「想唔想約出嚟?」望住呢個message,我個心不受控制咁狂跳。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAUjeirEdzFw
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我內心其實係想嘅,但我冇即刻應承。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAZAHVnfcYnK
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因為我知道同佢約出嚟嘅話就唔係單純嘅網友見面咁簡單。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAdEkcjhuFwH
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可能見我太耐冇覆,過咗冇耐對方又send咗個message嚟。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAsNAYAyswSD
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「第一次見面普通食餐飯先啦,睇下大家啱唔啱先再諗其他」1011Please respect copyright.PENANA4RZHDg6gHK
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我不禁陷入咗沉思。1011Please respect copyright.PENANALcu2skVAuY
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其實而家呢一切,都要由我半年前俾人飛開始講起。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAzwp9u0fXRU
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「分手啦」平淡的三隻字喺我耳邊卻有如驚雷炸開,我覺得自己有少少耳鳴。1011Please respect copyright.PENANANIMvxNx9U1
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但其實我一早就估到會係咁嘅結果。1011Please respect copyright.PENANA2iC1frocKs
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隔越嘅越耐先覆嘅message、心不在焉嘅表情、食飯嗰陣總係將電話mon擺向下嘅小動作......1011Please respect copyright.PENANAGQriPlZOLj
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呢一切無一不透露住一個訊息:對面呢個同我一齊咗五年嘅人,早就由唔知幾時開始偷偷拋棄咗我。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAu5lLmItu0g
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啱啱分手嗰兩個月,我嘅狀態話係行屍走肉都不為過。1011Please respect copyright.PENANA4VydQMXDba
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每當安靜落嚟,我個腦入面總會不斷重播同前男友熱戀期嗰陣嘅甜蜜畫面。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAbF8zIBsfZn
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嗰陣有幾甜蜜,而家就有幾痛苦。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAslXckZT2Zd
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於是,我比以往更賣力咁工作,想趕走一直喺腦海裏揮之不去嘅某個身影。1011Please respect copyright.PENANADJF4COEv4s
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渾渾噩噩嘅日子維持咗一段時間,直到有一日,我收到個friend send嚟嘅message,連同一個ig post。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAsgRCWtHnZ8
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「分手冇耐就咁快有新女 真係賤種嚟」1011Please respect copyright.PENANAyXXgmzjRHO
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個ig post係我個ex同佢條新女嘅合照。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAwE7NwcorDg
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相入嗰兩個人嘅笑容燦爛得刺眼。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAk9LuAIspXL
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我個ex喺張相度tag咗個女仔嘅ig。1011Please respect copyright.PENANA9BItxVOixz
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我猶豫再三,最後都係忍唔住手賤咁search咗嗰個ig。1011Please respect copyright.PENANA55mGvDlEEX
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個女仔嘅ig係public嘅,最新嘅post就係嗰張合照。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAYLOlDaDDdU
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「100日快樂💋💋」1011Please respect copyright.PENANAIuNrAFkQTc
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一百日......1011Please respect copyright.PENANAPwmV9SfzWG
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一百日之前,我同佢明明仲一齊緊。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAkv0tHq4jAH
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雖然我一早已經有預感,但當現實被血淋淋咁揭開,我仍然深受打擊。1011Please respect copyright.PENANADI0HdJkEZ9
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個女仔呢個post仲有一張相,係某個交友app嘅對話cap圖,內容係佢哋兩個啱啱match到嗰陣嘅對話。1011Please respect copyright.PENANApgesKYs8ue
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如果個男主角唔係當時仲同緊我一齊嘅前男友,我諗我都會覺得幾sweet。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAG5GLYU29am
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我彷彿自虐咁反覆細閱佢哋嘅對話,直到淚眼模糊。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAkRtWyWBSJK
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呢日之後我又頹廢咗一段日子。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAx59hvVRQYg
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我啲朋友好擔心我,唔止一次咁約我出去,話要陪我。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAGLzgCYNJv0
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不過全部都俾我拒絕咗。1011Please respect copyright.PENANA5J6C3AfMY5
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我已經習慣咗自己一個處理負面情緒。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAY9SWcyLoXr
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更何況,大家平時已經夠晒忙,冇必要因為失戀咁小事而勞師動眾啦。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAvpVQN2GdBS
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我就好似一隻蝸牛咁匿埋喺自己嘅殼入面。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAp6nlbhNvcy
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直到某一日。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAw9YfKYb2lq
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嗰日理應係一個平常嘅假日。朝早醒咗之後,我無所事事地咁用電話上網。1011Please respect copyright.PENANA2u7PXb914h
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Youtube唔知做乜係咁推薦一啲情感建議影片俾我。1011Please respect copyright.PENANA2wvy2wWZIj
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我睇睇下,不由自主咁又諗起我個ex。1011Please respect copyright.PENANA5Jsg9fEXUJ
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而家佢肯定同女朋友過得好開心啦。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAaE5C6q6rPc
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我內心再次感到一陣鈍痛。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAjFfXJx8ebI
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雖然係佢背叛我在先,但畢竟一齊咗咁長時間,開心嘅回憶都唔少。1011Please respect copyright.PENANArPIx85HSW1
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因此,雖然我一開始好憤怒,亦都憎過佢,但而家冷靜落嚟之後,侵襲我心頭嘅反而係無力同孤寂。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAKwfuxEbbaD
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停,唔可以再諗落去。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAcaNGRIP4M7
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我驀然回過神來。1011Please respect copyright.PENANACJHviwN5Ty
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呢個時候,我部電話螢幕中央彈出咗一個交友app廣告。1011Please respect copyright.PENANARJlLsxTniN
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啱啱好就係我個ex用過嗰個交友app。1011Please respect copyright.PENANA24gnKfyEqk
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正常我只會直接閂咗個廣告。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAYCQSaGxWQ5
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但今次唔同。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAhtt9L7dFlq
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可能係一時衝動,亦都可能係幼稚嘅報復心態。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAfU7RnP2KWd
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總之,我感覺自己隻手指喺螢幕上方停頓咗兩秒。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAIJJbrxxEHg
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然後我鬼使神差咁㩒咗落去。1011Please respect copyright.PENANAmnApBDF3O3
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我就係喺咁嘅情況之下遇到佢。