everyone falls in love with them.408Please respect copyright.PENANAYQrs3yTZ8H
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"It is rare to see them in New York's sky." Samantha said. Well of course the pollution here is horrible. We get lucky if we could see the sky period.408Please respect copyright.PENANAp3SHxmnHNN
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"You guys know that you can make your desires come true if you wish upon a shooting star; so why don't you tell the shooting stars tonight about your feelings for that special someone?"She said. I wove my hands together and said.408Please respect copyright.PENANA3WHNeMA27U
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"I wish that I could tell Nick about my feelings for him, tomorrow morning." I opened my eyes three shooting stars passed by. Not many were left by now. I sighed and sat down, of course I had a mental fight with myself. Why can't I just forget about him and find someone I actually talk to? I shook my head. It has to be him. This was the first time I felt like this. You know what they say, you never forget your first love.408Please respect copyright.PENANAmvxgTFFJ9j
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I woke up at 6:30 today and I got ready with my school uniform that was just: a plain blue skirt; with a white collared shirt; a dark blue sweater; and white shoes. I ended up at school around 7:18am. Did I eat breakfast? I knew the answer to that question when my stomach attacked my body. Growling, louder than a wolf who hadn't been fed in weeks. Once I got to school, my destination was the bike parking area, as I walked through the school's gate. I passed the sign that read Mid wood High school, and waited for Nick to enter the school's gate. I saw that my hands were sweating, so I tried not to hold the letter so tightly. Everyday I would wait to see Nick walk through the gate, as he passed by I would be happy just seeing him smile. 408Please respect copyright.PENANAPFoSosr7gE
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Every morning for some reason he always arrives smiling, but once he enters school grounds it disappears.408Please respect copyright.PENANATiQqBvb7PW
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Students finally started to enter the gates. Very slowly one student entered, then two, and soon there were about 20 people here. I kept hearing people say hi to each other, but I didn't care at all, their voices soon got over toned when I heard my favorite voice say Good Morning to his friend Will. 408Please respect copyright.PENANAXzChu0Q8jD
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I smiled like a fool. I could feel my cheeks getting flustered. He had an affect over me that even the boogeyman would be scared.408Please respect copyright.PENANAbtQKbgFvjr
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"You're early today." Will said to Nick. They had a very brief conversation , I was getting impatient. What if Will doesn't give me a chance to talk to him?408Please respect copyright.PENANAZuc5zNPHB2
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" Yeah. See you." Nick said, parting ways from Will. Yes! I could feel the adrenaline rushing through my veins just like blood. As I started to walk.408Please respect copyright.PENANAbltnkP53Vy
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This was my chance he was finally alone. I repeatedly exposed the content of my letter in my head, it was driving me nuts. 408Please respect copyright.PENANAA1vx9KhB9W
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'Dear Nick Louis, nice to meet you. I am Kaitlin Jackson from Class F (keep in mind in this school kids are ranked by grade scores Class F is the lowest class). You wouldn't know who I am, but I know who you are. From the first time I saw you, a feeling burst in me, this also happens when I see you playing tennis...' After I finished revising the letter, I took in a deep breath and started to slowly make my way to Nick, until I was 1 meter in front of him, he stopped, triggering words to spill out my mouth, okay well I exaggerated. Making sounds spill out of my mouth.408Please respect copyright.PENANAfrEme2oHpf
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"Um.." Was what I managed to say to him.408Please respect copyright.PENANAAZb9s7HEA3
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"Who are you?" He asked. Clearly annoyed.408Please respect copyright.PENANAFH5MWDhGIn
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"I'm Kaitlin Jackson," I stated very nervously, fidgeting with my thumbs. "Would you read this?" I asked, extending my hand out. I could sense people staring at me. I like....you is what I get rehearsing in my head. I could hear my heart beating rapidly for him to just take the letter, if our hands touch I'm sure I would fain-.408Please respect copyright.PENANA5zHT1Z15L4
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"I don't need it." He said. Those were not the words I was expecting to hear. The letter flew out of my hands. It landed right in front of me. My "classmates" stepped on my first love letter, the piece of paper that I loved so much, the tree that died to supply me with a paper that wasn't appreciated at all.
