「想唔想約出嚟?」望住呢個message,我個心不受控制咁狂跳。971Please respect copyright.PENANAbvWlezLgZt
971Please respect copyright.PENANAniS6ry9w6i
我內心其實係想嘅,但我冇即刻應承。971Please respect copyright.PENANA7E5QJPjw1P
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因為我知道同佢約出嚟嘅話就唔係單純嘅網友見面咁簡單。971Please respect copyright.PENANApPRrDPtvdw
971Please respect copyright.PENANAihsj7FddWb
可能見我太耐冇覆,過咗冇耐對方又send咗個message嚟。971Please respect copyright.PENANAfRY41onqqL
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「第一次見面普通食餐飯先啦,睇下大家啱唔啱先再諗其他」971Please respect copyright.PENANA8mdPd4OIjr
971Please respect copyright.PENANA5dXxRWNUsR
我不禁陷入咗沉思。971Please respect copyright.PENANAD2hnGjKG9i
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其實而家呢一切,都要由我半年前俾人飛開始講起。971Please respect copyright.PENANAKnzZJeQIaF
971Please respect copyright.PENANAndGa4HpqwT
「分手啦」平淡的三隻字喺我耳邊卻有如驚雷炸開,我覺得自己有少少耳鳴。971Please respect copyright.PENANAnFSPx5sH0e
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但其實我一早就估到會係咁嘅結果。971Please respect copyright.PENANAueUrbHiHoX
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隔越嘅越耐先覆嘅message、心不在焉嘅表情、食飯嗰陣總係將電話mon擺向下嘅小動作......971Please respect copyright.PENANAIF1JUIbaQx
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呢一切無一不透露住一個訊息:對面呢個同我一齊咗五年嘅人,早就由唔知幾時開始偷偷拋棄咗我。971Please respect copyright.PENANA0Uo5twXXf5
971Please respect copyright.PENANA57U2aToKMh
啱啱分手嗰兩個月,我嘅狀態話係行屍走肉都不為過。971Please respect copyright.PENANAhhxyjEeJCk
971Please respect copyright.PENANA14mb7Fh67T
每當安靜落嚟,我個腦入面總會不斷重播同前男友熱戀期嗰陣嘅甜蜜畫面。971Please respect copyright.PENANAZwxJNcPJOU
971Please respect copyright.PENANAW7lCZ0I53i
嗰陣有幾甜蜜,而家就有幾痛苦。971Please respect copyright.PENANAh3eOmRM1P4
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於是,我比以往更賣力咁工作,想趕走一直喺腦海裏揮之不去嘅某個身影。971Please respect copyright.PENANAAhAuPukt6W
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渾渾噩噩嘅日子維持咗一段時間,直到有一日,我收到個friend send嚟嘅message,連同一個ig post。971Please respect copyright.PENANAHh1wQZTR2g
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「分手冇耐就咁快有新女 真係賤種嚟」971Please respect copyright.PENANA6hKiK0NgvD
971Please respect copyright.PENANAhBiCK8YBB7
個ig post係我個ex同佢條新女嘅合照。971Please respect copyright.PENANAdjrFVLLhm0
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相入嗰兩個人嘅笑容燦爛得刺眼。971Please respect copyright.PENANAfMZtODTxd5
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我個ex喺張相度tag咗個女仔嘅ig。971Please respect copyright.PENANAsXazaG7R98
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我猶豫再三,最後都係忍唔住手賤咁search咗嗰個ig。971Please respect copyright.PENANAurybzcDT4r
971Please respect copyright.PENANAfsf2JX2JaK
個女仔嘅ig係public嘅,最新嘅post就係嗰張合照。971Please respect copyright.PENANAuaUn2CAzZU
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「100日快樂💋💋」971Please respect copyright.PENANAqWYcW2SyDI
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一百日......971Please respect copyright.PENANA3dT86ANlVE
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一百日之前,我同佢明明仲一齊緊。971Please respect copyright.PENANA8NQKqKp4VJ
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雖然我一早已經有預感,但當現實被血淋淋咁揭開,我仍然深受打擊。971Please respect copyright.PENANALU8UoMDbAk
971Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1NCKb2Mae
個女仔呢個post仲有一張相,係某個交友app嘅對話cap圖,內容係佢哋兩個啱啱match到嗰陣嘅對話。971Please respect copyright.PENANAQjKLEj6OLw
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如果個男主角唔係當時仲同緊我一齊嘅前男友,我諗我都會覺得幾sweet。971Please respect copyright.PENANALll7dpZG0z
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我彷彿自虐咁反覆細閱佢哋嘅對話,直到淚眼模糊。971Please respect copyright.PENANAyeWo7wJfrS
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呢日之後我又頹廢咗一段日子。971Please respect copyright.PENANA4wSHOFe8jo
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我啲朋友好擔心我,唔止一次咁約我出去,話要陪我。971Please respect copyright.PENANAf7bBYa5bj8
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不過全部都俾我拒絕咗。971Please respect copyright.PENANAn5xRxrasX2
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我已經習慣咗自己一個處理負面情緒。971Please respect copyright.PENANAoaAxcUrmYM
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更何況,大家平時已經夠晒忙,冇必要因為失戀咁小事而勞師動眾啦。971Please respect copyright.PENANAwigVgHcIr4
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我就好似一隻蝸牛咁匿埋喺自己嘅殼入面。971Please respect copyright.PENANADnltF6XdR4
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直到某一日。971Please respect copyright.PENANAzSneTt6s6x
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嗰日理應係一個平常嘅假日。朝早醒咗之後,我無所事事地咁用電話上網。971Please respect copyright.PENANAVHsbyX0ieT
971Please respect copyright.PENANAU2kY29qwY2
Youtube唔知做乜係咁推薦一啲情感建議影片俾我。971Please respect copyright.PENANAa5GycBCTzL
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我睇睇下,不由自主咁又諗起我個ex。971Please respect copyright.PENANA9dXBZ4JOdh
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而家佢肯定同女朋友過得好開心啦。971Please respect copyright.PENANAHlzqgEUgAC
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我內心再次感到一陣鈍痛。971Please respect copyright.PENANAkgs3Ri1gcq
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雖然係佢背叛我在先,但畢竟一齊咗咁長時間,開心嘅回憶都唔少。971Please respect copyright.PENANA4bDyPupdNd
971Please respect copyright.PENANA3uEEksF4Jq
因此,雖然我一開始好憤怒,亦都憎過佢,但而家冷靜落嚟之後,侵襲我心頭嘅反而係無力同孤寂。971Please respect copyright.PENANAfLrCZId4gm
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停,唔可以再諗落去。971Please respect copyright.PENANAQaSHqulkPE
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我驀然回過神來。971Please respect copyright.PENANAlJ9s3ONwGx
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呢個時候,我部電話螢幕中央彈出咗一個交友app廣告。971Please respect copyright.PENANAujuTKQgwQ2
971Please respect copyright.PENANA9Yn9UfZmQx
啱啱好就係我個ex用過嗰個交友app。971Please respect copyright.PENANAdP73I5XhUU
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正常我只會直接閂咗個廣告。971Please respect copyright.PENANAPxyJKKVUGk
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但今次唔同。971Please respect copyright.PENANA3luHfKhxo8
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可能係一時衝動,亦都可能係幼稚嘅報復心態。971Please respect copyright.PENANAKkgp4uSMRc
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總之,我感覺自己隻手指喺螢幕上方停頓咗兩秒。971Please respect copyright.PENANAUIoRVx6MnA
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然後我鬼使神差咁㩒咗落去。971Please respect copyright.PENANAtio2uVOSjB
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我就係喺咁嘅情況之下遇到佢。