Once I turned around and saw what happened to my beautiful, unappreciated letter my brain was exploding with my self conscious' anger.
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"My first love seemed to be shattered just like that." I was staring directly at Nick, if only looks could kill, he'd be 6 feet under, but he was walking away like nothing happened. I wasn't sure if I was more angry at him, or myself for being angry at him.
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"No Way." I whispered to myself. But an unbelievable miracle happened from now on.
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I was walking in the halls grasping my bag tightly, I could here the "whispers" about what happened earlier today. Once I finally reached the quad area that's where I lost my patience. Everyone here had the time of day to gossip about me,
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"Hey! That's Kaitlin from Class F." I heard someone say. Once she said this, everyone in the quad stopped their conversations and started laughing at me. I heard more and more whispers with terrifying laughs.
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"She told Nick that she likes him."
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"That's Kaitlin Jackson, Nick will never like a dumb ass girl like her." Some guys said.
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"She really doesn't know a thing." Another girl said.
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"Poor her." I started to tear up I could feel my face turning red, I looked around and saw everyone looking at me, I really hated this feeling, so all I could do was run, but No, instead my mouth went off, I yelled.
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"Leave Me Alone!" This made everyone laugh even louder. I ran out of the quad where my best friends came running towards me,
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"Kaitlin you told Nick about your feelings?" Jade asked.
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"Jade! please be quiet, everyone here already knows, but how do you know about, you know--?" I said making hand gestures.
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"You tried to give him a letter right in front of the school's gate. That attracts too much attention, Kaitlin we told you that wasn't a good idea!" Said Sasha, the older one, out of our "group."
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"Everyone in this school knows. How are we not suppose to know, we're your best friends." Jade said
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"I'm so embarrassed. He's such a jerk, why couldn't he just receive it and throw it out later, he made a fool out of me." I looked down, ashamed at myself because I know at the end of the day, I'm still hopeless.
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"Why would you even try to do that in front of the school's gate?" Jade asked. But added. "It's like you are advertising for everyone to know."
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"And to Nick...." Sasha said.
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"Why would you do such a reckless thing? You know he won't accept it." Jade added.
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"By any chance..." I said," I thought he might like me by any chance."
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"That would never happen. It's Nick Louis for goodness sake, it's like saying, Michael Jackson will notice you if you had a shirt with his freaking face on it." Jade added.
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"As you already know, classes are divided by exam scores in this school." Said Sasha.
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I thought to myself.
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"Nick is the highest scorer in Class A, which has all kinds of top scorers. And, he got the highest score in the last national exam. There is a rumor that says his IQ is 200. He is a genius and good looking. Besides, his father is a president of a gaming company."
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"He speaks Spanish fluently, even though he never had classes, or isn't Latin little less Spanish." Said Sasha, while we were walking up a flight of stairs. "He is an athlete as well. He's a super boy, compared to him, we're hopeless and stupid." then she added.
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"We are like the losers of this school, we live in a different world from him."
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"But I tried my best." I said "In my freshman year, sophomore year and junior year, I did my best to be placed in Class A along with Nick." I noticed my friends stopped walking, I turned around. "What's wrong?" I asked
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"Kaitlin, you know what the alphabet is right?" Asked Sasha. I nodded
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"Of course." I said.
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Jade spoke this time.
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"Then, count how many letters there are between A and F. "I continued to walk up the stairs while counting on my fingers.
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"A, B, C, D, E, F." I turned around showing six fingers to my friends, Sasha smiled and said.
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"That's right. It would be a miracle for someone in F to be placed in A, the possibility is lower than winning the lottery."
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Jade added, "the possibility is lower than seeing snow in summer." As we finished walking up the stairs.
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"Lower than getting hit by a shooting star?" I asked.
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"What? What did you say? "Asked my friends.
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"Never mind." I turned around.
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"Anyhow, we live in a different world from him." We walked out, heading to our class.
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"That's true, but before I graduated, I wanted to let him know about my feelings." while I was talking both of my friends stopped walking and sighed.
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"How naïve." I sighed knowing this was true, not a single day passes by where Nick doesn't receive a present, but at least he never looks pleased with the girls that give them to him.